Part 13 

Alekh huda aur yudi teeno gusse me major nair ke pas jane lagte hain par raj ne unhe rok lita hain ...

Raj : ( with stern voice) koi kahi nahi jayega ...

Alekh : (angrily)sir jo major nair ne Naina ke saath kiya hain aap uske baad bhi apun logo ko mana kar rahe ho usse sabak sikhane se ...

Raj : cadet sharma na toh kuch galat apke saath hua hain aur na main kuch galat apko karne duga (with little pause) jiske saath galat hua hain aawaz bhi uthane ka hak sirf usko hain apko nahi samjhe aap ...

Abhimanyu : (confused) aap kahna kya chahte hain raj ...hum kisi bhi tarah ke hinsa ke khilaf hain par jo major nair ne kiya hain uske liye toh unhe saza milne he chaheyi ...aur aap shayad bhul rahe hain Naveen ne apko zimadari de hain naina ki aur aap hain ki koi action he nahi lena chah rahe hain unke against...

Raj : that's what exactly i m saying chauhan sahab ...Naveen ne mjhe de hain naina ki zimedari so let me handle this...galat uske saath hua hain toh ab sahi bhi wohi karegi ...

Abhimanyu : (getting angry ) raj aap jante hain woh kuch bhi sahi karne ki halat me he nahi hain...

Raj : hum kab tak usne sahara de gay chauhan aaj nahi toh kal usse khud ladna sekhna hoga ...toh phir kal ka intzar he kyu kare aaj se he woh apni liye ladna shuru karegi aur main har kadam par uska saath duga uska hosla badhauga par haa aawaz toh usse he uthani hogi...

Yeh kah kar raj ander room me chala gaya jaha naina behosh thi ...

Bahar sab chup chap khade the kisi ko kuch samjh he nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir raj karna kya chahte hain...

Jab raj andar room me gaya toh naina ko halka halka hosh aane laga tha ...

Jab naina ko puri tarah hosh aaya aur usse major nair ki kahi hue baatein yaad aane lagi toh woh dar gayi aur khud me he kahi gum hone lagi apni hontho se kuch bol toh nhi rahi thi woh... par uski aakho se aasu rukne ka naam he nahi le rahe the ...

Aur raj usse ase dekh kar kahi na khai khud ko he kos raha tha ...

Par raj ke aakho me ek jonun bhi tha naina ka saath dene ka uska hosla badhane ka usse khud ke liye aawaz uthane ki himat dena ka ...

Raj naina ke pas baith aur naina raj ko apne pas aate dekh dar kar usse dur hone lagi ...yeh dekh kar raj ko asa laga ki itne waqt me jo usne naina ka dar dor kiya tha uske dil me khud ke liye jagah bani thi woh phir se kahi kho gayi hain...

Raj : (with determination holding her frm shoulders ) naina ...meri aakho me dekho ...(par naina dar ke apni aakhe band kiye baith thi ) please naina meri taraf dekho please...

Naina bohat himat karke raj ki aakho me dekhti hain ...

Raj : kya dekh raha hain tumhe meri aakho me naina ...bolo

Naina jase sab bhul kar bas raj ki aakho me dekh rahi thi usse kuch asa nazar aa raha tha raj ki aakho me jo woh samjh nahi paa rahi thi par phir bhi raj ki aakho me dekh kar usse apni liye apna pan aur saath me kuch aur bhi nazar aa raha tha...

Raj : bolo naina kya nazar aa raha hain tumhe meri aakho me 

Naina bas dekhe he jaa rahi thi 

Raj : kya tumhe meri aakho me apni liye taras nazar aa raha hain ...koi humdardi ...kya tum yeh chahti ho ki main ya koi aur tum par taras kha kar tumhari madad kar ...tum par humdardi dekha kar tumhe sahara bane...

Naina raj ke baat sunn kar thoda haran hue ...raj kya bol raha tha usse kuch samjh he nahi aa raha tha ...

Naina raj ke aakho me dekh kar apna ser naa me hila diya ...

