Shravan was standing in his room with a shocked face..... His face was pale as if he saw a ghost few minutes ago..... He came back to his senses when he got a tight slap and this time from preeti..... Shravan stood there holding his cheeks unable to understand What went wrong with her...... Preeti grabbed Shravan's collar.....
How dare u..... How could u do this..... How could u hurt my Suman dii..... How could u doubt on her character.....how....???? Said preeti shaking him......
Pushkar : Preeti calm down.... It isn't good for u....
Preeti : Tum to apne bhaiyaa ki side hi longe.... Bhagwaan hai na ye Tumhaare..... To puchho tumhare in bhagwan se..... Kyu kiya mere suman didi ke saath aisa.... (crying)
Pushkar : Tum kya bol rahi ho.....i have nothing to do with this disgusting man...... (glaring at Shravan)....
Shravan : Chhote...... (with teary eyes)
Pushkar : Mar gaya apka chhote....(shouting)
Accha hua sumo apko chhod kar chali gayi....... Kyuki aap uske layak hi nahi ho..... Aap kisi bhi rishte ke layak nahi ho...... Isliye har koi apka saath chhod deta hai..... Pehle badi maa aur phir sumo.....

Shravan : U r right..... I dont deserve her..... Achha hua vo chali gayi.... (with moist eyes)....

Preeti : I never thought you could stoop this low....dii ne aapke vajah se ye test karwaya..... Chiii.... Shame on you.... Aaj aapne apna sab kuch kho diya.....u r a bloody loser....

Preeti stormed out of Shravan's room . Pushkar followed her......

Shravan lifted a vase from the table and threw it on the floor.... He messed up his whole room.... broke the alcohol bottle on his head but nothing worked.... Every punishment was small in frontof his sins..... He lied on the floor in the pool of blood regretting for his sins..... KARMA PAYS BACK....

ONE MONTH LATER.....

It has been a month since Suman left Malhotra mansion.......She lived alone in Tiwari killa as the whole family left for America..... She tried her best to forget about her past, her marriage.... But she failed miserably..... Love is a sweet poison.... And this poison was killing her every single day.......every single moment.....

DONT TRUST TOO MUCH
DONT LOVE TOO MUCH
DONT HOPE TOO MUCH
BECAUSE THAT TOO MUCH CAN HURT YOU SO MUCH......

Shravan never tried to contact her in this one month..... How could he???... After whatever he did he was ashamed of himself..... Ashamed of calling himself her best friend.....
Ashamed of calling himself her lover......
Ashamed of calling himself her husband......

He would bury his face under his palm and keep thinking about his deeds..... Preeti would taunt him..... Lecture him..... But pushkar was not in talking terms with Shravan..... He would leave for office in early hours and come home late nights so that he won't have to see Shravan's face.... Pushkar would purposely ignored him....... At the dining table...... In the office...... At important case disscusion......

Shravan would lock himself in his room and remind himself every moment how he tortured a girl whom he loved since his childhood......

YOU GAVE ME YOUR HEART
YOUR PROMISE AND I BROKE THAT
I M SO SORRY I HURT YOU...
AND MAY BE ONE DAY YOU CAN FORGIVE ME
IF NOT, WELL I'LL UNDERSTAND....

He said hugging her photo. He stumbled and fell on the floor.......

