He was waiting for the moment when she gives herself in the kiss but No..... What he received was a tight slap on his right cheek the sound of which was even louder than the thunderclap........

He stood there like a stuatue keeping palm on his right cheek ....... He wanted her to respond by kissing him back not by slapping him harshly....... His cheeks were red not because he was blushing but because of the red imprint of her hand on his face........

The tears brimming from her eyes stabbed his heart....... He wanted to be reason of her happiness but ended up being the reason of her sadness......

He came closer to her n held her face in his palms.........
Look at me Suman..... Please.......... He lifted her head and made her look into his eyes.......

Her eyes were reflecting pain that he gave to her...... Her swollen puffy lips were quivering........ She was panting heavily......

Suman...... I..... I...... He tried to speak but she pushed him forcefully.......
She started running on the road.......Shravan chased her.......

Suman stop..... Suman..... Ruko please........ He was calling out her name pleading her to listen to him once......Looks like haven't ever heard the age old saying ‘‘laato ke bhoot baato se nahi maante"

But Suman didn't stop...... Shravan increased his speed n then finally caught her........

He grabbed her wrist......
Pagal ho kya..... Aise road pe kyu bhaag rahi ho...... Is speed se Olympics me bhaagti to india ke liye gold le aati...... Idiot......... He scolded her before wiping the tears which made their way till her chin........

Leavvvvve..... Chhodiye mujhe...... She tried to free her wrist from his grasp......

He left her wrist but this time he grabbed her waist and pulled her towards him...... Her front came crushing with his torso giving her goosebumps......

Kuch bhi bol do.... But tumhe chhodne ko mat bolo...... Mai nahi chhod sakta tumhe...... Aadat ban gayi ho tum meri...... Ek buri aadat....... I m addicted to u Suman tiwaari....... U r my addiction.......... He spoke looking directly into her hazelnut eyes while his fingers were tucking the wet fringes falling on her face behind her ears.......

Their hearts were throbbing against each others chest........ Their heartbeats were in sync.......For a second they felt as if their hearts are intertwined.......

WO PALKO KE LEKE SAAYE.....
PAAS KOI JO AAYE....
LAAKH SAMHAALO PAAGAL DIL KO.....
DIL DHADKE HI JAAYE......

Kyyyyyuuuuu........ She stretched the word not breaking the eye contact........

He looked into her eyes which were demanding answer from him......An Answer that would justify his feelings.......

Nahi pata...... I dont know what suddenly happens to me when i m with u...... Bas itna pata hai ki tum ho to sab kuch accha lagta hai aur tum nahi to kuch bhi nahi........

He held her hand and kept it on the left side of his chest just above his heart.......  Tum nahi hoti ho to yaha adhura saa lagta hai..........

He was looking intensely in her dark brown eyes......... Their eyes were locked n they were lost in another world finding the answers of their questions.......
No one can intelligently love because the nature of true love is madness.......

Kisi naa kisi pe kisiko.......
Aetbaar ho jaata hai.....
Ajnabee koi shaqs......
Yaar ho jata hai......
Khubiyoo se nahi hoti......
Mohobbat sadaa.....
Khaamiyo se bhi aksar......
Pyaar ho jata hai........

Suman gathered all the force of her body n shoved off his hand.........

Hum to friends hai naa...... To fir aapne mujhe kiss.... (hitched)kyuuuuuu.......... Her eyes welled up with tears....... She closed her eyes to let them fall.........

Suman i dont know why i..... Kiss...... He tried to find proper words to justify his sudden attack on her........

U dont know....... Wow thats great..... (clapping her hand) U kissed a girl without her permission and u don't know why......
U know the answer....... Dont you......

Look Mr Malhotra tumhare liye kisi bhi random ladki ko kiss karna ek Chhoti si baat hogi.......Aap baaki ladkiyo ke saath kiss karo kya kuch aur but mujhe........... She raised her voice....

