Dear journal,

Daniel has consistently assured me that he won't leave for Christmas. . . But Admin hasn't met my eyes once today. . . I need to keep an eye out for her tricks.

     Daniel's smiles seem more fake as each hour passes. God. . . What is she planning?

     Christmas

     It's Christmas time and the pain never seems to stop. . . Why do I feel as though I'm falling into a deep ditch?

     . . . Why do I feel like no one will be there to help me out?

-Hungary