XV.

Adith was anxious to advise her and was suddenly stunned.

Because he saw, behind shehnaaz, Siddharth stood there looking shocked.

Shehnaaz also noticed something was wrong. She looked back and her whole body was stunned.

Siddharth took two steps forward, and his footsteps staggered. Then he rushed to shehnaaz and pulled her out.

He stuffed her into the car and drove straight to the hospital.

The results of the inspection came out very quickly.

It was leukemia and there was currently no suitable bone marrow to transplant.

Siddharth felt that he was living in a nightmare. He suddenly woke up and looked at shehnaaz sitting next to him. “You said that you don’t love me, is it because of this?”

She’s terminally ill so she refused to love him again?


Shehnaaz still did not answer. She suddenly reached out and took out a paper towel, covering her nose.

She was having another nosebleed.

When the condition deteriorated, it would also be accompanied by bleeding.

Anyway, he already discovered the condition. Shehnaaz did not hide her bleeding and any reactions the body had.

She got up and rushed to the bathroom. Siddharth was scared and immediately followed her into the women’s bathroom.

Shehnaaz saw herself in the mirror, her face was deadly pale, very ugly. It was hard to look at.

When Siddharth arrived, he felt like his heart turned to ashes.

He didn’t know what he felt in his heart, regret, pain, or anything else.

“ Shehnaaz.” He hissed out these two words.

Shehnaaz threw away the paper towels and took out new ones. If she did not stop the bleeding, the nosebleeds would continue to flow.

She heard his voice, and when she looked back, Siddharth’s eyes were red.

He screamed again, “shehnaaz…”

His voice choked.

Shehnaaz couldn’t help but laugh at him. “I’m just sick, why are you so sad? It seems you love me very much.”

I love her.

Love her…. so much…

Siddharth’s voice was trembling, “I didn’t know you were sick, I really don’t know.”

The time when the medical record started was the day he filmed the night show. At that time, she already knew that she was ill, so she called and cried, asking him to come back.

How did he treat her at that time?

Impatient, disgusted, and swearing at her.

At that time, she was desperate, begging him to come back.

Shehnaaz said coldly: “Enough, I don’t need your sympathy.”

Siddharth’s heart felt like it was disintegrating in acid, he wanted to say something, but he was used to being arrogant. When it came to comforting people, he didn’t know what to do.

She was right, he was not humble enough, he was not mature, he was a bastard.

Siddharth lowered his voice, as if he was afraid that it would hurt her: “We can go to chemotherapy, there must be a cure. We can wait for the right bone marrow.”

Shehnaaz was expressionless, “I do not need chemotherapy.”

Siddharth was sad and angry, “You must go, I will accompany you. I will help you find the right bone marrow.”

Shehnaaz looked at him strangely, it seemed that this was the first time she saw this type of expression in his eyes. She suddenly sneered, “Don’t you hate me? Hate me so much that you wished that I died?”

For the first time, Siddharth hated himself so much that he did not dare to look at her.

Shehnaaz threw away the paper towel again.


Siddharth saw her taking the paper towel and suddenly came back to his senses.

He immediately rushed to her and hugged her. “Damn, you shouldn’t be filming right now, you need to be hospitalized.”

Shehnaaz was shocked by his action and immediately said, “Wait, I don’t need ……”

Siddharth immediately angered and shouted, “Shut up, now you should listen to me.”

Shehnaaz wanted to say again: “That…”

Siddharth feared that she would refuse to stay in the hospital and rushed to say: “My hate for you is a thing of the past. If I had a time machine, I would strangle myself.”

He ignored her struggle and went to the doctor. “We’re going to stay in the hospital. I want treatment and I want the best.”

The doctor was dumbfounded. “You both are sick? Do you both need treatment?”

Siddharth did not care about his image anymore. He directly roared at the doctor, “You are sick, my wife needs treatment. You are alive and well ah, my wife is sick like this yet you still do not force her to be hospitalized.”

In a panic, shehnaaz was forced by Siddharth to lay in a hospital bed.

Because of the nosebleed and for fear of any accidents, the doctor directly did a blood transfusion.

After a long time, the blood stopped flowing, and the situation stabilized.

The doctor explained: “The patient’s desire to live is very low and the condition has already deteriorated to an irreparable level. We have tried our best, but we can’t force it if she refuses chemotherapy.”

No chemotherapy and no suitable bone marrow transplant.


The only thing to do is to just wait for death.

Siddharth felt that he was living in a vacuum, everything seemed so absurd, and he even felt like someone deprived him of air.

This feeling of suffocation made him feel at a loss.

Shehnaaz is lying on the hospital bed and looks very fragile, like she can break at any time.

But her expression is very calm, as if she is not the person dying.

Siddharth’s lips shook for a while before asking, “Why do you refuse chemotherapy?”

Just letting her condition deteriorate is simply suicide.

Shehnaaz froze, and somewhat said weakly: “It is not necessary, no one will care if I live or die.”

Her words were like a knife that cut through him.


“Who said that no one cares? I care, so now you have to care!”

Shehnaaz was sad, but she was not sad for herself. She didn’t even seem to be scared.

“ Siddharth, you look like you are falling in love with me.”

Shehnaaz finished and laughed self-deprecatingly. “This is probably just my shameless imagination.”

Siddharth stared at her stupidly, but he didn’t have a hint of rebuttal. It turned out that she didn’t believe it at all. That he really did fall in love with her?

Shehnaaz looked at him. “Why aren’t you angry?”