Enough Suman......Kya bakwaas kiye jaa rahi ho........  Tumhe kya lagta hai ki mujhe ladkiyo ko kiss karte firne ka shauk hai........ U r the only one whom i ever kissed..........I.... I m physically attracted towards you........ He said irefuly pushing her from him........

She stumbled because of the sudden push
Before balancing her weight on her feet.....

Why me...... Bolo naa..... Mai hi kyu.......
She looked at him...... The emotional turmoil going inside her took its charge........ She hitted him on his chest with her fist, crying n taking out all her frustration.......... He stood there rooted not knowing what to answer her when he himself didn't knew why was he attracted towards her........

Sirf physical attraction ke liye mai aapko mujhe chhune ka ya kiss karne ka haq kaise de sakti hu Shravan........... U r not a teenager Shravan who can't control on his feelings............. I can't let u play with my emotions.........U can't....... She continued sobbing and hitting him hardly on his chest..........

Now she was hurting him...... He needed to stop her...... He catched her hands and held  them away from her body n pulled her towards him....... She lifted her head n looked up at him......... They shared an eyelock.......

I m sorry..... Mujhe nahi pata ye mai kaise......Par mai kya karu Suman.......

When i close my eyes i see you.....
When i open my eyes i miss you.....

He wiped her tears with his thumb.....
You are always in my thoughts even when i m not thinking......

You are the first and the last thing on my mind each and every day.....

He looked into her eyes.....
Mai nahi jaanta jab tum mere saath hoti ho to mujhe kya ho jata hai.  Tumhare siva kuch dikhai  hi nahi deta hai......

I m not a toy Shravan with whom u can play whenever you wish.........I m not just for your entertainment...... Atleast dont make fun of my emotions...... Please........ She sobbed profusely resting her head on his chest.........

Tum hi mujhe batao Suman ki mere saath ye kya ho raha hai....... Is kyuuu ka jawab tum he de do naa.......... He spoke looking in her eyes.......

She wiped her tears.......

Mujhe sirf itna pata hai Shravan ki mujhe kiss karne ka haq use hi hai jisse mujhe pyaar ho........ If i ever kiss anyone it won't be out of physical attraction, it will be out of love that i hold for him in my heart..........

Aur....... She looked away.....

Aur kya Suman......... He held her face in his palms........

Jab tak aapko iss kyu ka jawab nahi mil jata better hoga ki hum........ She closed her eyes unable to complete her sentence.........

Ki hum kya suman........ His voice merely came as a whisper.......

Ki hum ek dusre se naa mile........ She blurted out without looking at him....... Her vision got blurred due to the tears.......

Shravan felt as if someone has stabbed his heart few seconds ago....... It felt a sharp pain in the left side of his chest where once his heart used to stay ......

If wordly daggers could kill someone he would have died the moment she accused him of thinking her as his entertainment package........

Auttooooo....... She stopped an autorickshaw n got in.......

Suman please listen to me once..... Suman......... He pleaded her leaning inside the auto........

Bhaiyaa jaldi chaliye please....... She requested the autorickshaw driver to start the auto..........

Suman...... Suman ..... Please tum mujhe galat samajh rahi ho...... Suman.......
He kept running behind the auto calling out hername untill his leg stumbled upon a rock laying in the road....... He lost balance n fell down........
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Shravan was laying on his bed playing with the switch button of his bed lamp......

Kya aaj ke baad vo mujhse kabhi nahi milegi............... (switching on the bedlamp)

Kyaa mai phir kabhi use dekh nahi paunga......... (switching off the bedlamp)

Kya mujhe usse pyaar..........?(switching on the bed lamp)

Kya vo bhi mujhse pyaar.......... (switching off the bedlamp).......

Nahi..... Ye mai kya soch raha hu...... Aisa kuch nahi hai....... Pyaar nahi hai............ He shoved off his thoughts........ He got inside the duvet......... N closed his eyes........

Shravan opened his eyes when something wet hitted his face.........
What he saw front of him left him dumbfound........

Suman was lying in his bed on his chest...... He rubbed his eyes........

Is she real....... He tried to touched her but she hitted his face with her wet hair strands sprinkling the water droplets from her hairs on his face............

