"Today, I will take you to be my partner. I promise to uphold the

individuality and equality of our spirits, to share your joys and sorrows, to

care for you in times of sickness, and to love you no matter what happens

in our lives."

Yoongi sighs. These vows are just too fake. It's been 2 years of their

marriage. If anyone comes to their house, he could think they are just total

strangers from another world. Kim Namjoon, one of the greatest

businessmen of South Korea who has no time for his family, children, and

husband. These are really common things of businessmen, but in his

situation, he just "doesn't want" to live with his family. He is always like

this. Then why did he marry Yoongi? Yoongi left his loved one just because

of this man, Yoongi's elder brother died.

Kim Seokjin, the departed husband of Kim Namjoon, died while giving

birth to twin daughters, Nina, and Hara. Then, Namjoon married Seokjin's

younger brother, Kim Yoongi, after 10 years of Jin's death. However, Yoongi

Loves their daughters very much. When they were children, Namjoon left

them to the Yoongi to take care of them. Who knows why he married after

10 years. Yoongi is a famous rapper in South Korea, so when he went to

on the tours, he had taken twin daughters with him. As Nina and Hara grow

enough to stay alone, he can freely do his tours. Now, he is on a six

months break, so he can give them a lot of time.

"Appa, how's your tour?" Nina asked. This girl is growing with a pure soul.

Her eyes are sparkling. Who'll say this girl is suffering from many

problems. "Honey, It was really good. There was also a group with me

called TXT."

"REALLY? OH MY GOD, You've sung with them? There must be Heuning

Kai..."

Yoongi looks at her dramatically. "AAAhhhaa, I see."

"Umn....you must be tired, go just take some shower." Nina quickly left. She

doesn't want her dad to tease her.

Yoongi freshens up, It's already 10'o o'clock. But as usual, Namjoon doesn't

come home. Yoongi Sighs. He remembers when he married Namjoon, he

broke up with his boyfriend Jung Hoseok, who is a million times more

more caring than Namjoon. Yoongi comes out from his room, he and Namjoon

don't stay together, They have separate rooms.

"Babies, did you finish your dinner?"

"Yes, Appa." Hara and Nina both answered.

"I think You two should sleep now."

"I'm not gonna sleep with Nina," Hara said. Nina's face becomes pale. Her

eyes are getting watery, but it's dried up soon. Yoongi noticed it.

"Don't say that, Hara baby. She is your sister."

"You don't know appa, she has a new problem now. Her body becomes

frozen, her body becomes stiff, and at the time her left eye opens. It feels

like a living dead body to me. I'm not gonna STAY with any living dead

body," Hara left. Yoongi and Nina standing in front of each other. Yoongi

feels so sad, his lovely daughter is suffering from many problems. She

already has a problem. Yoongi patted her back. "Young lady, I'll stay with

you."

"Yes, of course, appa. Today is the end of one month. I'll get that scary

Nightmare."

Yoongi hides his sighs. "Did you tell your dad?"

Nina becomes angry. " I've never shared anything with that man. He's just

too selfish, he only thinks about himself. Appa, when I turn 16, I'll leave this

house. If you want to come with me, you can."

Yoongi doesn't say anything. What can he say?

It's already 1:30 AM but Namjoon doesn't come. This man wants only

money, nor even care about his family. Finally, Namjoon arrived home. He

sees Yoongi in the living room. "You came back? Your tour must be good."

"Why? Did I come too early? You seem not happy."

"I don't even care about your existence." Namjoon is about to leave.

"But you may care about Nina, right? I think she needs some therapy."

"Why? What happened to her?"

" She has a sleeping problem. I think she needs some treatment."

"Okay, now you're free, you can take her to the doctor. Jung Hoseok is a

really good psychiatrist, right?"

Yoongi's blood is blowing. Though he keeps himself calm. " Just because of

your negligence, my brother died."

"DON'T SAY A WORD ABOUT JIN. I loved him, and still..."

"Huh, you loved my brother? You just think about yourself."

"I don't wanna talk with you, it'll just be a waste of time." Namjoon left.

Yoongi feels bad. Maybe, he doesn't love this man, but today, he feels kind

jealous of his dead brother. Still, he believes Kim Namjoon is the

reason for his brother's death.

