*Rihans

Hindi napigilan ang hikbi ng mahawakan ko si Rihana. She's so beautiful. Napaka ganda ng anak ko habang nilalaro nya ang pisngi ko. Nginitian ko si Erin ng yakapin nya ako mula sa likod not until i felt someone threw a tissue paper on my face. Nahulog iyon at narinig kong tumawa ang anak ko ng tumama sa kanya ang tissue.

Masaming tingin ang binigay ko kay Saiu. Ang gago naka ngisi habang kalong si Rei.

"Mukha kang tanga. Ilang araw mo na kasama mag-iina mo ngumangawa ka pa?" he snorted and look at me. "Kung ako si Erin iiwan kita kung babakla-bakla ka."

"Fuck you, Emperial." sagot ko. Rei looked at me in horrified face. "B-baby.. ahm.. Daddy is-"

"Come on Rei. Your daddy is such a cry baby. Wag ka dumidikit sa kanya ng di ka mahawa, okay?" singit ni Saiu na may nag lalarong ngiti. Ang sarap lang sakalin. "Go on, makipag laro ka na sa boyfriend mo. Di'ba ayaw mo nawawala dun sa blue-eyed angel na yon?"

I look at Saiu as if he grew three heads from his neck. Mas lalo akong nag ngitngit ng makita ko ang anak ko na ngumiti ng matamis kay Saiu at saka tumango. She waved at us as she run outside.

"What the fuck are you talking about Emperial! Sinong blue-eyed angel ang tinutukoy mo!" I can feel my blood boiling. "Walang boyfriend ang anak ko. She will never have a boyfriend until I was under six feet under!"

"Baby.. Calm down. Bata pa si Rei. I'm sure ang pag kakaintindi nya sa sinabi ni Saiu ay kaibigan lang." agad lumambot ang ekspresyon ko.

"But wifey.. Baby pa si Rei. Hindi ako papayag na may kumuha sa kanyang lalaki." I can feel my face darkens as I say the last sentence.

"Hindi ah, narinig ko si Rei na kinukulit yung blue-eyed kid sa kabilang bahay. And it seems Eve likes the boy too." Sai.

"Fuck you real hard Emperial." gigil na usal ko.

He smirk and raised his middle fingers. "Fuck you more than life itself, Montgomery."

*Erin's

Nakikinig ako kay Rion habang nag kakamot ito ng batok. Naka ngiwi ito at halatang iritado. Nag pakawala ako ng buntong hininga saka ito nginitian,

"Ano bang nangyari?" tanong ko. Naging malapit ako kay Rion dahil isang buwan bago ako makipag contact sa mga kaibigan ni Rihan ay nahanap nya ako. She apologize for everything she did and who I am to ignore her? At ngayon nga, sya ang tinuturing ko na unang kaibigan na babae.

"Tangina kasi e. Yung lalaking yun hindi ako pinatahimik! Alam mo bang nalibot ko na buong Luzon matakasan ko lang ang hinayupak na yon?" kumunot ang noo ko dahil namumula na sya sa galit.

Nag aalalang tinitigan ko sya. "Hindi kita maintindihan. Anong nalibo-" nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng marealize ko ang tinutukoy nya. "Oh my God, are you being stalked Rion? Gusto mo bang sabihin ko kay Rihan ito? Alam ko may magagawa syang paraan para maging maayos ang lagay mo." Rion is beautiful. She may sound rude and not well educated pero may sinabi ito sa buhay at kung sa physical appearance lang, Montgomery leads the beauty she have.

She's Rion Montgomery-Stevens after all.

Tatayo na sana ako para tawagin ang asawa ko na sigurado ako ay nasa office nito sa second floor ng bahay ng hawakan nya ako.

"Wag mo na abalahin yung pulpol na yon. Kaya ko naman." sabay buntong hininga nito. "Ang akin lang, napapagod na akong taguan ang lalakeng yon." I can feel tiredness in her voice. "Para syang balakubak sa ulo ko na nag kampo na at dina ako nilubayan."

"Are you sure you're fine with this? I can ask help from my friend. I'm sure he wouldn't mind helping you out kesa si Rihan ang lapitan natin. I'm sure your cousin will turn berserk--"

"That's the point. I don't want him to think of me." I can feel how important Rihan to her. I know kahit lagi silang nag kakasagutan ay mahal nila ang isa't isa na parang tunay na mag kapatid. "Aalis na ako bago ko makita ang pag mumukha non. Hilatsa pa naman mukha non." naka ngisi nitong sabi bago tumalikod.

