HOLLY

 "You guys need to calm down, we're never going to get out of here!" Jacob said.

 "Excuse me, you're not the one who got this fucking prophecy and have the burden of all the deaths just hanging on your shoulders!" I said. Is nobody here going to accept what I'm saying?

"Holly, it's my fault! You gave me those powers and the reason we're here is cause of me! How could you have started it anyway?" Rachel asked. 

"Rachel, I'm feeling bad b-because Nathaniel didn't tell me to test those chemicals on you." I said. 

Here comes the truth.

Oh, and Nathaniel was a guy in my chemistry class last year. Forgot that little detail.

"What do you mean?" Rachel asked.

"I wanted to fuck you up. I hated you. I never realized that that's what would happen. So yeah, I'm the one to blame for all those deaths." I said, and held my breath.

 Rachel's eyebrows went up. "Wait what? You hated me?"

Fuck.  

"I did. To be honest, I still kind of do. Us being "best friends", you'll never know how damn hard that was for me."

"The hell? You fucking hate me?" Rachel asked

"Jesus Christ you two, stop confessing, fighting, yelling, whatever you're doing so we can just get the hell outta here!" Kat said.

"No, this is getting good." Preston said. He slouched down and pretended to eat popcorn as if he were watching a movie.

The hell did he just say? Our fight is getting good? Ok, I've had enough of that bitch!    

His arrogance pissed me off and I did what I should've done in the first place.

I slapped him.

"The hell was that for, Holly?" He said, rubbing his cheek.

"Your fault for not moving away considering you could've seen me coming from a mile away." I laughed for some reason.

I'm a psychopath.

I saw Preston give me one of the most unexplainable looks I've ever seen in my life.

But I knew shit was about to go down right now.

"I'm sorry but I don't think you've noticed. I've been the breadwinner of kills, protecting every single one of us. And clearly, your shitty attention span has kicked in because I just had a giant ass fight with grown people. So you know, I'm not like an anime character and can get up after being stabbed over and over again. I am a human, Holly. I'm tired as fuck, and I'm extremely lucky I can still walk. So yeah, thank you so so much for adding even more pain to what in the actual hell I'm carrying for us all."

I exhaled and flickered my eyes up. 

"Okay. I'm sorry. No one asked for you to do all this, you signed yourself up."

That was when Preston finally got up. "Holly I swear to fucking God I will literally beat the shit-" 

Jacob and Rachel held him down. "Hol, stop. I get you're angry. Just please, do whatever you do when you're angry." Rachel said. 

"Yeah, you're going a bit too far with this." Jacob said.

"Hm. Considering I live in a household where every little thing is settled by yelling, gladly. Jacob, shut the fuck up or else your next!" I said.

"Jesus Christ, Holly. Rachel already calmed down. But, what do you mean by, I'm next?" Jacob replies.

"Oh my god, have you not heard that argument? I said it pretty clear. Those six deaths that we've seen in the past I don't know how many hours, are my fucking fault. Rachel is so fucking innocent! Y'all bitches are thinking "Oh, it's Rachel's fault, they want her powers." But what you guys don't fucking know is her powers are-"

Rachel looked at me. "Tell them the truth." She whispered to me.

"Rachel's powers are my fault. I decided to be a fucking dumbass and mix some random chemicals. Looks like I should've listened to the chemistry teacher for once. Anyways, I thought I was such a smartass, knowing what the hell I was doing. But I didn't. Can't you guys see that I have the dumbass mind that decided to do that. So now thanks to me, we're probably all going to fucking die and never get out of this goddamn place!!"

Feels nice to finally admit the truth. 

"But Holly, it was an accident. We can all forgive her for something like that, right?" Preston asked. 

Oh simple minded Preston. Always trying to fix everything.

"Yeah." Everyone except Rachel and I said.

 "Hey, did you ever think about how the person with the powers feels?" Rachel asked. 

 "And the person that gave them to her? Guys, listen. I gave her the powers. It's my goddamn fault that we're in here, it's my fault that those six people are now dead. I am the one that will carry the burden that we'll never see those six again." I say.

"Holly. Stop blaming every fucking thing on yourself. We all make mistakes, and we forget about them and we forgive. Stop freaking out, you'll be fine." Kat tried to calm me down.

 "No, I won't. Dumbass bitches like me should never be forgiven with such an- an action like that. My mistake is permanent. How could I ever be forgiven? Everyone will just remember me as the bitch that gave Rachel the powers that nobody and everybody will know about. Go ahead, everybody can hate me and call me a little bitch, I won't mind." I said, feeling tears well in my eyes.

"Holly, stop doubting yourself, we'll forgive you. We can get rid of her powers, right?" Kat asked. 

I sniff while looking down at the ground.

I took a deep breath and told them another secret behind this whole fiasco. "The only reason I'm mentally beating the living hell out of myself is for one reason. There is a way for Rachel to get rid of her powers."

"Well come on, let's go! What do we need, some chemicals, blood, an expensive ass piece of technology, what is it?" Kat asked. 

I looked up at Rachel, who honestly didn't even know she could get rid of them or know how to do it. She had a really hopeful look on her face. 

"Well. There's some terms and conditions to this."

"Come on, tell us. We'll do anything." Jacob said.

"So are we all willing to kill Rachel?"