There's someone in Yoongi's home studio. Nina, who is singing 'Silence by

Khalid.'

" I found peace in your Violence

Can't tell me there's no point in trying

I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long

I found peace in your violence

Can't tell me there's no point in trying

I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long "

Yoongi furrowed his brow, Why does this girl sing this song? He has to

stop her.

"Why are you singing this song?"

"Because of you and dad." Nina jokingly looks at him. She knows they both

love each other but show they don't care. "Why are you pissed off when I

sing this beautiful song?"

"Nina, you need some sleep."

Yoongi is following Nina. She is mumbling something. "What are you

mumbling?"

"Nothing."

"You go, I'm coming."

"okayyy," Nina said dramatically.

"This girl..."

Yoongi needs some fresh air.

" He doesn't know about fluke, nor even the people around him."

"I was searching for you in the whole house."

Yoongi looks back, of course, it's Namjoon. Who has this kind of deep and

husky voice? "What do you need?"

" I need you." Namjoon jokingly said.

"But I don't. You may go now."

But Namjoon didn't leave, he hugged Yoongi from the back. Yoongi gets

frozen on the spot. " I'm not the reason for Jin's death. He is the reason, we

have beautiful daughters."

Yoongi harshly freed himself from Namjoon. "You know what you're

nothing, just an idiot, selfish, and perverted man. Your daughter feels

angry whenever anyone asks her about you. You're nothing. You said you

don't care about me. The same thing you did to my brother, he is dead

because of you. If you were there in time, he would be with us today."

Yoongi said these words very calmly and coldly.

" Are you finished? Or anything else? You never talked that much."

Yoongi just leaves. All he has is two daughters, music, and himself. He

doesn't need anything.

He entered Nina's room. He sees Nina laid straight like a dead body.

Yoongi sees Nina's thighs are getting scars on their own. After every one

month, she gets this kind of nightmare. The horrific thing is her left eye is

opening and it's teary. Yoongi knows about scars but this new problem is

just horrible. Even she can die.

Namjoon tries to fix the problem between him and Yoongi because he

comes to know that Yoongi has two heart blocks but he doesn't tell

anyone. Like why? Why didn't he tell Namjoon? Yeah, it's true that they

don't stay or share one bed, they are so busy but still Yoongi can't fill Jin's

place because Yoongi has his own personality, which is real. Namjoon

decides to spend much more time with his family. "Dad.." Namjoon looks

back. It's Hara. It's already 2:00 A.M. but she doesn't sleep. "Hey, princess,

why don't you sleep?" "Nina is crying, dad. She can't sleep, again she had

that nightmare. She has new scars on her thighs." Hara is silently crying.

Namjoon doesn't understand what he can do? He and Yoongi showed her a

a lot of doctors, but they can't say what happened to her. They said maybe

It's because of her subconscious mind. Namjoon doesn't understand what

to do?

"She also has a new problem, her body becomes stiff like a dead body and

Then her left eye opens. If she dies, I also can't live alone." Hara is sobbing.

"Sweetheart, your sister will be okay, don't worry. Tomorrow, I and your

appa will take her to the doctor." Namjoon patted her back.

"Now, go and sleep." Namjoon kissed her forehead.

Yoongi hugs Nina so tightly. If this girl died, he can't live one more day. His

two daughters are his everything. " I'll die, appa. Nobody can save me."

Nina is sobbing. "No, hon, don't say that." Yoogi feels like he also will die

right now.

One day every month, nobody sleeps in Kim's house. Some people cry,

some people are waiting for death, and some people are waiting to lose

their loved ones. Nobody can sleep.

Yoongi didn't sleep last night, he is tired. Though he spent so many

sleepless nights making music and Nina. But today he is really tired of

everything.

"Nina, are you ready?" Namjoon enters the daughter's room. Yoongi is

fixing her hair. He is looking at them with soft eyes. Sometimes he is

jealous of his daughters, because Yoongi loves them like anything else in

the world. 'Also his music' Namjoon said in his mind. "Dad, what are you

doing here?" Nina furrowed her brow. This is one of the saddest things for

Namjoon that his own daughter doesn't like him. Hara loves him a lot but

not Nina. She thinks he is the most self-centered and idiot man in the

whole WORLD. "You should be in your office now, not in my room..."