I smile to her when she looked back for the last time before riding her sports motor bike. Umakyat ako sa second floor ng bahay namin at tinungo ang office ni Rihan. His eyes are focused in his laptop while a folder is on his hand.

Sumandal ako sa hamba ng pinto ng di nya ako mapansin. His deep green eyes and thin red lips. He look so regal in his black long sleeve polo. Napangiti ako ng kumilos sya at nakita ko ang pag kinanag ng white gold necklace nya. Nakita ko ang pag ingos nya at pag lukot ng ilong nito kaya diko napigilan ang pag tawa ng mahina.

his eyes immediately seek for me. Nang mag salubong iyon ay nakita ko ang ngiti sa mga labi nya. My heart skip a beat again. I felt butterflies twirling around my stomach when he motioned me to come close. He pulled me til I land on his lap.

"Kanina ka pa?" he ask as he kiss my cheek. I giggle and nod. "What's funny wifey? Kanina pa kita naririnig na tumatawa." naka kunot ang noo nya habang naka tingin sakin but there's a smile in his eyes.

"Wala naman.. Its just that I can't believe that I'm here, sitting on your lap. Giving me sweet kisses." madamdaming amin ko. I felt his arms tighten around my waist. "Akala ko hindi ko na mararanasan ito sa piling mo. I thought I will just imagine things till the end of my life. Akala ko wala ng pag-asa para sa atin. You don't know how happy I am Rihan. Ang tagal ko pinangarap at pinag dasal na mangyari ito." pag amin ko sa kanya. I can feel my eyes heating.

"I love you so much Ri.. Simula ng una pa lang hanggang ngayon na kasama kita. mahal na mahal kita Ri. and I'm sorry if I tried to give up." my tears run down to my face. "God knows how much I love you. How much I want to be with you, but I was scared to loose what we have. The child that we have kaya lumayo ako. I'm sorry if I can't fight any longer, I'm so-"

Hindi ko natapos ang sasabihin ko ng siilin nya ako ng halik. Gusto ko makua ang mukha nya pero agad nyang binaon ang mukha sa leeg ko. I can feel his arms shaking.

"Stop it.. I should be the one to say sorry.. For everything I've done to you. For all the sufferings and sacrifices you experienced from my hands. I love you so damn much and I'm sorry for realizingit  so late. Patawarin mo ako sa lahat ng nagawa ko sayo. Sa inyo ng mga anak natin. God knows how much I want to hurt myself for doing those t-things to you." i heard his voice cracked. I hug his neck tight while nodding to him. "I don't deserve you wifey.. I don't deserve you. You deserve someone who's better that me but I'm sorry again for not letting you go. I love you so damn much that it could kill me if you leave me again."

Nag angat sya ng tingin sakin. Nang susumamo ang mga mata nya habang hilam iyon sa luho. May kumawalang luha sa mga mata nya kaya mas nasaktan ako. I don't want to see him crying.

"I love you Erin. I'm really really sorry." he took my hand and kiss it. "I'm sorry. I love you so much."

Tumango ako at pinilit na ngumiti. "mahal na mahal kita kaya tumahan ka na. Di ako sanay na nakikita kang ganito."

"Its because I've been trying to hide who I am when I'm with you." sagot nya.

"Then why not become true?" alok ko. ngumiti lang sya sakin saka ako niyakap ng mahigpit saka hinalikan sa labi.

I groan as I answer the kiss. His hand started exploring every part of me. Umayos ako ng upo paharap sa kanya. He's in between my legs. I can feel the fire ignites within me as he caress my bosom and grip it hard. Napahiyaw ako sa ginawa nya. His kisses went down to my neck while his other hand started pinching my mound.

Ramdam ko ang matigas na umbok sa kinauupuan ko habang hinahalikan sya.

"Ohh.." ungol ko ng masahihin ni Rihan ang dibdib ko.

"You're so fucking edible Erin.." anas nya habang kinakagat-kagat ang leeg ko at sinisipsip ng marahan. "You're so damn delicious."

"Oh go-- ahh!" Rihan entered his hand on the hem of my short. Feeling my wetness.

"God Erin, you're so wet.." 

Ungol lang ang sinagot ko sa ginagawa nya habang sa maramdaman ko ang daliri nya na pumasok sakin. i closed my eyes savoring his expert hands when he stood up. Basta nya hinawi ang gamit sa mesa at saka ako duon hiniga.