Tum..... Tum yaha......... He stammered.......

She smiled at him....... She leaned towards his face.......
Good morning......... She whispered in his ears in her ever so soft voice.........

But tum......... He tried to speak but she kept her finger on his lips.......
Shhhhhh.........

She slowly moved her fingertips from his upper lips to his lower lips........ His lips parted in anticipation...........

She shifted her body weight on him.......
Mai yaha nahi to aur kaha rahungi........ Haa..... Ek jagah hai jaha mai rehti hu.......She said naughtily.......

Kaha....... He asked her with a cofused expression on his face........

Yaha..... Tumhare dil me........... She said resting her head on his chest n listening her heartbeats.........

His hand automatically tightened around her waist pulling her more closer........

I HAD A HEART IT ONCE WAS TRUE.....
BUT NOW ITS GONE FROM ME TO U.......
TAKE CARE OF IT AS I HAVE DONE......
NOW YOU HAVE TWO AND I HAVE NONE..........

She whispered seductively in his ears while his hands were busy drawing patterns on her bare neck........

Haathon ki lakiro me mai rahu naa rahu.... Par Zindagi Bhar iss dil me to mai hi rahungi........

She assured him while listening to the lub-dub-lub-dub sound of his heart throbbing against his chest........

She leaned towards him........
The loose neck tee that she was wearing gave him a good view of her skin hidden beneath her cloth....... She was intoxicating him with her bold avatar........

Kabhi chhod ke to nahi jaogi naa....... He asked her afraid of losing his only asset....

Tum bologe naa phir bhi yaha se kahi nahi jaungi........ Yahi rahungi........ Hamesha......... She said innocently pointing towards his chest.........

His gaze shifted to her pink pulpy lips that were still swollen because of his fierce kiss..........

Can i....... I.......... He stammered looking at her lips......

She blushed n flushed at the same time hidding her face in his chest.........

He lifted his body on his elbow n immediately sealed her lips with his soaking all the air out from of lungs just like a vacuum cleaner.......

Trrrrriiiiiiiinnnnngggggggg...........
Trriiiinnggggggggg............

Now from where does this horn like irritating earbursting sound came in between their sweety sweety kiss.........

Trrrrriiiiingggggg........

Once again he heard the same loud besuri baasuri type of sound .......... He got up with a jerk after realizing it was his alarm's sound...........

Suman....... Suman........... He scanned the room with his scanner eyes.........

Was he dreaming........ He was dreaming about her......... He blushed after remembering the last part of his dream......... He touched his lowerlip with his thumb........ Her lipgloss was still there on his lips after yesterday's kiss.......... He smiled after remembering how he loved the flavour of her lipgloss after tasting her lips yesterday........

When u are in love u smile without any reason......
When u r in love your eyes start glittering......
When u r in love u forget about everything........
When u r in love u even forget to love yourself........

Is it love.......... His mighty brain asked his heart.........
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Shravan came out of the shower...... He turned on the radio........

AE MERE DIL KO KYA HOGAYA......
ABHI TO YAHI THA ABHI.....
KHOGAYA.......
HO GAYA HAI TUJHKO......
TO PYAAR SAJNAA......
LAAKH KAR LE TU.....
INKAAR SAJNAA.......
HAI YE PYAAR SAJNAAA.....

He felt as if the song was played for him........ To make him realize that he is in love.........

Oh godddd........ He got irritated becoz of the song n changed the channel....... And now new song new channel........

CHAAHE JO TUMHE PURE DIL SE.....
MILTA HAI WO MUSHKIL SE......
AISA JO KOI KAHI HAI.......
BAS WO HI SABSE HASEEN HAI......
US HAATH KO......
TUM THAAM LO.......
WOH MEHERBAAN KAL HO NAA HO.......

He closed his eyes..... In next second he felt someone taking towel from his hand and wiping his hairs.........

He opened his eyes....... Suman......... He said her name ever so sweetly........

He saw her sitting in his lap n wiping his hairs with the towel in the process running her fingers  through his thick mane.......