"Nina, don't talk to your dad like this," Yoongi patted her back.

"Why? I won't stop talking about the truth. Do you know when you weren't

at home, he took a boy around 19 or maybe older, but I didn't tell you

because you would get hurt, appa." Nina said all this in one breath. Yoongi

doesn't know what to say. Namjoon gets really embarrassed and feels

guilty. Hara is also in the room. She is looking at her dad with wonder,

anger, and all mixed emotions. " Nina, you have an appointment with Dr.

Hoseok. You go with your sister and appa. I've some work."

Namjoon comes out of her room. It really hurts when your own people

make a wall between relationships. Now it's almost impossible to reach

them. Because he has an ocean between his husband and daughters. 'Why

Did I hurt them? I hurt their feelings and now an ocean is rising between us.

I'm now empty-handed." Namjoon can't talk to himself like this.

"Hey, beautiful." Hoseok smiles. Jung Hoseok is a man who is very much

related to Kim Yoongi. Hoseok is the ex of Yoongi. But still, they are good

friends. Hoseok adores the beautiful two daughters of Yoongi and

Namjoon. "Why do you call us beautiful? Look at our nose. We have piggy

noses." Hara jokingly said. " Oh, no, beauty, don't say it like this. If I were

Young as you two, I definitely would marry both of you." Two sisters are

giggling. "Now, Nina will go with me and you'll sit."

"Yoongi, I'll talk with you later." Hoseok didn't get a chance to say anything

and took Nina into the room. Yoongi hides his sighs, nobody will ever

know how much he loved Hoseok. How life changed. He loved Hoseok.

then his elder brother died and he took care of his nieces for 10 years and

after 10 years, he married their father Kim Namjoon and Yoongi's life

changed. He already had two heart attacks but only Hoseok knows about

it. If he had another heart attack one more time he would die for sure.

"Nina, your dad said you've got a nightmare on one day of every month.

Now, tell me what kind of nightmare you had?"

Nina doesn't open her mouth. "Hon, don't worry you can tell me

everything."

"One day in every month, I've got a nightmare about the same thing. It

started 6 months ago, dad and appa had a big fight. I slept at 2 A.M. I

dreamt about something weird. I saw there was a bridge and I was

standing there. Some people were talking but I couldn't see them.

Someone said 'The new girl arrived, where's the boy?" A few minutes later

someone stood beside me, I couldn't see his face. Even whenever I've seen

I can't see his face. Someone shouted to run and that person took my

hand and we ran. Every time, I slipped and fell on the ground, every time I

got scars on my legs." Nina's eyes were getting watery but she managed it.

"Trust me, honey, If you wouldn't fall down it would be a beautiful dream,

and every night you wish to achieve this dream."

" But it is not."

"Okay, now tell me about your other problem with sleep."

" My dad took a young boy home. That night I was really pissed off

about dad. He cheated at dad. Dad was on tour. I laid down on my

bed and Hara also slept with me that night. The next day, Hara told me ,my

body became stiff like a dead body. At that moment, only my left eye

opened."

"Hmm, I got it. Don't worry, princess, I understand your problem."

Nina's face lightens up. "Really, Hoseok?"

Hoseok laughed at her. " Why do you call me Hoseok? You know, I'm your

appa's friend."

"I know you were dad's ex. He said you are the sweetest man he ever met.

We also know you're so caring and kind and I've decided if I get married in

this life, I'll marry a man like you."

Hoseok didn't know Yoongi is this much close to his children. " No.no. No

marriage until you're 30, young lady."

They both laugh. " Okay, I won't."

"I've caught what is Nina's problem. She had that nightmare because of her

subconscious mind. It has a big impact on her. she has sleep inertia, every

the day she sleeps at 2 which is not good for her. The next problem is

happening because of you and Namjoon. She thinks a lot about you too.

When she thinks a lot and deeply her heartbeats go slow and her nerves

are calm that's why her body feels like a dead body and her left eye opens,

as I think it happens because she is left-handed and the left side of her

body works first, she also writes with her left hand."