"I fucking want you right now baby.." bulong nya sakin. I nod to him while catching my breath.

I saw him trying to remove his belt as fast as he can but he ended up getting annoyed. Marahan akong natawa at pibigilan sya. ako na ang nag tanggal non. Mabilis nyang binaba ang pantalon na suot at pumwesto sa pagitan ng mga hita ko.

I waited for him to enter me when he started rubbing the tip of his manhood. I felt his kiss on my lips. Sinagot ko iyon ng walang pag aalinlangan habang naka palibot ang braso ko sa likod nya.

"Ohh please!!" ungol ko dahil pinapasok nya ang dulo ng pagka lalake nya pero hanggang duon lang.

"Please what baby.. Say it-- oohh.." ungol nya habang pabilis ng pabilis ang pag rub ng pagka lalake nito sakin.

"I want it inside Ri.."

Lumakas ang ungol ko ng maramdaman ang pag pasok ng kahabaan nya sakin. His hands on my thighs gripping he hardly as he pound himself inside me. Bullets of sweat on his face and chest while pulling slowly and impound hardly.

"Oh god!" Ungol ko habang kagat ang mga labi.

"Fuck it! Ohh.. So good, wifey.. Ang dulas mo.."

"Ri.. Bilisan mo pa.." Pumalibot ang braso ko sa balikat nya kasabay ng mga hita ko sa bewang nya.

Halos hindi ko alam kung saan ibabaling ang ulo sa sarap na binibigay nya. Mabilis at malakas syang kumikilos sa ibabaw ko habang palaks ng palakas ang mga ungol namin. Sinasabayan ko ang bawat pag ulo sya.

My eyes stared at his green ones as he pound inside. I tried to smile to him but end up biting my lips as he grind above me. My nails dug to his bare back.

"Oh my.. Hmm.. Ang sarap!" Hinuli ko ang labi nya saka iyon kinagat kagat.. "Ahh.. Hmm!"

"Fuck wifey! I-ive been wanting this-- oohh!"

Abilis ng oabilsi ang pag kilos ni Rihan sakin. As i neared my climax I follow his rhythm. Mas lalo pa akong jagbinit ng marinig ko na ang pag langitngit ng mesa na kinahihigaan ko. I moan loudly as I reach my peak.

"Oh gosh.." Bulong ko kay Rihan habang nasa ibabaw sya.

"I'm near baby.."

He pound harder and harder til I reach my second climax then he followed. Pareho kaming hingal habang naka dagan sya sa ibabaw ko. I caress his hair with a small smile in my lips.

"Fuck.. So good." Bulong nya jabang natatawa.

"I love you Ri." Sagot ko habang naka titig sa kisame. "And I'm sorry again.." Hingal na sabi ko.

He buried his face on my neck. O can feel small smile on his lips as he nod to me. Nang subukannko sya silipin ay umungol langs ya sa ibabaw ko na mas kinangiti ko.

"Don't.." Reklamo nya. "And I love you too."

I smile again. Feeling my heartbeat racing.

Maybe this is the start? I hope this is. Napaka haba na ng panahon na sinayang namin mag asawa, sana hindi na ito mangyari pa. Kung may problema man alam ko na haharapin na namin iyon ng mag kasama at di na magkahiwalay pa.

God.. Thank you for this opportunity. Hindi Kayo mabibigo sa pagkakataon na ibinagay Nyo sakin.

My eyes divert to his when I realize he's staring at me.

I smile to him.

And he did too.

"I love you Erin.. I love you and thank you for making me realize how worth you are and how hell my life could without you.. Thank you so much." he's soft voice made me calm and safe. "Thank you for taking me back. I don't deserve this chance but still, thank you for giving it."

"I love you. Maybe that's enough for me to come back to you. So," I said softly and caress his cheek. "can we clean now? Baka hinahanap na tayo ng mga bata."

He grunt and pull me to stand. "No, wifey. I miss you so damn.much so we're taking all the time today to reconcile everything." Naka ngisi na nyang tugon.

Kimunot na amg noo ko sa ngisi nya. "But we just finished--"

"Nah. A round or a day is not enough to make it up to you. Not even a month or a year." He said while staring at me. "A lifetime and life after death will do, wifey. That's a promise." As he take my lips I nod to what he said.

Yes. Life after death. Me and him.