NEXT MORNING.....
Preeti : Pushkar mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai.....
Pushkar : Ha bolo.....
Preeti : Pushkar aisa kab tak chalega.... Suman dii aur Shravan kab tak aise hi apni manmaani karkar apni zindagi barbaad karte rahenge.....
Pushkar : Ek minute Preeti.... Zindagi Mr Shravan Malhotra ki nahi balki Sumo ki barbaad huyi hai......
Preeti : Dii aaj bhi shravan se pyaar karti hai..... Mana ki unhone jo galti ki hai vo maafi ke layak nahi hai..... But still unhe apni galti sudhaarne ka ek mauka nahi mil sakta kya......
Pushkar : Kis galti ki baat kar rahi ho tum...... mr Shravan Malhotra ko to apni galti ka ehsaas bhi nahi hai.... (yelling a her)
Preeti : Pushkar mai subah shravan ki room me unhe dinner ke liye bulaane gayi thi..... Wo washroom me the....
Pushkar : Ye sab tum mujhe kyu bata rahi ho....
Preeti : Tumhe pata hai mujhe unke room se kya mila......
Pushkar : kya??
Preeti opens her fist..... Pushkar sees a small bottle in her hand. He looks shockingly at her....
Pushkar : Preeti ye pills..... Ye sab kya hai......
Preeti : Shravan antidepression pills le rahe hai.....
Pushkar : what???
Preeti : Unhe apni galti ka ehsaas hai.....shravan jaise workaholic ek mahine se kaam chhod kar ghar baithe hai...... Apna hosh bhi nahi rehta unhe...... Din me apne aap ko room me lock kar dete hai aur raat baar me gujaarte hai...... Humse to chhodo ab vo bade papa se bhi jyada baat nahi karte hai.......
Pushkar : tumne mujhe ye sab pehle kyu nahi bataya Preeti.....
Preeti : kaise batati aur kab.... Tum to din bhar office me busy rehte the..... Pushkar unhe tumhari jarurat hai.....Hamare nafrat ki nahi balki pyaar ki jarurat hai..... Varna unka guilt unhe andar hi andar khaa jayega..... (worried)

Without wasting a second pushkar ran towards shravan's room..... Fortunately the door was unlocked..... And as usual pushkar stormed inside his room without knocking the door......

He saw his brother sleeping on the floor holding Suman's photoframe in one hand and a alcohol bottle in another.....He noticed marks of dry tears near shravan's eyelids......

Pushkar sat down on floor near his brother and shaked him....
Bhaiyaa uthiye..... Bhaiyaa....
Shravan opened his eyes......He saw pushkar sitting in front of him in his room..... His happiness knew no bound becoz his chhote stepped in his room for a first time after sumo left him.......

Shravan : Chhote tu yaha..... Itni subah....
Pushkar : subah nahi dopahar ho gayi hai.... Aur aapne ye kya haal bana rakha hai apna..... Niche kyu soye the......
Shravan pointed his finger towards the floor......
Kyuki meri sumo yaha soti thi...... Yaha mujhe sukun milta hai.... Lagta hai ki vo mere paas hai..... He said smiling.....

Pushkar hold his brother's shoulders and made him sit on the bed......
Agar aap use itna hi miss karte hu to fir manaa kar vapas kyu nahi le aate......

Wo nahi aayegi chhote..... Wo hamesha ke liye jaa chuki hai.....Maine apne inhi haato se...... (looking angrily at his palms).... Apna basaa basaaya ghar ujaad diya..... Sab kuch khatam kar diya.... Meri sumo ke liye sabse jyaada pyari uski self respect thi... But maine to uski self respect ko bhi tod diya......

But Shravan was cutted by preeti who entered in the room holding a Tray....

Aap dii ke pyaar ko samajh hi nahi sake Shravan.....
Vo sabse jyada pyaar apni self respect se nahi.... Aapse karti hai..... Aur iska to vo saboot bhi de chuki hai.....
Mai ek aurat hu..... I can understand what she must have gone through when u questioned her character...... But still agar mujhe kisike liye bhi yaha tak ki pushkar ke liye virginity test karna padta to mai nahi karti......
Mai jo pushkar ke liye bhi nahi kar sakti vo dii ne aapke liye kiya hai....... Aapke yakeen ke liye...... Kyuki unke liye apni self respect se jyada aap important hai..... Kyuki vo aapse bahot pyaar karti hai.....

Pushkar : bhaiyaa plzz.... Aap sumo ko already bahot dard de chuke hai.... Ab aur nahi..... Sumo bhi aapka pyaar deserve karti hai..... Aap usko uska pyaar lauta dijiye..... Use uska chashmish de dijiye.......

