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seokjinnie1 i told you no more cigarettes, child 💆🏻🧘🏻

_joon_ that song is such a classic, ugh 😩

tae_babyy 💋

jim.kardashian "HE'S SO HOT, FOR FUCK'S SAKE!" - kim taehyung, literally just now

sunshine.exe our lil emo baby 🤧

$uga_ ur cute 🖤

_tet3 TAEGGUK SEX TAPE AGENDA 💆🏻‍♀️

whoopty.d00 hey there 😎 *leans on expensive car* you come here often?

googiepie I LOVE YOU JEONGGUK

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jeongguk was currently shitting himself, to be honest.

why? is what you may be asking.

well, he was going to taehyung's house for the first time.

taehyung lived with namjoon in a million dollar two bedroom apartment, further into the city. not more than a twenty minute car ride away.

for the six and a half months they'd been hanging out, they'd only ever gone to jeongguk's house. it didn't occur to them until yesterday when taehyung mentioned it over the phone and then proceeded to invite jeongguk over the following day.

jeongguk liked hanging out with people at his own house because he liked the familiar environment. his room was his little safe haven. the place where all his emotions resided.

the only time he wasn't fazed by places he was unacquainted with was at parties because he was always too wasted to care.

this was different, however.

namjoon was out working: he had said that he would stay in the studio overnight.

this meant that jeongguk was going to hang out with taehyung all alone in the other boy's house. his hands began to sweat slightly as he ascended in the elevator.

once he arrived to door number sixteen, taehyung greeted him warmly as usual.

"jeonnie!" taehyung said, pulling him inside.

"hey." jeongguk replied, more subdued.

the younger boy looked around, taking in his surroundings.

the apartment was very modern. the whole place was sleek and minimalistic: the colour palette being a range of black, grey and white.

stark white walls apart from one grey feature wall that was covered in very colourful abstract paintings that contrasted the rest of the room. light grey wood flooring along with a faux white sheepskin rug that sat in front of an electronic fire place. a huge, curved flat screen tv sat in front of the black L-shaped couch that was covered in really soft-looking cushions. the room was covered in black accents such as the picture frames and shelves.

jeongguk hadn't even seen the rest of the apartment and he could already tell it was probably stunning.

"woah..." he vocalised his thoughts.

"what is i- oh! this? it's namjoon, he insisted that we bought a nice place once we both started making decent money. he gets payed really well doing music and, thanks to him, i get to make money by doing what i love which is influencing and modelling." taehyung babbled on, trying to make the place seem more humble.

"you don't have to justify anything. trust me, if i made money like your brother i'd get a nice place too." jeongguk chuckled, hanging his leather jacket on the coat rack to reveal a simple white t-shirt and silver chain.

taehyung may have stared at his shoulders for longer than he'd like to admit.

"i guess you're right. now, enough of that. i say we play video games until we get carpel tunnel and then eat a shit ton of pizza." taehyung suggested.

"sounds like a plan."

and that's exactly what they did for the next four hours.

~time skip~

jeongguk was surprised at how comfy he felt in taehyung's house. maybe it was just taehyung himself that made him feel welcomed.

once they'd eaten enough for a whole family including a pet, they lay slumped on the couch.

"now what?" jeongguk asked.

"truth or dare?" taehyung said.

"what are we? thirteen?" jeongguk scoffed.

"i mean, when i had sleepovers in freshmen year and everyone was bored that was always my go-to game." taehyung giggled.

"notice how you said freshmen year. you were fourteen years old, that's why you played truth or dare." jeongguk commented.

"well, do you have a better idea?"

jeongguk didn't.

"see? exactly. so cmon, let's play. it'll be like old times back when we were both still hopeless highschoolers." taehyung encouraged.

"i'm still hopeless now." jeongguk groaned but sat up anyway.

"shut up, you're fine. besides, maybe some truths will help us get to know eachother. since, yknow, we've been friends for like six months and you've told me about three things about you. are you done with the mysterious act yet? it's getting kinda old." taehyung teased.

"start the game before i choke slam you down to the reception floor." jeongguk shoved him.

"okay, okay. truth or dare?" taehyung asked.

"dare." jeongguk said.

"hmmm, take your shirt off." taehyung dared.

"you just wanna see me shirtless." jeongguk complained but took it off nonetheless.

"duh, that's why i asked you to do it." taehyung mumbled.

"huh?"

"oh, nothing." taehyung snickered.

