WARNING!!!
Mild lang.

*Rihan's

I wince from the pain on my neck. Pag mulat ko ng mata dim lights ang sumalubong sakin. Naamoy ko yung vanilla and lavender scent the i saw candlelight.

I hate this scent!

"What's this?" I whisper to myself as i look around.

May candlelight sa paligid habang dim ang ilaw na dinamayan ng purple and pink shades. May nag kalat na petals ng rosas sa higaan at kahit sa dibdib ko. The whole room is filled with erotic ambiance. And there's this slow song na kahit ang beat ay pang akit.

Akmang aalis ako sa kama ng mapag tanto ko naka posas ako.

Tangina ano to?

I tried to break free but both of my wrists are starting to feel pain. I don't have fucking clothes on me aside from this thin clothe over my manhood.

"Let me go! Hey!" Sigaw ko habang pumapasag.

"Can someone hear me!"

I started shouting. Naalala ko kanina mag kakasama kami nila Mira. Dapat makikita ko na si Erin. Pero bigla na lang ako nawalan ng malay.

Could it be?

"Damn all of your for pulling this prank!" I couldn't help but to free my anger.

Pinag mukha nila akong tanga at sinabing makikita ko ang pamilya ko. Pero ano to! Hindi ko kailangan ng ganito!

"Pakawalan nyo ako dito hindi ako natutuwa! Saiu! You're the only who will pull this fucked up idea! Sinasabi ko sa inyo ayaw ko nito!" Sigaw ko.

Sumakit na ang lalamunan ko pero wala pa rin pumapasok sa pinto para salubungin ako. I'm very sure na naririnig nila ako.

"Hey! Fuckers!" Sigaw ko pa rin. "Wala akong oras sa mga ganito!"

I'm waiting for them to laugh at me. Nag paplano na rin ako kung paano ko sila mabubugbog lahat ng marinig ko ang lagaslas ng tubig. I straighten my body as I ready myself to see any of them but it took almost five minutes already but no one's still coming outside from the bathroom.

"Lumabas ka na d--"

Nahinto ako sa sasabihin when the door opened and lady in white lingerie came out. I felt my blood run to my head and boiled. She's wearing a white mask that covers almost half of her face.

"Bitch stay away from me." utos ko ng dahan dahan syang mag lakad palapit sa kama kung nasaan ako.

Hindi sya nag salita. Nag lakad lang sya mula sa kaliwa ko patungong kanan. Dahan dahan ang bawat kilos nya habang naka titig sakin. Di ko sya tinitignan at mas inintindi kung paano ko masisira ang tanginang posas sa kamay ko na humahapdi na.

"Tangina nyong lahat.. Makawala lang ako dito sisiguraduhin ko may pag lalagyan kayo.." Bulong ko habang umiiwas ng tingin sa babae na sumasabay na sa beat ang pag sway ng bewang. She's indeed sexy and hot but o don't fucking care at all.

I can see from my peripheral vision that she's dancing sexily while both her hands are on her thigh. Pumikit ako ng mariin ng makitang lalapit sya. My instinct kick first when I felt her hand on my feet i immediately moved away.

"Stay away from me. I'm married and I don't give a fuck whoever hired you. Set me free and I'm gonna forget that this fucked up thing happened. Do you understand?"

I saw how the side of her lips quivered. Pero hindi. Ayaw ko na. Matapos iyon ay lumayo na sya sakin. I sigh exasperatedly.

Kung ako lang yung dati hindi ako mag aaksaya ng oras at susunggaban agad sya. Pero hindi at ayaw ko rin.

Erin would kill me when she learn about this.

"What are you doing bitch?"

She started roaming her hands from my chest to my abdomen. Sinubukan ko ilayo ang katawan ko pero walang silbi. Hindi nakatulong ang malamyos ng tugtog ng dahan dahan nyang pagapangin ang daliri nya sa katawan ko.

I swallow hard as I close my eyes. I don't want to see her.

"Hey.."

Tumaas lahat ng balahibo ko sa bulong nya at kamuntikan ko sya ma headbutt kung di ko lang napigilan ang sarili. Her body was swaying while exploring my body. I gritted my teeth as I look at her with anger.

"Gaano ka katanga para di makaintindi na ayaw ko sayo. Itigil nyo na ito!" Sigaw ko. I'm expecting those fuckers will hear me.

