Chapter 19.

「 Todoroki's POV 」

I was pacing around on my room, if I was going to confess to Yaoyorozu, it had to be tomorrow. It was now or never. I had seen her with Shinsou before and gotten confirmation from Midoriya, Kaminari, Sero, Ashido and Uraraka, so I had to do something, and quick.

I sat down on the floor and rubbed my forehead, starting to talk to myself.

"I'll write a letter.. Tell her to come to the cherry tree at 6 pm tomorrow, that's when I'll confess.. I can't wait anymore.." I muttered to myself as I scooted towards my desk, stretching my hand out and feeling for my pen and some paper.

I managed to get the paper and put it on the floor, continuing to drag my hand over the desk to find the pen. I heard something rolling and smack the pen that I had been looking for smacked right against my forehead and rolled across the floor. I let out a disappointed sigh and crawled up to it, "you cause me nothing but trouble.." I grunted.

After acquiring the pen I scooted back up to the paper, biting down on my lip and thinking about the correct way to start a letter like this.

After about 15 minutes I gave up on trying to think how to write a letter the correct way. The best way would be if I just let my hand flow on the paper. Not make it too formal, just make it.. Me.

I put pen to paper and started to write.

"Dear Yaoyorozu.

I have something to tell you, if you wouldn't mind meeting me underneath the cherry tree at [insert address here] today at 6 pm.
Please do not bring anyone with you, it would be a bit embarrassing for me if anyone but you saw..

Please and thank you.

- T.S"

Yes, that was an alright letter. Even if it was short, it was alright. I didn't exactly need to write an essay just to get her to walk to a cherry tree after classes. She might be able to figure out that it was me just by seeing the initials on the end of the letter. But it didn't matter, not now.

Tomorrow I was going to wake up extra early and leave the letter outside her door and then walk to school. Then right after classes, I should have enough time to run to the flower shop to get her some flowers and then speed to the cherry tree we were supposed to meet under.

I had planned this out perfectly, at least I hoped so. It wouldn't exactly be the end of the world if she came with someone else, or if someone was already there. I could just take her somewhere else if that was the case. No big deal.

I ran my fingers across the surface of the paper, closing my eyes and taking a few deep breaths. This was the time where I finally confessed my true feelings to someone. I felt something deep inside me tingle, probably from nervousness.

I folded the paper neatly and wrote: "To Yaoyorozu." on the front, I felt a wave of feeligns hit me. I felt childish writing that, like one of those third grade love letters, wjere you had to cross a box with your answer on it. At least I didn't write "From Todoroki." right beneath it, unless I wanted to die from shame of course. Imagine the headlines on that one.

I got up from the floor and put the folded piece of paper on my desk, taking another deep breath and walking out from my room and down to the common area. Damnit Shinsou, why'd you have to make this harder for me. But right now, I can't risk waiting, unless I want to see the love of my life be snatched right infront of my eyes.

I raised my heart to my chest and tried to calm down. My arm twitched against my will and I jumped a bit from the sudden movement. What was this? Stress? Nervousness? Both? Whatever it was, I didn't exactly enjoy it.

I stood there just a few feet away from the kitchen with my hand over my heart, looking like an absolute idiot. Nothing out of the ordinary then, at least I wasn't yelling or running around like crazy. That took too much energy out of me, but doesn't anything when you think about it? Especially getting out of bed in the morning.

I let my hand drop from my chest and I took a few breaths before walking into the kitchen, making myself some cold soba noodles. Maybe I was just tired, because my mind started to wander places. Like what a rainbow would taste like as a noodle flavour.

I thought for a bit how it would be possible to aquire a rainbow and stuff it into a small plastic bag to the use as flavour for some noodles, I thought of different ways until my soba noodles were done. I grabbed the bowl and walked up to my room.

I sat down on the floor and started to eat the cold soba noodles, enjoying the taste against my tongue.
When I finished the dish I lazily put it on my table and started to undress to head into bed.

I got into bed, and usually your bed would feel soft and embracing, just so that you can sleep properly. But this night, it was hard and not comfortable at all. I tried cooling down my body, but that didn't work either. Sleeping on the floor downstairs in the kitchen would probably be more comfortable than this bed right now.

I closed my eyes and tried to force myself to sleep, but to no use. I sat up and let out an annoyed groan, scooting off the bed and onto the floor, dragging the pillow and the blanket with me, hoping that I'd get a better chance of sleeping there, and it seemed like it worked, because after I had made myself comfortable, I felt the sleep slowly consume my body. Not today bed, not today.

GAH, I'M SO SORRY FOR SUCH SLOW UPDATES! Sksksk I recently went to the hospital, got a new mental health diagnose, went to get my eyes checked, mental breakdowns, and ofc school, I'll try my best to get better at this T_T

Thx for sticking with me though.. I appreciate it-

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