Viva
Today 2:46 AM

Viva, are you still awake?

Today 2:50 AM

Oo. Anong sasabihin mo na hindi pwedeng malaman ni Chel?

Something happened kanina.

What?

Mom forced me again to have a 'date' with some random guy.

Tss. 'Yang mom mo, simula nang mawala si Tito Richard, ginagawa na yan sayo.
So what really happened?

It turned out that Mommy's in debt with this guy's father.
And mababayaran lang ang utang ni Mommy kapag pumayag akong makipag-date sa lalaking iyon.

WTF SAOIRSE
Pinambabayad ka niya?!

Wala akong magawa, e.
Viva, hindi lang isang beses nangyari 'to sa loob ng mahigit dalawang buwan namin dito sa Cebu.

Fuck.
Anong buhay ba yang pinasok mo, Saoirse?
Mali. Anong klaseng buhay ba 'yang gustong mangyari sayo ng Mommy mo?

Pagod na ako sa ganitong set-up, Viva.
But if I refuse to do what my Mom wants me to do, makukulong naman siya. Ilang tao na ang inuutangan niya dahil sa bisyo. Nagtatrabaho nga siya pero ang tinatrabaho niya ay lalaki!
It was so disgusting. I can't live like this but I can't afford Mom going to prison if ever.
  Siya na lang din ang pamilya ko, Viva.

Today 3:01 AM

Goodness, Saoirse.
Okay, I get that you love and care for your Mom but damn we won't let your life get ruined because of her. Pinili niya ang maling direksyon na yan pero hindi ibig sabihin na dahil anak ka niya, hahayaan mo na lang din na masira ang buhay mo sa pagsunod sa mga gusto niya.

Parents should be the one to guide their child in the right path but that doesn't mean your Mom's choice of life will also be your own choice of life, Saoirse.

Today 3:08 AM

So... what should I do?
Ilang beses ko nang sinabihan si Mommy.
I feel like I'm in prison and she's the jail.
How ironic that I can't have my own freedom because of my own mother.

She's not like this before, Viva. You know that.
It all started when Dad died.
Nasasaktan ako dahil pakiramdam ko, kulang ako bilang anak niya. That I'm not enough for her to live peacefully again even without Dad.
I love Mommy so much na kaya kong paluguran ang mga gusto niya kahit pagod na pagod na ako. Kahit ayoko na. Kahit sobrang sakit na.

Today 3:13 AM

Girl...
Hindi kasi pwedeng ganoon na lang lagi.
I can't say na 'naiintindihan kita' dahil hindi ko naman napagdaanan ang nangyari sayo.
But I want to tell this as your one of closest friends.
You don't deserve to be treated that way.
You don't deserve to be caged in that kind of life.
You don't deserve to feel worthless as a child and as a person.
You don't deserve to be hurt.
No one deserves that.

You deserve better than this, Saoirse.
You don't have to seek for your freedom because you already have it since you were born and you just have to do things that will make you happy.

Viva.
Miss ko na kayo 😭
Ang hirap pala talaga kapag wala kayong dalawa ni Rachel.

Next week, Intrams dito sa amin.
Wala naman kaming sports ni Rachel kaya nag-decide kami na pumunta na lang diyan to spent those days with you.
What do you think?

😭😭😭😭
Would it be okay, though?
Na hindi kayo um-attend diyan?

Oo naman. It's not mandatory to attend during intrams week. Nasabihan na rin kami ng mga prof namin na wala namang gagawin during that week kaya okay lang um-absent. Bahala sila diyan.

What day are you planning to go here?
You can stay in our house for the mean time para hindi na kayo mag-hotel kung sakali.

Sunday na agad para mahaba ang araw.

Kaso may klase pala ako 😭

Okay lang.
Gala gala lang kahit saan sa malapit pag free ka na.

Thank you, Viva 🥺

It's a prank, Saoirse. Si Rachel 'to 😝😂
Kanina pa tulog si Viva HAHAHAHA

Oh my gosh. 😳

🤣🤣🤣
Good mornight, Isha!
We love you and we will always be here for you no matter what, okay?

Thank you, Chel. 🥺
Mahal ko rin kayo.