Trigger warning:Abuse

"Thats what you get ya little whore" My mom's boyfriend said after he hit me knocking me to the floor 

My stupid mom went out to go hang with her friends and left me here with her druken boyfriend who abuses me when she isn't around

"why the fuck do you do this shit to me" He had me held up in a corner close to the stairs 

I tried to run but he just kicked my back causing me to fall down the stairs. The pain was to much, my back, head, and legs were hurting

I have tried to tell my mom but she doesn't want him to go to jail so she just tells me to shutup. 

As I layed there on the floor I could hear him walking down the steps. He kicked my stomach 

"get the fuck up" I didn't listen to him because why should I 

I hate him

He pulled my hair enough for me to make eye contact with him. At that point I was  cause I literally thought I was gonna die 

"watchu crying for cause I can give you something to cry bout" He let my head drop to the floor which made a loud thud. Every thing around me went dizzy 

Finally I was gonna pass out to have a break from all this madness. That thought was short lived when he poured the alcohol that he had in his hand on my face 

"Nah you ain't passing out on me" he threw the bottle somewhere else before he punched my face so hard 

I could feel the ground underneath my face breaking. Everything around me stopped when a phone started to ring 

He got back up and walked up the stairs before saying "you're lucky"

 Once he fully disapeared I used the last bit of strength I had and crawled into the kitchen and layed in between the counters where I wasn't seen

My lip was swollen, my head was bleeding, I'm positive I had two black eyes and it hurt to move 

"why me" I said while holding my face

I woke up and I was in Jahseh's bed but he wasn't beside me

He was at the window smoking

"why are you crying" he said. My face was covered in tears and it was dripping down my neck

I looked up and it was still night time. I wanted to fall back asleep but I just had this burst of energy to get up, but I couldn't

So I got up

Jah was looking at me at this point because I didn't answer his question

"I don't know I guess I had a nightmare" he looked away from me and out the window again

I was kind of far from him so I didn't know how high up the window was

"What was the nightmare" I head palmed myself at the fact that he actually wanted to know

"I don't wanna do this anymore"I whispered to myself

"Huh"

"Nothing it was a nightmare about something that happened to me in the past"

Before he could speak I stopped him "I don't wanna talk about it"

"Don't say I didn't ask" I turned around and observed more of his room but then I realized his friend wasn't there

"Hey where is your friend"he turned around and looked at me

"I'll show you" he replied before jumping out the window

I ran towards the window thinking thiss nigga just feel to his death "JAHSEH JAHSEH"

"Shhhhhhh I'm down here" I looked down and he was on the ground which wasn't far from the window

Before I could say anything he else he started walking across the field towards the outer fence of the school

"You coming" he semi yelled

I thought why the fuck not and jumped out the window

Jahseh was far up ahead of me but not to far

I don't know if it's just me but I hate when people that I'm with walk far up ahead of me so I ran up beside him

"So I'm guessing this isn't your first time sneaking out" I said

"No" is all he said. It was dark so we were using a flashlight from his phone to see

We were almost towards the fence but it was very tall

"Fuck this shit" I through my hands up because I'm seriously not about to hop a fence

"If you wanna go back to the school that's your choice, either way I'm going" I signed before he hopped on the fence and started climbing

Fuxk that shit, ain't no way I'm going back to school

I climbed the fence but then as I was coming down my shirt ripped exposing my bra

I squealed and X turned and saw what happened

"Damn ma you got big titties" I mean he wasn't wrong cause like I got DD's but like he didn't have to point it put

"Why you gotta be so blunt fam" I said  looked away from him

"Well I mean your tits are literally put in front of me what am I supposed to do"

"Oh my God you fuckin child"I whispered

There was trail that lead from the fence gate and if you looked ahead it lead to a road

As we made it further down the path there was a car

It was a bmw by the looks of it

I put my head out to his chest stopping him "wait If your friend is in that car I can't go in front of him with my titties out" he gave this frustrated look and mouthed for "I swear to fuck" and took his sweater off

All he was left in was his read basket ball shorts and black air force's with no shirt on

I know I don't like this kid but like I couldn't help but admire his chest and his abs

No Ash you're not catching feelings

"Helloooooo where you at" he was waving his hand in my face

"Sorry I do that alot" He smirked

"Were you think bout m-"

"Nigga shut the fuck up before I knock you into next year" we walked up to the car slowly but I couldn't help but feel like I was tired and couldn't walk much anymore

I think it's because I didn't eat since i left my moms house which was a day or two ago

I felt myself slowly fainting to the ground

I used the last of my strength and said "Jah catch me"

I fell to the ground and before I closed my eyes I saw Jah run back to catch me

Then everything went black