Raj : toh phir kyu tum khud ke liye aawaz nahi uthati ho ...kyu galat kahne walo aur karne walo ko tum kuch nahi kahti ho kyu jab koi tumhe galat nazar se dekhta hain toh uske aakhe phodne ki jagah tum khud apni nazar chura kar bhag jati ho ...kyu galat ke khilaf aawaz uthane ki bajae apni aawaz daba leti ho... Kyu naina kyu 
Woh naina kaha hain jiske barme me tumne mjhe bataya tha ...jo uss hadse ke hone se phele tumhare andar rahti thi kaha hain woh naina ... Naina

Naina ke pas raj ke sawalo ka koi jawab nahi tha woh janti thi ki raj major nair ki baat kar raha tha...
Par naina ko yeh samjh nahi aa raha tha ki kase woh raj ko yeh btai ki woh kyu itna dar rahi hain kase samjhaye ki uske andar ka woh aatmvishws ab kahi kho sa gaya hain ab woh phele wali naina nahi rahi jo galat ke liye apni aawaz utha sake

Naina ne bas apni nazre niche karli par raj ko naina ka yuh nazre churana bardash nahi hua raj ko naina se jada khud pe gussa aa raha tha ki woh naina ke khoye hue aatmvishwas ko jaga nahi paa raha hain ...iss naina ko puani naina jasa nahi bana paa raha hain jo galat ke khilaf aawaz uthana janti thi ...

Raj : (angrily) u know what naina ...tum yahi deserve karti ho ..
(Naina shocked ho kar raj ko dekhne lagi) ase kya dekh rahi ho tum sach he toh kah raha ho main ...tum yahi deserve karti ho ...ek bechari ladki jiske saath kitna galat hua hain bachapan se aaj tak kitna kuch saha hain usne ...bechari naina hume uski madad karni chaheyi ...yahi chahti hona ki sab yahi soche tumhari bare me aur tumhari madad karte rahi ...

Naina ko apne kanoo pe bharosa he nahi ho raha tha ki raj usse istarah baat kar raha hain

Raj : (mocking her) kya ase kya dek rahi ho tum mjhe kuch galat bol diya kya maine ...bolo...bechara Naveen din raat bas tumhe apni purni gudiya banan chahta hain par usse kya pata ki ab tumhe dosro ki khayrat pe jine ki aadat ho gayi hain ...logo ki taras unki humdardi ke sahara he ab tum jeeti ho unki bhekh pe pal rahi ho tum ...

Jaha naina ko raj ke baatein sunn kar gussa aa raha tha usse raj ke ek ek shabd kaate ki tarah chub raha tha wahi raj ko naina ki bezati karte hue khud hazar maut mar raha tha ...na chahte hue bhi woh naina ko baatein suna raha tha ...

Raj : toh bolo kya chaheyi tumhe kharate me naina bolo kya karu tumhari liye ...bechari naina ek abla nari jo kuch nahi kar sakti apni liye chalo ab main he kuch kar deta hu uski liye ...bolo naina main ja kar ladu major nair se tumhari liye yeh kahu unse ke unki himmat kase hue tumhe asa kuch kahne ki ...yeh kahu unse ke bechari naina jo humare humdardi pe jee rahi hain apne usse asa kase kuch kah diya bechari dekhiye na dar ke behosh ho gayi ...nahi nahi ek minute ruko Naveen ko aane do phir hum sab mil kar usse batae gay ki kasi darpok hain uski behen ...bechara sharam se ser jhuk jayega uska (naina raj ko gusse me ghure jaa rahi thi) ...ek kam karte hain main Naveen ko kahta hu ja kar major nair ke samne khada ho jaye ser jhuka kar aur unse bhekh mange ki woh dubara asa kuch na kahe uske behen ko ...wase kasa lagega tumhara bhai haath jod kar major nair ke aage bhekh magta hua ...

Iske aage raj kuch bolta usse phele naina ne bola 

Naina : (angrily shouting) bas bohat ho gaya captain rajveer singh shekhawat bohat bol liya apne mere aur mere bhai ke bare me ... Ab ek aur lafz nahi warna mjhse bura koi nahi hoga apke liye...(raj jaha shocked tha wahi bohat khush bhi tha naina ko apne liye aawaz uthate dekh kar) 
Kya kaha apne main apki taras pe jee rahi hu ...nahi captain shekhawat aap galat hain ...main naina singh ahluwaliya hu aapne dum par jena janti hu main...apne liye aawaz uthana aata hain mjhe meri wazah se kabhi bhi mere bhai ka ser jhukne nahi dugi main...jo past me hua woh toh nahi badal sakti main par haa jo aaj hua usse badal sakti hu main ...apko meri himmat dekhne hain na apko yeh dekhna hain na ki main kase apna aur apne Bhaiya ka gaurav bachati hu toh chaliye mere saath ...

