「 Yaoyorozu's POV 」

I felt like something had burst in my chest, I was frozen in place. Todoroki loved someone.. I suppose, this moment was when I came to the realization that I harbour romantic feelings for him, and accepted those feelings. However I knew that I couldn't possibly let those emotions slip to the surface. I felt like I was about to cry, my heart ached, I ached.

Jirou shoved me forwards and I snapped back into reality, I quickly pushed my emotions aside and put on a straight face, clearing my throat before walking to the table and sat down on the edge of it, unpacking everything.

My mind continued to wander to what Mina had said, "If you love her just ask her out already!" Her voice echoed in my head as I unpacked everything I needed. Why did love need to be so painful..? Everyone always says that love is a wonderful feeling that is the best thing you could ever experience. I dont believe them. Not in this case at least, it hurt so much to know that Todoroki loved someone else. Because it couldn't possibly be me.

I let out a brief sigh and closed my eyes, trying to push away every painful emotion, even though that was not my strongest suit, what IS really my strongest suit? 

I continued to think about everything for a while before Sero snapped his fingers in front of my face which made me flinch and almost fall backwards, which caused Mina and Jirou to laugh.

"You alright there, Yaomomo? You didn't respond to anything we said," Sero said in a slight chuckle, I felt my face burn up. Was I really that stupid to let myself be consumed in thought when I was around friends?

"Oh- yes, I'm fine, completely fine. Nothing to worry about!" I forced a smile, hoping that it would end the discussion, this was the second time I had done something like this, first it was with Todoroki, and now with Sero, Hagakure, Mina and Jirou. How embarrassing.. This isn't how a class rep should be acting, I need to pull myself together.

"Well, back to studying then, I needed help with this, could you help, Yaomomo?" Sero continued, he was still chuckling slightly.

"Oh! Of course!" I felt glad that Sero could distract me from Todoroki, whom I had seen practically staring at me. I got up and walked around the table to Sero and started to explain to him the different things he needed to know about said topic.

~[Insert Timeskip Here]~

I quickly packed up all of my things when we were done with the study session, getting up and rushing off, I didn't care if anyone tried to call out to me while I was rushing off, I needed to get to the my dorm room as quick as possible if I was going to have a mental breakdown.

I rushed out of the main building and quickly stopped, I felt the craving for sweets and quickly shoved my hand down in my bag in search for my wallet, I couldn't find it in my bag and came to the conclusion that I had left it in my room. Not too inconvenient, then I could change clothes while I was at it.

I rushed towards the 1-A dormitory and flung the door open, rushing up to my room and locked the door behind me. I decided to pull the curtains over the windows to prevent anyone from peeking, knowing the two perverts in the building, I couldn't take any chances.

I quickly undressed and looked through my selection of clothes, most of them I had made myself, which, can I say fit me the best, because then I didn't need to go and ask someone about specific sizes that I would need, plus, it was cheaper.
I decided to go with a turtleneck and a pair of baggy pants, the warmest options. I also found a pair of fluffy socks that went well with everything else, I decided that they would be nescessary for my breakdown, which was coming closer and closer to errupting to the surface.

After I finished changing I went in search of my wallet, I must have turned my whole room upside down when I finally found it, it was underneath my bed and it was all dusty and served as a friendly reminder that I should probably clean my room more often, at least clean underneath my bed.

I unlocked my door and opened it, to my surprise I saw Kaminari outside, he had, what I can only describe, as a perverts look in his eyes, something that Mineta would have had when he was peeking at someone or talking about Mt. Lady, Midnight or any other curvy female Pro Hero. I quickly dismissed Kaminari, basically pushing him out of my way and walking down the stairs at a quick pace.
I saw that it had started to rain, just like yesterday. Adding the factor to my already depressive state. Just my luck.

I grabbed an umbrella and put a pair of boots and my coat, it was long and warm, almost looking like something taken out of a fairy tale, something a magical character would wear, like a witch or wizard, but those are practically the same thing.

I opened the door and walked outside into the rain, opening the umbrella and starting to walk towards the closest supermarket where I could get some chocoalte or something to satisfy the sudden craving for sweets.

~Maybe 15 or 20 minutes later~

I walked back into the dorms with a bag, taking off my coat and boots, walking up to my room and locking the door tightly after me again, I put the bag filled with chocolate and sweets on my bed. I grabbed my headphones and plugged them into the laptop I had on the bed. I climbed into bed and made myself comfortable before starting to munch on the various collection of sweets and watching some random show that was popular, and with that, came the tears.

I'm just trying to make use of these sudden spurts of ideas, so if there are many chapters coming out in a single day, just know that it is my brain suddenly getting energy and putting my fingers to work!

(Thanks for the support, even though it isn't much, it really motivates me to write more, so.. thanks!~ ὣ)