I know I know I shouldn't be posting stuff like this but I just need to get it off my chest this person knows who's they are, and I hope you know that I still forgive you because it was my mistake.

November 18th 2020- You used me for your own needs, I know I shouldn't have gotten attached so quickly yet I did, and continue to beat myself up about it. You say hurting you mentally and physically will make me forget and make the pain go away, but I can't hurt you, you mean to much to me for me to hurt you. I feel for you you didn't I, and like you said I may be a hole but I'm loyal to the ones I love. I feel for you and I fell hard hell I even became a simp, but I know you will move on without me and I know that someday I will move on without you. I am hurt to know that you did use me because he wasn't there for you, and you wanted someone by your side and looking back on it you feel dumb doing it. But you never thought how I felt durning that. I actually felt loved and feel stupid for feeling that now. Although it didn't last long the memories and every time I look back onto those memories I feel so dumb for not realizing then and actually feeling connected with you. You said it'd last forever but that was a lie, you said you loved me ever since we met but yet even that was a lie. You always had him. You never needed me. I hope you feel better with him, I hope you work things out with him, I hope you spend hours on end with him, I hope you're happier with him. 🤍