Siddharth knew what she meant. If he didn’t like her, he would angrily refute.

He has always been so arrogant and never stepped down for anyone.

But…


he could not refute.

He fucking fell in love, so how can he say no?

Shehnaaz’s voice was finally panicked. “You can’t fall in love with me.”

Siddharth felt himself completely blown up. He reached out and grabbed her shoulder, forcing her to look up at him.

“ SHEHNAAZ SIDDHARTH SHUKLA , listen, I will say it once again. Me hating you is now the past. Right now, today, at this moment, this minute, I like you…”

Siddharth stared at Shehnaaz’s wretched and frightened eyes as he spoke. “No, I love you.”

Shehnaaz finally could not stand it, she pushed him away, “Don’t you hear that I’m dying? Why are you saying these words?”

Siddharth worried that she did not believe him, “Don’t you know me? I’m cold-blooded animalistic, selfish, don’t know how to think about others. If I didn’t like you, when you die, I would buy firecrackers to celebrate.”

Siddharth was anxious and did not know what to do, “So you believe, alright. I really fell in love with you.”

Shehnaaz trembled, “How can you fall in love with me.”

Siddharth felt like his heart was being dug up. The pain was so bad that no man could bear it.

He said sadly: “Why not, falling in love with you is not something that I can control.”

Shehnaaz suddenly reached out and rubbed her face, tears fell rapidly. “How can you fall in love with me at this time? How can you fall in love with me when I’ve already given up everything and can’t recover? Siddharth, you are too cruel. Why didn’t you fall in love with me earlier? "

Siddharth could hear the despair in her voice.

He reached out and tried to comfort her, but his hand did not reach out.

Shehnaaz turned and lie down. “You should go, I need to calm down.”

At this time, he was driven away, and Siddharth was at a loss of what to do.

But seeing her thin back and how she looked so weak, as if she was about to disappear. His nose was sour, and there was something falling from his eyes.

Siddharth endured the sorrow in his heart and said, “Then I’ll go outside. If you need anything you can just call me.”

Siddharth finished, and looked at her deeply.

Then he went out and just closed the room’s door. Next door there was a doctor and nurse pushing a medical emergency bed. The person lying on it was covered with a white cloth.

The doctor lamented, “How sad their family must be that the patient had to die this young.”

Nurse: “There is no other way, we have tried our best. People who can’t stay, we can’t save them.”

The doctor walked away with the nurse.

Siddharth stayed close to the door, and finally couldn’t stand it anymore. A huge tide of sorrow overcame him, and he couldn’t hold back.

He bent down and wiped his face with his hands, but the tears could not be controlled. They ran down between the gaps of his fingers.

Why did he fall in love with her now?

She had just gotten sick and had not given up on treatment before, but what did he do?

It was he who broke her hopes with his own hands when he didn’t want her.

It was he who pushed her to suffer in this hell.

Siddharth, you are an idiot.

Adith rushed to the hospital and saw Siddharth in tears.

“ Bro.”, Adith looked at him with surprise.

Siddharth looked up and suddenly said, “Give me a punch.”

Adith’s face became sullen. “How can I hit you?”

Siddharth said, “I let you hit me, why are you full of so much nonsense? If you don’t then I’ll deduct all your salary next month.”

He just finished when Adith did not hesitate at all and punched him.

Siddharth was beaten, although it hurts, but it let him sober up.

Adith was worried: “ Bro, are you are fine? Do you want me to punch you again?”

Siddharth gnashed his teeth, “No.”

Then he turned and left.

Adith asked: “ Bro where are you going?”

Siddharth didn’t hesitate one bit. “I’m going to check if my bone marrow matches.”

If his bone marrow matches, then she would be fine.

At the moment, Shehnaaz lay on the hospital bed. Totally annoyed. She doesn't want to stay in the hospital.. she doesn't like staying here.


************

The bone marrow pairing was unsuccessful.

Although, it was expected, Siddharth could hardly stand.

The doctor has already had an ultimatum. The rate of the illness has deteriorated so rapidly that Shehnaaz may die at any time.

Shehnaaz still refuses chemotherapy, and she requested to finish the film.

The film had no ending in sight.

Siddharth said coldly: “No, you need treatment.”

Shehnaaz’s worsening situation cannot even be imagined. Her weak body is not even suitable for chemotherapy now.

Siddharth gave up all activities and worked hard to find the right bone marrow.

He had been contacting all hospitals and exhausting all methods to extend Shehnaaz’s life.

He didn’t dress up during this time, his favorite hairstyle was messy, his cleanly shaved chin was covered with stubble and there were dark circles under his eyes. But his eyes were very quiet and fierce.

In the past, he was a charming man. Now his eyes are so deep that it causes people’s legs to soften.

Shehnaaz lost a lot of weight during this time. She touched her face, “I became very ugly.”

Siddharth took a fruit knife and cut the peel. “You are beautiful, who dares to say that you are ugly. I’ll cut them.”

Shehnaaz gave a sad smile. “I just want to finish my last movie. I am afraid…”

Siddharth cut the apple’s core. “Don’t be afraid, I’m here. Don’t say this is your last, even one hundred movies will be filmed with you.”

Shehny did not speak and was silent.



TO BE CONTINUED...........


Hey everyone.

As you all already know that I am shifting abroad by the last weeks of August. So I'm turning this book from short stories book to an individual story book. So let me know if you guys want the sequel of the story!!?

And if you want the sequel then, should I write it in this book only or in a separate Book!!? Do let me know!!

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