Yeh kah kar naina raj ka haath pakad kar apne saath khech kar le jane lagi ab toh sare cadets aur abhimanyu shalini jo door pe khade yeh sab tamasha dekh rahe the woh bhi haran ho kar naina ke peche peche jane lage kisko nahi pata tha ki naina kya karne wali hain par raj uske chahre pe ek smile thi woh janta tha ki jo woh karna chahta tha woh usne kar diya hain ab bas yeh dekhna baki tha ki naina kya aur kase karte hain ...

Song...

""Ya devi sarvabhuteshu,
shakti rupena samsthita...

((Naina raj ka haath pakde usse apne saath leye jaa raha thi ...)))

Ya devi sarvabhuteshu,
shakti rupena samsthita...

(((Naina ke peche peche cadets aur dr.shalini aur abhimanyu chale jaa rahe the )))))

"""Aaj se ab se
Aan meri main tumko na choone dungi
Jaan ko chaahe chhalni kar do
Maan ko na choone dungi """

(((( naina ki aakho me jase khoon utar aaya ho woh jase bina kuch soche samjhe bas raj ka haath pakad kar chale jaa rage thi ...raste me aate hue sab cadets faculty aur orderlies usse dekh rahe the...))))

Choo ke dekho dil mera
Tumhe dil mein apne bhar lungi

((( naina ko woh sab yaad aa raha tha jo sab hua tha use saath KMA me aane ke baad ek taraf uske bhai or dosto ka saath ...kasi uske bhai ne khule dil se usse apni zindagi me apnaya tha ...kasi sab ne usse phir se jena sekhaya tha )))

Par chhed ke dekho tum mujhko
Main tumko nahi chhodungi

(((Phir naina ko major nair ki kahi har ek baat yaad aa rahi thi kase woh gandi nazaro se naina ko dekh raha tha har ek lafz naina ke kanoo me gung rahe the
...Raste me jisne bhi naina ko dekha woh na chahte hue bhi uski taraf khicha chala gaya ...jaha naina ke aakho ki aag me sab kuch jalta hua nazar aa raha tha wahi raj ke aakho me ek umeed nazar aa rahi thi aaj puri tarah se purani naina ko iss nayi naina se milwane ki naina ko pata he nahi chala ki kab lag bhag puri academy uske peche peche chalni lagi...))))

Ya devi sarvabhuteshu,
shakti rupena samsthita
(Aye, main tumko nahi chhodungi)
Ya devi sarvabhuteshu,
shanti rupena samsthita
(Tumko nahi chhodungi... aye...)

((((Naina major nair ko dhundhte hue hockey field me puchi jaha major nair girls cadets ko criticize kar raha tha ...sare cadets ser jhuka kar major nair ki baatein sunn karhi thi ...major nair ko yuh girls cadets ki bezati karte dekh naina ka gussa aur badh gaya...

Naina raj ka haath chod kar jaa kar major nair ke samne khade ho gayi ...major nair naina ko yuh gusse me dekh kar thoda ghabra gayi ...
Naina ki aakhe saaf bata rahi thi uske andar ke phate hue jawala mukhi ka haal ...naina ne ek girls cadet ke haath se hockey liya aur ek bar raj ke taraf dekha ...)))))

""""" Skirtein saari raat dopehari
Darr darr ke nahi chalungi
Candle jala ke sandal dikha ke
Mar mar ke nahi chalungi""""

(((Naina ne jase raj ki aakho me dekh kar usse himmat magi ho ...raj ne bas ek halki se palak jhapka dii...woh bhi yeh dekhna chahta tha ki aakhir naina karte kya hain...
Phir Naina ne major nair ki taraf dekha isse phele ki major nair kuch kahte naina ne unhe hockey se marna shuru kar diya ...))))))

"""Jis duniya mein maa behne
Rishte nahi, gaali hain
Uss duniya se maryada ke rishte saare todungi
Kadam milake dekho to
Main saath me tere chal dungi
Par chhed ke dekho tum mujhko
Main tumko nahi chhodugi""""

((((Naina ke andar ka jawala mukhi jase phat gaya ho aur lawae ki roop me major nair pe hockey se barish ho rahi ho ...sab waha khade haran ho kar naina ko dekh rahe the ...major nair toh jase khud ho samhal he nahi paa rahe ho ...naina ek ke bad ek war kiye jaa rahi thi aur major nair zameen me gire madad ke liye chila rahe the ...pura kma khade yeh tamasha dekh raha tha par kisne bhi kuch nahi kaha ... Raj abhimanyu shalini aur baki sabhi cadets ke chahre pe smile thi woh jante the jo naina kar rahi hain bilkul sahi kar rahi hain...

