You say you care,
But do you even know me well?
Do you even know me at all?
You don't even know me at all.

It's like I'm stuck
In a place
And I can't find my way out
If only there were a way
That satisfied my brain
It expects too much.
They say "just try everything,"
But my brain doesn't believe

I can't just think that I am wonderful
I can't just find a way
To be anything more
Anything more than a fool.

written on 10.5.18