Matigas talaga sya. Iniiwas ko ang mukha ng hahawakan nya ito. I don't know what happened na nang lambot ako at natigilan ng dumampi ang labi nya sakin. I move away as I threw dagger look at her. I saw her smirk and trail my jawline down to my neck using her lips leaving dirt from her lipstick to my skin! She's doing wet kisses on me. To my chest down to my abdomen. She kisses every part of my abs as her hands roaming over my body. Pumikit ako ng mariin ng maramdaman ko na tumataas ang balahibo ko.

I can feel her lips going down to my.. i started breathing heavily and closed my eyes.

I saw Erin.

"Fuck stop it already! STOP!"

Nag simula na ako kumilos para lang mailayo sya sakin. I felt the blood on my wrist from trying to get free. This is not right. I need to get back to Erin. Hindi nya ako patatawarin kung gagawa ako ng katarantaduhan ngayon.

I won't make her angry. I don't want to hurt her anymore. I love her and doing this will make it harder to have her back.

Naramdaman ko na pinipigilan nya ako pero mas lalo akong pumasag.

"H-hey.. Stop it.." I don't want to hear her voice.

"Don't touch me please? Hindi mo ba maintindihan. May asawa na ako at may mga anak. Please lang wag ka na manira ng pamilya." Pag mamakaawa ko sa kanya dahil ayaw nya akong bitawan.

Sinubukan ko parin na maka layo sa kanya when she hughed me tight.

"I said fucking let me go!" I said moving away. Pero ayaw nya talaga bumitaw.

"No.." She grip me tighter.

"Don't touch me!" Pag mamatigas ko.

"Shh.. Baby listen.. It's me."

Natigilan ako sa sinabi nya.

She moved away and took off her mask. It felt like the gravity took over and my head was full of air. Wala akong maisip habang naka titig sa mga mata nya. She's staring at me with a small smile in her lips. I tried to open my mouth to say something but i end up closing it again.

"Erin?" Bulong ko.

I tried to touch her pero di ko nagawa. It pains knowing I can't even touch her. I miss her so bad.

"Yes baby.. It's me.." Bulong nya habang hinahaplos ang mukha ko.

Tumayo sya kaya naalarma ako just to see her getting a key from the side table. Tinanggal nya ang posas sakin. My arms snake around her body as I buried my face to her neck and hug me back.

I look at her face again. I didn't recognize her since this is the first time I've seen her wearing dark makeup. She looks so gorgeous and enigmatic. She's like the opposite personality of my Erin Avis. She look fiercer, sexier and wilder.

My eyes landed to her lips and couldn't control any longer. Nilapit ko ang distansya namin saka ko sya hinalikan.

I bit her lips as she aswer. My tongue twirl around her as my hand started to explore. Mabilis ko sya hiniga sa kama at dumagan. She answer the passion I'm giving.

We're out of breath when we stopped.

"Wifey.. I miss you so damn much. I'm sorry for everything I did. I'm sorry for being a coward." I said as i look at her. She just smile to me. The assuring smile. I can feel my heart breaking. "I love you so damn much Erin and I'm sorry for realizing it so late."

I close my eyes as I kiss her face.

"Give me another chance. Alam ko malaki na ang kasalanan ko at sobra na para humingi ng isa pang pagkakataon. But please give me another chance. Hayaan mo ako na makasama ka." I can feel myself breaking kung tatanggihan nya ako.

Wala akong narinig. Pag mulat ko ay umiiyak na sya. I wipe her tears but she only smile to me.

"Don't cry.. Mahal na mahal kita. Kayo ng mga bata. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako haharap sa inyo-"

I was cut by her lips. I can feel fire arises in my body. I pulled her close to my body as I ravish her lips. She's giving the same intense I give.

I know my eyes shows so much lust towards her. Hindi ko sya nagawang titigan kanina kaya di ko sya nakilala.

I touch her breast. Parang bata na hinimas ko iyon kasabay ng mahinang ungol nya. I remove her brassiere and suck her peak while playing the other. her fingers rake through my hair and pull me closer.

"Ohh.."

"You like it?" I ask sucking her harder.

"Y-yes.."

My hand move down to her pantie. A smile form to me when she's already wet. I thrust two fingers inside and pull it slowly. I couldn't help but to get excited when Erin started moaning loudly. I moved fast while sucking her.

"Ohh.. Rihan.. Ahh.."

I moved faster until I felt her shiver. She reach her climax. Slowly. My hand pull down her pantie. My eyes didn't left her as I crawl between her.

