Part 25

Naina : {raj ki aakho me dekhte hue}. """""Naaz Shabbir Khan"""" {placing her hand on her tummy} mera bacha nazayaz nahi hain ..yeh mere aur mere shuhar shabbir ki nishani hain ...

Yeh sunn kar toh raj ki aakhe phati ki phati rah gayi ...ab toh jo kuch bhi usse pata chala tha ...jitne bhi shock lage the yeh un sabse kahi jada bada tha ...ek pal me uske sare sapne chur ho gaye ...uski shadi sirf ek jhoot ban kar rah gayi aur uski princess??? Woh toh ek pal me usse alag ho gayi ...uska pyaar uska pariwar sab khatam hoga ek he pal me ...
    
   Naaz shabbir khan ...Raj ke kano me bar bar bas yahi shaabd ghum rahe the ... 

Raj je dilo dimak me yahi sab gunj raha tha ...aur naina usse dekhe jaa rahi thi ..woh janti thi jo usne usse btaya hain woh asa sach hain jo Raj ko puri tarha tod kar rakh dega...shayad asa he kuch dar bhi tha naina ko ...

Naina : { softly} I m sorry Raj ...

Naina ke muh se sorry sunn kar raj ne naina ki tarf dekha aaj tak naina dard me hoti thi aur raj uska dard mehsoos karta tha par aaj pheli bar asa hua tha ki raj ki aakho me bepanha dard tha aasu the aur naina uske kareeb khadi ho kar bas uska dard mehsoos kar rahi thi...

Naina ne raj ka haath pakad kar usse sofe pe baitha diya aur khud bhi uske samne wale sofe pe jaa baithi ...

Naina : janti hu jo apke saath kiya hain maine woh mafi ke layak nahi hain apke sapno ko ek pal me tood diya maine par Raj maine kabhi apko hurt karna nahi chaha tha ... infact maine apni puri koshish ki thi ki yeh shadi naa ho par apne aur bhai ne mere aage koi rasta he nahi choda tha apse shadi karne ke alawa...main apne mission ke bech kisi ko nahi aane dena chahti thi ... aur jab main pregnant hui tab naa chahte hue bhi mujhe apko insab me ghasitna pada ...

Raj naina ki baat sunn toh raha tha par uska sara dhayan sirf apne sapno ke ghar pe tha jo ab sapno me he rah gaya tha ...

Naina : (continue ) main yaha sirf triggers ke liye aayi hu raj aur uske liye mujhe jo bhi karna padega main karugi ...

Naina ki yeh baat sunn kar Raj apna gum se ek pal me bahar aa gaya...
Woh ek sacha sipahi hain apni nizi (personal) zindagi ki taklifo ki wajah se woh apni desh ke bech nahi aane de sakta...

Raj : (apne emotions ko control karte hue) mujhe pura sach jana hain naina...tumhe ne kaha hain na ki tum kabhi mere emotions ke saath khelna nahi chahti thi toh yeh sab kya hain, kyu hai ??? 

Naina : kaha se btana shuru karu main raj ...app jante hain meri kidnapping ke bare me uske baad papa ka mujhe bachane ke liye kuch bhi karnese mana kar dena ...unka mujhe marne ka faisla karna ...baba ka mujhe bachana ...

Raj : baba ??? Asa koi insan sach me hain ya yeh bhi ek jhoot hain ...

Naina : (sadly smile) don't worry ab jo bolugi woh sab sach he hoga ab kuch nahi hain chupane ke liye ...
Baba sach me hain ...jab unlogo ne mera kidnap kiya toh baba uss waqt unsabke leader the ...

Yeh sunn kar raj ko ek aur shock laga naina ke baba uss terrorist group ke leader the phir bhi unhone naina ki jaan bachai ...

