I'm sorry for doing this but I really need to.. I love you all from the bottom of my heart I am so lucky to have you all in my life! By I need this one. A lot of stuff has been going on in my personal life and I just feel broken close to suicide but hanging in there for you all maybe someday I can heal. But I don't see that happening anytime soon. Alright I gotta go I love you all and I'll see you guys whenever I feel like writing again.. I'll miss you.