"God Rihan!"

Dipping my tongue in her I tasted every juices she have. When I know I cleaned her I massage my manhood and immediately position myself.

"Can I?" Di ko alam pero pakiramdam ko kailangan ko mag paalam sa kanya.

I've been doing it to her forcefully but things has changed.

Her nod is cue for me to thrust. Pakiramdam ko lalabasan agad ako ng maipasok ko iyon. Her warmth envelope my length. I reach her face and kiss her as I slowly thrust myself.

I couldn't help but to feel my eyes heated kaya binaon ko kaagad ang mukha ko sa leeg nya. It feels like this is the first time. The feeling of I'm the luckiest man on earth. The feeling when the first time I made love with her.

"Rihan?"

Hindi ko namalayan na may tumakas na palang hikbi sakin.

"I'm really really sorry. I'm so sorry wifey.." I couldn't help but say.

I realize cruel things I did to her while claiming her. Napaka sama ko noon.

"I'm so fucked up.. I was hurt when I saw you with another man. I thought you cheated me. That I wasn't enough for you. I'm a monster. I don't deserve someone like you but still, here I am. Begging to have you back 'cause I'm nothing without you.." I can feel my tears flowing.

"I was horrible Erin. Sinaktan kita. trinato na parang hayop. Pero pag dating ng araw ikaw pa rin yung hinahanap ng sistema ko. Na kahit pagod ako gusto ko parin na ikaw ang makikita ko. Na pag malayo ako natatakot na ako pag uwi ko wala ka na sa bahay ko. Kayo ng mga bata. Kahit hindi ko sila tanggap alam ko parin pag wala sila. Kahit na binubugbog kita, yakap mo parin ang hinahanap ko sa gabi para makatulog. Umpisa pa lang ayaw ko na mawala ka pero tinatanggi ko sa sarili yon kasi pinipilit ko na galit ako sayo para pag takpan ang nararamdaman ko."

This is so gay.

I moved away from her to sit and grasp my hair. It feels like I can't reach her. Na kahit ano pa ang gawin ko hindi talaga ako para sa kanya.

Tumalikod ako para itago ang mukha sa kanya pero niyakap nya lang ako saka hinalikan sa balikat hanggang braso.

"Mahal kita. Mahal na mahal kita naiintindihan mo?"

"If then. Why did you left?" I couldn't help but ask. Mahal ko sya diba at mahal nya ako pero ito nag sasayang kami ng oras dahil sa katangahan ko.

"Cuz i still need to make myself stronger. I need to make my heart heal before I come back. Nag pahinga lang ako dahil napapagod na ako satin dalawa."

Parang piniga ang dibdib ko sa sinabi nya. Wala akong masabi kaya nanahimik ako. Ano ba aasahan ko? Na di nya magagawang mapagod.

"If.. If you still need time, I can give it to you. Just promise me you'll come back. Balikan nyo ako ng mga bata." Nang hihinang pakiusap ko.

"Hindi na kailangan. Ayaw ko na mag sayang ng panahon Rihan. You're here with me. You love me and our children. We need you too."

It felt like all the burdens I had on my shoulder melted. I hug her tight and kiss her.

"I promise to give you everything wifey.. Wag ka lang mawala ulit sakin."

The whole night. Erin and I made love. I never felt tired while I was with her. She was so attentive to my needs and me to her.

Tumigil na lang kami ng ako na mismo ang sumuko dahil kahit gusto pa ng utak ko ay bumibigay na ang katawan ko.

Kinaumagahan ay sabay kaming umalis ng hotel room. I held her tight amd made sure not even an air could pass between us. It feels so good having her in my arms while walking away from that building.

We were already at my car at the parking lot when I look at her.

"You look so damn sexy wifey." Asar ko ng makitang puro hickey ang leeg nya. Redness spread to her whole face and look away.

"W-whose fault is it?"

"Well.. I'll be with you wherever you go so you don't have to feel embarrassed." Sabay kindat ko.

Hindi ko alam na mas may ipupula pa ang mukha nya kaya tumawa ako. I saw her pout kaya mabilid an kinintilan ko sya ng halik sa labi bago sya nginitian.

"I love you so much Erin."

Tumango lang sya bilang sagot but her lips are smiling.

"I said I love you so much, Erin." Its because she's not answering me.

"I love you too, Rihan."

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A/N: does any of you familiar with Saturn Forcado?