Naina usse toh jase hosh he nahi tha uske kaano me bas major nair ke baatein gunj rahi thi uski woh gandi nazar naina ko ab bhi khud par mehsoos ho rahi thi ...woh apne andar ka sara dar aaj jase bahar nikal rahi ho ...)))))

Achanak Naina ruk gayi aur major nair ko dekhne lagi waha sabhi khade logo ki jase saase rok gayi naina ko dekh kar aaj naina ke andar kali ka roop nazar aa raha tha sabko ...
Major nair zameen pe adhmare pade the ...

Naina : ( angrily) kya kaha tha apne mujhse major...haa yad aaya ...main ek badnuma daag ho apne bhai ke liye hana ...(yeh kah kar naina ne ek bar aur zor se hockey stick mari major nair ke pair pe ...) 
Par major mujhe nahi lagta ki asa kuch hain ...mere bhaiya mjhe apni jaan se jada chahte hain unke liye main daag nahi hu unki gudiya hu main ...(yeh kah kar naina ne phir ek bar dosre pair pe mara major ko)
Apne kaha tha ki main iss samaz me rahne layak nahi hu kyuki mera balatkar hua hain ...(naina ki baat sunn kar sab usse dard bhari nazro se dekhne lage par jiski aakho me sabse jada dard tha wo tha raj)
Par major mjhe toh lagta hain ki aap jase log iss samaz me rahne layak nahi hain ...apki gandi soch iss samaz ko ganda kar rahi hain...(yeh kah kar naina ne phir se major nair ko mara aur ab sabki aakho me wahi aag nazar aa rahi thi jo aag naina ki aakho me thi) apne kaha tha ki mujhe yaha nahi kisi kothe pe hona chabeyi wahi sahi jagah hain meri par major mujhe lagta hain woh jagah aap jase namardo ke liye hain ...(yeh kah kar naina ne phir se major ko marna shuru kiya ))) meri jarurto ka bohat khayal hain aapko ...aap meri jarurat puri kare gay meri saath soo kar mere jism ko chu kar (yeh sunn kar raj ne apni aakhe band karli naa chahte hue bhi uske aakho se ek bond aasu chalak gaya ...naina ke har lafz me raj uska dard mehsoos kar raha tha) toh major apko lagta hain ki aap mard hain par mujhe asa nahi lagta ...(yeh kah kar naina ne jor se ek kick mari major nair ke main part par ...jaha major nair dard se chila rahe the wahi puri academy ke chare pe smile thi khas taur pe girls cadets ke ...)
Ab jaa kar dekhayega apni mardangi logo ko par kisi ladki se kuch kahne se phele mujhe jarur yaad kar lejeyiga ...(yeh kah kar naina ne major ko phir se wahi ek aur kick mari ...)

Naina ne ek bar phir se raj ke taraf dekha par iss bar uski aakho me gussa nahi ek chamak thi ...uska khoya hua aatmvishwas laut aane ki chamak ...

""""Ya devi sarvabhuteshu,
shakti rupena samsthita
(Aye, main tumko nahi chhodungi)"""""

(((((Naina ne sab ki taraf dekha usse sabki aakho me apne liye taras yaa humdardi nahi balki izzat nazar aai sab usse bohat he gaurv ke saath dekh rahe the ...))))

""""" Ya devi sarvabhuteshu,
shanti rupena samsthita
(Tumko nahi chhodungi...)"""""

((((Sabki nazro me apne liye izzat dekh kar naina ke chahre pe ek halki si muskurahat aa gayi usne apni haath me pakdi hue hockey ek taraf faka aur waha se jane lagi ...par tabhi uske kaano me kisi ki taliyo ki aawaz gunzi ...jab naina me dekha toh raj bohat pe proudly naina ke liye clap kar raha tha aur usse dekha kar puri academy naina ke liye clap karne lagi ...naina waha se khushi ke aasu liye chali gayi major nair ko usse dard me chod kar jo usne naina ko diya tha ))))

Movie : mardanni 

(Guys mujhe isse acha gana aur koi laga he nahi naina ki feelings ko express karne ke liye ...ek ladki aagr sita ho sakti h toh woh kali ka bhi rup le sakti h ...iss gane me mjhe sita se kali tak ke sare roop dekhte h hope apko bhi dekhe ho ...aj maine kafi time ke baad lekhna shuru kiya h hope apko woh spark missing na laga ho kyu mjhe toh lekhne me woh feeling mazar nahi aa rahi thi...aj kuch jada he mehnat lagi h lekhne me)