Yoongi was shocked. He can't say anything.

" My advice is she needs to go to bed early and please, don't fight when

daughters are at home."

"We won't."

"We should take care of our daughters and give them more time. Nina and

Hara, you two will go to bed early."

"Okay, Appa." They both nodded.

After so many months the whole family sits together for dinner. Namjoon

wants to give his family more time.

"Don't worry, I'll try my best."

"Namjoon, you can say 'we' cause you're not the only one who is taking

care for them." Yoongi furrowed his brow.

But two secret naughty innocents are already caught. They look at each

others and try not to smile.

"What's so funny, kids?"

"Nothing nothing."

After a few seconds, Yoongi realized what he said. He cleared his throat,

"Kids, you two gonna sleep early."

"No need to repeat, appa."

"I'm sorry, Yoongi, I didn't tell you..."

"Why will you tell me? You don't even believe in my existence."

"I'm sorry, Yoongi, don't say that."

" Joon, are you getting old? You know, when people get old, they need a

family."

Namjoon slightly laughed, "Maybe."

Then Namjoon does something unexpected. He kisses Yoongi, gently.

Yoongi is in shock but he doesn't disappoint Joon. He kisses him back. This

is their first kiss in two years. They didn't even kiss at their wedding.

Things are going great. Yoongi and Namjoon now sleep together. Nina is

healing. Hara is observing everything between Their parents and tells

everything to her sister, so she can make her sister happy and help to heal.

But things never go how people think.

One night, Namjoon came back home with that same young boy.

" I love my husband but I need more and he can't give me that. He is not

wild, not hot, I'm tired of normal things."

In front of two daughters, they are shocked to see their drunk dad. Yoongi

at his studio. He doesn't come out.

At 3 A.M. Yoongi comes out and sees two daughters are sitting on the floor

and waiting for him.

" Appa, we'll go with you." Today Yoongi doesn't stop them. Why does he

stop them? They deserve good things. Not a pain.

"Namjoon, you did a lot for us but I don't think you should think about us

anymore. I'm taking my daughters with me because I've raised them, I've taken care of them. They know me more than you. Also, they want normal

life is not complicated."

Yoongi left it on his computer, he is sure Namjoon will definitely check it.

"Where are we going, dad?"

"I don't know." Yoongi drives the car so fast. Suddenly he can feel pain in

his chest.

This is the end of him, Yoongi sure about it. He can't move his body. His

hands fall down and ........

"Doctors declare Kim Yoongi and Kim Hara dead and Kim Nina is in critical

condition." The news is everywhere on television Namjoon is shocked. He

didn't know anything. Where did they go last night?

"Businessman Kim Namjoon's husband Famous rapper Kim Yoongi and two

children had an accident....."

This is all his fault. Namjoon, the man who leads the world of business, is

now crying like a child. He is no more. He has nothing now. He is sobbing.

Cause he knows it was his fault.

Today is the farewell of Yoongi and Hara. Namjoon is sitting all alone. He

got a letter on Yoongi's computer, and also found Hara and Nina's Diary.

" I can't believe my dad is doing something like that. Nina just saw it once.

I've seen that boy with dad so many times. He can give divorce to appa,

then he can do whatever he wants. I started to hate him

-Hara"

Hoseok said not to fight with dad because I always think about them

but I know I only think about dad. He is my everything. I wish Hoseok

were my dad. I hate Kim Namjoon

-Nina"

Namjoon's tears dried up. His luck doesn't want him to be a good man.

Yoongi was right; he doesn't know about his fluke, nor even people around

him.

Nina's body is getting stiff like a dead body. Her left eye opens. "I want to

go to my dad and sister."

Nobody saw, Nina took a glass and broke it, and put the broken glass on

her neck. But she was on half-sleep and had deep thoughts.

The last words of her were-

I found peace in your violence

Can't tell me there's no point in trying

I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long

I found peace in your violence

Can't tell me there's no point in trying

I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long

In the evening, Namjoon comes to see Nina and finds her dead.

* * * Finished * * *

Written: lilyokaido

Edited: @-YEEHOBI-