Shravan : lekin agar usne manaa kar diya to...... (looking down with dissapointment)

Pushkar : Aap koshish to karke dekhiye.... I m sure aapka pyaar use apke paas khich layega......

You r right.... Mai itne jaldi haar nahi maan sakta....... Aur bina koshish kiye to bilkul hi nahi....... Mai apne pyaar ko kisi bhi kimat me harne nahi dunga..... Kabhi bhi nahi....... Shravan said with glittery eyes that were now filled with new hopes......

HOPE TO SEE HER AGAIN...
HOPE TO HEAR HER AGAIN...
HOPE TO FEEL HER AGAIN.....
HOPE TO TOUCH HER AGAIN.....
AND THIS TIME NOT OUT OF HATRED BUT LOVE...... ONLY LOVE......

Pushkar and Preeti smiled and wished him good luck....
Dont worry chhote teri bhabi ko leke hi aaunga..... Shravan chuckled. He took the keys and ran towards his car.....

Ho.......
KYUN HAI DABI SI KHWAHISHE.....
DIL ME TERE BEWAJAH......
Ho.......
JAAKE ZARA USE BOL DE.....
CHAHTAA JISE TU RAHA....
KAHIN TERI KHAMOSHIYAAN......
JEET NA JAAYE PYAAR SE......
MIL JAANE DE DIL JO BANE.....
EK DUJE KE VAASTE.....

EVENING
Suman was returning from pct.... Suddenly it started raining.......
Oh no...... Mujhe bhi ye car barish ke mausam me hi servicing ke liye bhejni thi kya........ Ab ghar Kaise jau..... Itni baarish me koi auto bhi nahi milega.......Aur ye rasta kitna sunsaan hai...... Ek kaam karti hu...... Lift mangati hu.... Lagja sumo kaam pe.....

She showed her hand to a car which was coming in her direction..... The car stopped.....
Bhaaisaab...... Aap mujhe samne tak lift de sakte hai kya.....

The door of the car opened...... Suman smiled.... But her smile vanished when she saw the owner of the car......
It was shravan.....
Andar baith jao..... Baarish bahot ho rahi hai..... He said in his husky voice....
She didn't replied.... Slammed the door of his car and started looking in another direction.....

Shravan came out of his car......
Are kya hua? Abhi to lift maang rahi thi na.....

I dont need your help...... Mai manage kar lungi.....Tum apne raste jao....... She said glaring at him......

Nahi ab mujhe ghar nahi jana hai..... I have changed my mind...... He said resting his back against the door of his car.....

Accha hua change kar diya.... Vaise bhi purana wala kaam kaha kar raha tha..... Shaq ka kida jo ghus gaya tha usme....... She murmers... He chuckles at her....

Shravan takes out an umbrella from his car.... Goes near Suman and holds it at top of them.....
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Suman looks suprisingly at him....
Tumhe samaj me nahi aa raha hai kya.... Mujhe tumhari koi help nahi chahiye.... Pehle hi bahot kuch kar chuke ho tum..... Par ab bas... Ab kuch nahi......... She said shouting at him.....

Madam soch lo..... Kyuki yaha mere alawa tumhari koi help nahi kar sakta..... Yaha se PCT aur Tiwari killa dono hi bahot dur hai.....Aur Is raste se koi aata jaata bhi nahi hai.....Upar se ye baarish rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahi hai......
Shravan said warning her with a hope that she will take his help but being sumo she cleary refused him.......

Tumhe meri fikar karne ki koi jarurat nahi Hai.... She said giving him a deadly glare.....
To thik hai.....
Shravan blowed his umbrella in the air....... And sat on his car getting drenched in rain........

Suman tried to stop the other cars passing from that road but whenever the driver opened the window shravan would give him a deadly glare and signal Noooo from behind.....
As if he is warning the driver not to stop.....
After looking at shravan the driver would refuse to help Suman........

Dekho naa sumo.... Kitni der ho gayi..... Koi bhi tumhari help nahi karna chahta aur jo karna chahta hai uski to tumhe koi fikr hi nahi hai.......... He said dramatically....