He smiled at her...... She smiled back.....

Only he knew how good it felt to be touced by her......... Before he could touch her she vanished in the air......

Goddddd...... Whats happening with me......
But is this love????  He asked himself unaware of the fact that his heart already answered it.........

He opened his wardrobe......

This is love Shravan........ She smiled pointing at black shirt from the wardrobe........ Before he could react she disappeared.......

God ye ladki baar baar mr india kyu ho jaati hai......... He took out the black shirt from the hanger.......

Shravan closed his eyes........ Her face flashed before him...... Her 940watt smile n 1000 volt touch made a shiver run down his spine......

Bhagwaan...... Bachalo mujhe....... Ye ladki to bijli ke zhatke bhi maarti hai........ He said looking up to the ceiling......

I m in love.......mujhe tumhare kyuu ka jawab mil gaya Suman.........kyuki I m in love with you......... He smiled contentedly buttoning his shirt..........

But now whattttt...... What should i do...... Should i call her.........

God i feel like talking to her........ He said impatiently like an idiot......

Suman nnnnn..... Yes yes...... I will ask to her directly........ But bolu kya........ Soch mat Shravan ..... Call kar use......... he picked up his mobile......

Dil ka haal batana nahi aata.....
Kisiko aise tadpana nahi aata.....
Sun naa chahate hai ek baar awaz aapki.....
Magar baat karne ka bahana nahi aata.....

He threw her mobile on the couch........

Shravan U fool..... U r already confused n now u will confuse her also...... Aise thodi naa koi i love u bolta hai...... Stupid...... his inner voice mocked her........

Haaa.....this is good idea...... I will write it on a paper.........

He immediately took out her letterpad n a pen from the drawer.........

He sat on her bed n started thinking.......

Pyaari Suman ........He wrote on the page.........

Whattttt???? Pyaari...... Wo kya dudh piti bacchi hai jo tujhe pyaari lag rahi hai....... His innervoice interrupted........

he crumbled the paper n threw it on the floor.......
He tore another paper n started writing again........

Priya Sakhi Suman .............

Gadhe..... Baba aajam ke jamaane ke words use karega to vo tujhe black n white film ka hero samaj ke chhod degi........ Again his innervoice cursed his choice of words......

He remembered his hindi teacher who taught him to write formal letters in 5th std......

Kaash syllabus me love letters likhna bhi hota............. he sighed.......
He crumbled this paper also........

he thought something, penned it down n them again tore the page making its paperball.......

‘‘Kuch likh nahi paate kuch sunaa nahi paate.......
Haal-e-dil zubaan par laa nahi paate.....
Woh utar gaye hai dil ki gehraiyon me.....
Woh samaj nahi paate, hum samjhaa nahi paate"

Page 4-5-6-7-8........... 83-84........

84 pages had to sacrife their life for his first love letter........ No regrets because they sacrificed their life for a good cause just like martyrs.........

Ufffff..... Finally...... Ho gaya....... he took a long breath before reading the letter that he wrote with lot of difficulties........

Haal apne dil ka.....
Mai tumhe suna nahi paata....
Jo sochta rehta hu har pal.....
Hotho tak vo laa nahi paata...
Beshaq bahot mohobbat hai.....
Tumhaare liye mere is dil me......
Par pata nahi kyu tumko......
Phir bhi mai bata nahi paata hu......

I LOVE U SUMAN.......... DO U
FEEL THE SAME FOR ME????......

He smiled before taking a look at his room which was looking no less than a kabaadkhana..........The heap of His crumbled paper balls were laying down on the floor..........
One look at the heap of crumbled papers n he understood how much the trees would have cursed him when he was converting a thick n dense 100 pages letterpad into a mere 16 pages diary.......

Aaj kuch bhi ho jaaye..... Mai ye letter tumhe dekar hi rahunga...... Already bahut
Time waste kar liya hai maine apni feelings samajhne me....... But now i crystal clear........ Now i wont waste a single second Suman........ He talked to his reflection while combing his hairs.......

Will u accept my love Suman.....

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