"whatever." jeongguk rolled his eyes with a playful smile.

"cmon, it's your turn."

"truth or dare, taehyung?" jeongguk asked.

"truth."

"pussy."

"shut up and ask a question."

"hmm, what's your body count?" jeongguk asked.

"as in sex or as in murder?" taehyung questioned.

"why would i be asking how many people you've murdered. of course i'm talking about sex. how many people?" jeongguk laughed.

"hey, you never know! you shouldn't assume what people mean! and to answer your question, only one. not including you because you don't count." taehyung finally answered.

"why wouldn't i count?" jeongguk raised an eyebrow.

taehyung's stomach errupted in butterflies at the look on the other's face.

"because we've never actually had sex, idiot." taehyung flicked his forehead.

"hmmm. go on, taehyung, it's your turn."

and so they asked and asked away.

unfortunately for taehyung, jeongguk always picked dare.

why?

because he didn't want to answer any questions about himself.

sneaky bitch. taehyung thought.

as a result of all these dares, jeongguk was currently sitting in nothing but his boxers with mini post-it notes stuck all over his face and a book balancing on his head.

"okay, last round. truth or dare?" taehyung asked.

"dare."

"i dare you to roll around in the yard all the way downstairs." taehyung said

you see, there was three problems with this.

number one: jeongguk had to go down eight floors in nothing but his boxers

number two: it was a public yard for all the people that lived in the apartment block, meaning that literally anyone could see him.

number three: it was raining cats and dogs outside which meant it was wet and, worst of all, extremely muddy.

"oh my god, i hate you." jeongguk groaned.

"a dare is a dare. i saved the best for last." taehyung laughed.

jeongguk glared at him before getting up off the couch. he put the book down and peeled the post-it notes off of his face before making a run for the elevator, hoping no one was in it.

taehyung followed behind with a bathrobe in hand and they got in the elevator together.

once they reached the ground floor, jeongguk sprinted outside so fast that the receptionist didn't even see him, which was his goal.

taehyung giggled, following behind still but stopping at the back door.

he watched jeongguk through the glass as the younger boy rolled around like a dog in the wet grass.

taehyung was in hysterical laughter when jeongguk walked back inside.

"that was so fucked up." jeongguk shivered, snatching the bathrobe out of his hands and putting it on.

"it was hilarious, though." taehyung wiped his tears.

"tee hee, so funny." jeongguk pushed him out of the way so he could get back upstairs.

taehyung trailed along, still cackling.

"shut up, you sound like a witch." jeongguk hissed but he smiled still.

"says the guy who looks like a wet dog right now." taehyung laughed.

"shut up before i make you." jeongguk threatened.

taehyung put his hands up in defence, trying to hold in his giggles.

once they got back up to the apartment, taehyung felt slightly bad so he offered jeongguk a shower.

"you can have a shower in my room, if you want." taehyung suggested.

"thanks." jeongguk ruffled his hair and jogged upstairs to taehyung's en suite.

as jeongguk washed up, taehyung waited in the bedroom for him, mindlessly scrolling on instagram.

ten minutes later, jeongguk walked out of the bathroom and taehyung looked up at the sound of the door opening.

god, he shouldn't have looked up.

there jeongguk stood. the fluffy towel wrapped around his hips which exposed his tattoos, muscles and even his damn v-line. his long hair was slicked back from the water, a few strands falling in front of his eyes. he looked fresh-faced and relaxed but also a bit sleepy, tired.

"i- uh, i gave you clothes, what're you..." taehyung trailed off.

"moisturizer. oh, and deodorant." jeongguk simply said, yawning afterwards.

"oh yeah, fuck. wait one second." taehyung immediately got up, looking clean away from jeongguk. he couldn't handle it any longer.

as he was rummaging through his vanity drawer for the things jeongguk needed, he felt a hand on his waist and a breath on the back of his neck.

he froze in shock before the hand rubbed his side comfortingly.

jeongguk was back hugging him.

"jeongguk...?" taehyung stated his name but it sounded more like a question.

"hmm?" jeongguk hummed in reply, resting his head on taehyung's freshly dyed black hair.

"w-what're you doing?" taehyung asked, cursing himself for stuttering.

i mean, could you blame him?

jeongguk was literally naked. like, literally. all he had on was a towel that, by the way, looked like it was holding on for dear life. not to mention, his muscular arms were wrapped around taehyung tightly and his head rested on the back of taehyung's neck, sending shivers down the older boy's spine when he talked.