Naina : yahi soch rahe hain na ki baba ne meri jaan kyu bachai agar woh leader the uss group ke toh ...{raj ne haa me see hila diya} apko yaad hain maine jab shuru me apne bare me aap logo ko btaya tha toh baba ke pariwar ke bare me bhi btaya tha jo ek aatanki hamle me mara gaya tha .. {raj ne phir se apna ser haa me hila diya } woh sach tha baba ne apna pariwar khoya tha uske baad he woh ek jihadi bane the ... Unhe mujhme unki mari hue beti naaz nazar aati thi ...yahi wajah hain ki unhone mujhe bachaya aur apni beti bana kar apne saath pakistan le gaye jaha woh rahte the ...apni beti ki pehchan uska naam sab kuch mujhe diya ...

Raj : (confused) unhone apni mari hui beti ke naam pe tumhara naam rakh diya... 

Naina : mera naam hindu aur unka naam muslimani tha jiski wajah se mujhe bohat pareshani ho rahi thi pakistan me ...yahi wajah thi ki baba ne mera naam naina se naaz kar diya... Taki mere pehchan pe koi ugli na uthaye...

Raj : aur tumhari shadi.???

Naina ek pal ke liye raj ke aakho me dekhti hain aur phir apni nazre jhuka leti hain ...

Naina : humari shadi 2 saal phele hui thi ...
Shabbir aur main dono ek he college me the ...
Apko meri sunai kahani yaad hain ...meri kahani me rishi yaad hain jiski wajah se meri saath yeh sab hua tha ...woh koi aur nahi mere shuhar shabbir the ...(raj shocked ho kar naina ko dekha raha tha) ase mat dekhegi mujhe raj woh sirf ek kahani thi sach nahi ...humne love marriage ki hain... Bohat pyaar karta hain shabbir mujhse par kya kare kabhi kabhi hume kuch asa karna padta hain jo hum karna nahi chahte ...
       Mujhe aur shabbir ko bhi asa he karna pada ... apke aur bhai ke posting se kareeb 6 months phele he hume pata chal gaya tha ki aap logo ki posting yaha ho rahi hain ...
Yaha apki posting ki taiyariya shuru hui aur waha humare planning shuru ho gayi triggers ko pane ke liye ...

        Jab hume yeh pata chala ki bhai ki posting yaha ho rahi hain toh humare kaam bohat assan ho gaya ...mujhe pata tha ki bhai ne itne salao ke baad bhi meri talash karna band nahi kiya ...woh aaj bhi mujhe talash rahe the ...(naina ki yeh baat sunn kar toh raj ko ek or jhatka laga ...naina ko pata tha ki naveen saalo se uski talash me hain phir bhi usne kabhi naveen se milne ki koshish nahi ki ...aur aaj jab uske pas aayi bhi toh sirf uska istmal karne ) 

Phir kya tha iss jhooti rape ki kahani banai aur apne he shauhar se apna rape karaya (rolling her eyes) can you believe it ...mujhe khud ke shauhar se asa karana pada par kya kare apne mission ke liye karna padta hain aur phir yaha aa gayi apne mission ko anjam dene 
     Rape ki kahani maine isliye banayi taki bhai or kisi aur ko mujhpar shak na ho aur hua bhi bilkul asa he ...kisi ne mujhpe shak nahi kiya ...karte bhi kase maine apni halat he ase bana rakhi thi ... (Very proudly) wase ek baat toh apko mani padegi main actor badi achi hu kabhi kisi ko shak nahi hone diya maine ...har waqt apne kidar ko dil se nibhaya {angrily} aur nibhate bhi kyu na iss dil me apki fauz {army} ke liye nafrat jo bhari hui thi ...
                     Apko pata hain sab kuch acha chal raha tha bilkul wasa jase humne plan kiya tha par sirf ek chize thi jo humare plan ke hisab se nahi thi aur wo thi ...

Tabhi Raj bich me bol pada 

Raj : tumhari pregnancy ????