Suman ignored him and started walking in the rain..... Shravan followed her.... She stumped her foot angrily......

Kyu kar rahe ho ye sab tum...... Kyu... Chali gayi thi na mai tumse dur... To phir kyu mere paas aane ki koshish kar rahe ho...... Chhod kyu nahi dete mujhe....... Suman said in a irritated tone....

But suddenly she heard a loud sound of thunderclap and lightning...... Suman got scared and hugged Shravan tightly. He reciprocated the hug....

Are abhi to mujhe chhode ke liye bol rahi thi aur ab khud hi mujhse chipak gayi.......Can't resist me naa.... He said laughing like an idiot....

Suman moved back but shravan grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to him......

Sumo I M SORRY...... i know did wrong with u....
If i could turn back time, i would go
back to that moment and unsay everything.... Plzzzz forgive me my love.... I cannot turn back time.... Nor can i unspeak the words that i have been spoken.....
I M REPENTING FOR MY MISTAKE AND CRYING OUT IN PAIN.....
BUT IF U DONT FORGIVE ME
EVERYTHING WILL BE IN VAIN....

Shravan said leaning towards her face.... She pushed him......

I Forgave your broken promises....
I forgave you from the start....
But one thing i won't forgave....
U broke my heart.... My trust....
You destroyed everything.....
She said at the verge of crying.....

Shravan cupped her face....
What i did was foolish and impulsive.....
If i could take it all back i would do it so instant....
I didn't do it intentionally.....
I m sorry for hurting u.....
Sorry jaan.... He said with moist eyes....

Ye sorry apni kaunsi galti ke liye bol rahe ho Shravan....
Mujpar shaq karne ki galti Ke liye....
Mere character par ungli uthaane ke galti ke liye.....
Mujhe chhune ke liye.... Tears started brimming from her eyes after remembering how he pulled down the neckline of her nighty...

Mujhe jabardasti kiss karne ke liye..... She closed her eyes when the memories of his harsh and painful kiss flashed before her eyes...

Ya fir mujhe brothel le jaakar prostitutes se compare karne ke liye......
Bolo naa apni kis galti ki maafi maang rahe ho tum.......
She said demanding answer from him.....

Shravan was in tears by the time she finished it....She was hurt... He was hurt too..... He have to win her back...... Her love, her trust, her heart.....
Sumo kya hum beeti baaton ko bhulakar aage nahi bad sakte hai.... Bahot chahta hu mai tumhe.... Tumhare bina jee nahi sakta.....
Maine bahot galtiyaa ki hai par ab vo waqt fir se nahi aayenga......
Mai sab thik kar dunga.... Plzz aa jao na yaar..... I really love u.... I love u so so much.......

They both shared an eyelock.....
Itna chahte the to pehle kyu nahi bola.... Kya tumhe ek pal ke liye bhi meri aakho me tumhare liye pyaar nahi dikhaai diya..... Kyu kiya aisa..... Kyu.... She said breaking down on the road....
Looking at her state Shravan felt ashamed of himself..... But he didnt wanted to give up.....

He sat near her on the road and held her face in his hands.... He made her look into his eyes....

Pata hai tumhe mujhe tumhe dard dekar.....
He unbuttoned two buttons of his shirt... Held her hand and took it inside his shirt and placed at the left side near the thoracic cavity.....
Yaha.... Yaha bahot dard hota tha.... Abhi bhi bahot dard ho raha hai.....

UNTIL U TELL ME THAT IT IS OKAY
I WILL SUFFER EVERY SINGLE DAY
UNTIL U TELL ME THAT IT IS ALRIGHT
I WONT BE ABLE TO SLEEP AT NIGHT
UNTIL YOU DECIDE TO FORGIVE ME
I WILL FOREVER KEEP SAYING SORRY
I M SORRY....