"'m sleepy." jeongguk mumbled, again caressing taehyung's waist ever so gently.

it was too soft to be true, honestly. taehyung was internally screaming at it. he cooed out loud at the cuteness.

"cmon, get dressed then you can nap here." taehyung offered.

"okay." jeongguk huffed, kissing the back of taehyung's neck.

why was he being so soft? so loving?

it confused taehyung to his wit's end.

one minute jeongguk was being an asshole to him. the next he was being all flirty and, ultimately, horny. the next he was being all playful and giggly. the next he was shutting him out.

and now this.

now he was being all cuddly and heart-wrenchingly domestic.

why heart-wrenching?

well, because the last time jeongguk acted this way was back at some party where he was drunk off his head.

jeongguk never acted like this with taehyung unless he was intoxicated.

the first time, intoxicated by alcohol. this time, intoxicated by sleep.

great.

when jeongguk acted this way, it really didn't help taehyung get over his crush.

to be honest, could he even call it just a crush anymore? i mean, it'd been almost seven months for god's sake. it had to be more than a crush by now. especially considering how he literally freaks the fuck out about anything jeongguk does.

such as this.

sigh.

maybe he was overthinking this, as usual.

he slowly turned around in jeongguk's arms as to not startle him since he seemed pretty out of it.

"here you go." he hands him the two objects he asked for.

"thanks." jeongguk said back in barely a whisper. then, he slipped back into the bathroom to change.

for the mere five minutes he was gone, taehyung could barely catch his breath.

when he walked back in wearing one of taehyung's oversized hoodies (no others would fit his damn biceps), the latter couldn't help himself.

taehyung reached up and put a hand on his cheek, he couldn't help it. jeongguk was so beautiful. he almost felt unreal.

jeongguk leaned into the touch and pulled taehyung closer by his waist yet again.

when jeongguk kissed him, taehyung didn't know what to think.

usually their kisses were flirty.

they were coy and lazy and, like i said earlier, just horny to be honest.

however, this was different.

it was so sweet, so intimate.

the way his tucked his hair behind his ear and brought him impossibly close, never once letting go.

again, taehyung's heart strained in his chest.

god, this was torture.

he tried to pull away but jeongguk just came chasing his lips once more, pulling him right back in again. just like he always did.

taehyung thought he was the only one panicking but that was far from it except jeongguk's panic was somewhat delayed.

taehyung freaked out as soon as their lips met but jeongguk freaked out when they pulled away. when the damage was already done.

"i- i'm sorry." jeongguk groaned to himself, running his hands over his face.

"what-"

"i should go." jeongguk said, trying to walk away before taehyung grabbed him by the arm.

"please, jeongguk. stop." taehyung pleaded, leaning his head on the other's chest.

"we're supposed to be friends, taehyung. this is so not friendly. literally nothing we've done in the past couple months has been friendly." jeongguk ran his hands through his hair, frustrated.

"so what? i don't care. maybe we're not typical friends. it doesn't matter." taehyung stated, blocking the door.

a moment of silence.

"don't go." taehyung spoke after a while.

jeongguk couldn't say no to him.

"alright."

"besides, it's literally storming out there. it's pissing down with rain and you walked here. i don't want you to catch a cold." taehyung added.

"you didn't think about that when you asked me to roll around outside." jeongguk snickered.

taehyung pushed him playfully, "shut up."

aaaaand they were back.

tension: dissipated.

panic: averted.

hotel: trivago.

an hour later they were fast asleep in taehyung's bed.

they couldn't keep avoiding their feelings forever.

but i guess they'd continue for now.

until either one of them can't take it anymore.

until someone finally breaks.

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•2369 words
•not edited or proof-read
•OMG HEY
•so, it's been a minute, huh?
•don't be mad at me :3
•i'm sorry i disappeared for a sec but last week was really busy
•it was sorta a vacation but not really since it was a wedding and i was the bridesmaid and we travelled all the way out of the city and i had a lot of shopping and running around to do lmao
•long story short, i was really busy
•currently, i'm doing exams all school week until thursday so this will be the only update til beyond then
•i really should be studying for my calculator math exam right now but instead i'm writing on fucking wattpad lmao
•anyways, bear with me for the week and i'll update this book more after then
•after this week is up, it'll be just one more until my summer vacation, thank god
•i'll be able to get so much writing done then, i'm so excited haha
•STAY SAFE!!
•i love uuuuu <333

peace out xoxo,

nixy.