Naina : {sadly} haa meri pregnancy ...sirf yeh ek galat mod {turn) aa gaya meri kahani me ...jis khabar se mujhe khush hona chaheyi tha uss khabar se main dukhi thi (placing her hand on her tummy) yeh bacha meri maksad ke bech me aa raha tha ...maine soch bhi liya tha ki main iss bache ko khatam kar dugi ...apne maksad ke bech main iss bache ko nahi aane de sakti thi par phir shalini bhabhi ne btaya ki agar iss bache ko kuch bhi hua toh meri bhi jaan jaa sakti hain ...jo ki main kisi hal me nahi hone de sakti thi...
               mere mission ko pura karne se phele main apne jaan nahi gawa sakti chahe kuch bhi ho jaye ...        isliye majburi me mujhe iss janam dena ka fasla karna pada ...

Raj was hell shocked after listening naina point of view regarding her own baby ...

Raj : {shocked} tum apne khud ke bache ko marna chahti thi {angrily} just because of this stupid mission ...jo bacha tumhare hisab se tumhare aur shabbir ki nishani hain .????

Naina : (angrily ) haa main marna chahti thi iss bache ko kyuki yeh mere maksad ke bech aa raha tha ...main sach me bohat khush hoti agar yeh bacha tab mere pet (tummy ) me aata jab main apne mulk(country) me hoti apne logo ke bech apne shauhar ke saath naki dushman mulk me dushmano ke bech ...(with discussed face) apne bache ko kisi paraye mard ke naam se jodte hue...
                     Apne bache ka naam kisi aur ke saath jodne se toh acha tha ki yeh mere pet me he mar jata kam se kam main apna mission toh aram se pura karti ...

Raj hurt angry shocked har ek emotion ko ek saath mehsoos kar raha tha... naina apne bache ko marte dekhna jada pasand karti lekin uske saath apne bache ka naam judna usse gawara nahi tha ... 

Raj : {giving unbelievable look } mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha ki tum wahi naina ho jisse maine raat raat bhar pareshan hote hue dekha hain apne bache ke liye ...

Naina : (little softly) asa nahi hain raj ki main pyaar nahi karte apne bache se... Bohat pyaar karti hu par ...apne maksad ke bech nahi aane de sakti main isse ...(with determine voice) agar yeh bacha mere maksad ke bech aaya toh main isse marne se bhi peche nahi hatugi ...mujhe bachpan se apne maksad ke liye jeena marna sekhaya gaya hain raj chahe uske liye mujhe kisi apne ki he kurbani kyu naa deni pade ...phir woh chaheye mere apne kokh {womb} pe pal raha bacha he kyu na ho ...

aaj pheli bar raj ko naina se nafrat ho raha thi ...

Raj : (sternly) tumse baat karne ka koi fayda he nahi hain naina ...
    Par itna jarur kahuga ...apne iss nafrat aur maksad ki aag (fire) me itna aage mat chali jana ki wapas aana namumkin ho jaye tumhare liye...

Yeh kah kar raj waha se jane laga ...

Naina : (coolly) don't worry major asa kabhi kuch nahi hoga ... I hope humare bech jo baat hui hain woh humare bech he rahegi ... (Getting serious) bhai ko kuch bhi batane ki jarurat nahi hain ...woh kya hain na bhai yeh bardash nahi kar paye gay ...aur mujhe rokne ki koshish kare gay ...aur phir naa chahte hue bhi mujhe unhe mere maksad ke bech aane iss rokna padega ...jisme unhe kuch bhi ho sakta hain ...aap samjh rahe hain naa major main kya kahna chahti hu...

Raj : (making disgusting face) tumse aur ummeed bhi kya kar sakte hain naina ...jo maa apne bache ko marne ke liye taiyar ho apne maksad ke liye woh apne bhai ko kase chod degi 

Yeh kah kar raj waha se gusse me chala gaya ...

Raj ke jane ke baad ...

Naina : {talking to baby} baby mamma apse bohat pyaar karte hain par aap jante hona ...(with determine face}) mamma apne maksad se pheche nahi hat sakti chahe...usse pura karna he ab meri zindagi ka maksad hain chahe uske liye usse apne yaa apki he bali kyu na deni pade ...

End of part 25 

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