Tumhara sorry tum apne pass rakho kyuki mai tumhe kabhi maaf nahi karungi..... Kabhi nahi...... She said pushing him.....
Kya suman apne shravan par ek aakhri baar trust nahi kar sakti...... He said cupping her face....
Nahii..... She replied

To fir thik hai.... Mujhe yakeen dilaane ke liye tum terrace se niche kudne wali thi naa..... Ab meri baari hai....
Shravan got up and started moving backward on the road..... Suman saw a truck coming from another direction......
She kept screaming but he didnt bother.....
Tumhare bina jeene se accha tumhare samne marna hai.... He smiled....
The truck was approching near ....Suman looked At the truck and then at Shravan...... She again looked at the truck and then looked back at shravan. Before it could hit Shravan suman ran towards him and hugged him tightly.....
Marna hi hai to dono saath me marenge.... She said hugging him....
The truck driver applied break and shouted at them.....
Oh laila majnu ko marne ke liye ye hi truck mila tha kya....

Shravan smiled looking at Suman who was still snuggling in his chest..... As if her life depends on him....
I M THE HEART U R THE HEARTBEAT....
I M BREATH U R THE OXYGEN.....
I M THE BODY U R THE SOUL...
WE ARE TWO BODIES AND ONE SOUL......
She took his face in her hand and began kissing all over his face. tum.... tum..... thik to ho na... Tumhe kuch hua to nahi.... Tumhe kuch ho jata to.....
She said caressing his face....

He pulled her closer to him....
Kaise hota... Tum jo thi mere saath... Tumhare hote huye mujhe kuch bhi nahi ho sakta.... Samjhi buddhu....

She withdrew the hug...
To mujhe maafi mil gayi... He asked innocently... But she didn't replied...
Mujhe ghar jana hai... Plzz chod do.... She pleaded him but he didnt wanted to leave her....
Bilkul nahi...
Shravan plzzz.... She requested...
Noooo.....
He leaned towards her face and pulled her lips in his teeths....
Kissing her passionately..... She took few seconds to respond but then reciprocated with the same passion and love.....
They pulled out to take oxygen.......

Suman was breathing heavily..... Shravan engulfed her in a bone crushing hug lifting her in the air....
Thank u jaan... Mujhe ek last chance dene ke liye.... I love u... He said roaming his hands in her hairs......
Mujhe...... Mujhe kabhi choddkar to nahi jaoge na.... She stammered...
He placed her back on the ground...
Hold her face in his hands and made her look in his eyes......
Mai jeena chhod sakta hu lekin tumhe kabhi nahi chhod sakta..... samjhi buddhu...

I CAN STOP LIVING BUT I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU...

Shravan i...... i love u..... I can't live without you..... Promise me u won't ever repeat your mistakes.... (crying)
Shravan leaned towards her face drinking her tears...... She closed her eyes.... He kissed her eyes.... Her forhead....
Promise... God promise and tumhari promise.....
Suman opened her eyes and smiled....
But tumhe bhi ek promise karna padega......
Suman looked at him with a question mark on her face......
Kya.....
He joined her forhead with his.....
Tum phir se kabhi virginity test nahi karvaogi...... He said rubbing his nose on her cheeks......
Her cheeks were getting heated up....
Kyu??.. She managed to say.....
He kissed the corner of her lips.....
Kyuki iske baad ye test karwane ke liye tum virgin nahi bachogi.......
He said before capturing her lips once again getting ready to erase all bad memories and forget their past to live in the present.......

REFUSING TO FORGIVE SOMEONE IS LIKE DRINKING POISON AND WAITING FOR THE OTHER PERSON TO DIE......

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Hey friends..... This was the last part... I really wanted to post it yesterday but as it was my birthday i didn't got enough time....... So this episode is a birthday treat for all my Lovely readers...... Thank u so much guys i m really overwhelmed by the response i got for this ss.....  How was this episode?? ... Since it is last part of this ss, i tried my best.... But somewhere i feel there is still scope for improvement.... Plzz let me know ur views.... Plzz vote n comment.... I will be back with a ts ISHQ HAI within 5 days....
Majboor Suman😢😢😢... Egoistic shravan😒😒.... Shaitaan Aditya....😠😠😠. U can guess the plot....
Till then
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