sunshine.exe

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sunshine.exe throwback thursday!!💗 wait, it's not thursday... ummmmm, flashback friday!!!💗 (it's not friday either)

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it was a week after the group had gone on their beach roadtrip.

jeongguk was sweating and kind of shaking a bit.

why?

because he was about to ask taehyung on a date. like, an actual date.

they'd never done that before.

they'd just hang out at eachother's houses and fuck around all day: whether it be playing games, watching tv, sleeping, play-fighting or making out with eachother.

however, they'd never actually asked eachother to go on a real date and the only times they went out together were with other people.

jeongguk wasn't scared because he thought he'd be rejected or anything like that. he knew that taehyung would probably love to go anywhere with him. taehyung said he loved him, for christ's sake.

so it wasn't the fear of rejection making him nervous, it was just the fact that he had to ask.

his crippling social anxiety wasn't agreeing with his decision to take taehyung somewhere relatively nice because that meant he had to work up enough courage to ask him the question and also go to a place that probably has a lot of people in it. parties were the only crowded setting he was okay with but then he'd be too drunk to let it affect him.

this time it would be very different.

jeongguk was scared of things that are different.

he was planning to take him to this nice restaurant that wasn't too far away. that sort of environment would be completely out of his comfort zone but he was willing to do it for taehyung.

i mean, it was their first real date. if he had to sacrifice a bit to make it special then so be it.

he also didn't want to ask for any help on this.

at first he wanted to run crying to yoongi like he always did when he needed help.

then he thought about going to hoseok since he was the one who asked yoongi out in the first place.

then he thought about asking seokjin but then he remembered that seokjin loved himself too much to ask people on dates; he always waited for them to ask him.

he even thought about asking namjoon since he must've been skilled in order to win over seokjin after the latter's 19 other boyfriends.

he was gonna ask jiwoo but she leaned more towards girls and, on top of that, hadn't really been too into dating for the past couple years. so, he wasn't sure if she'd have advice that catered to asking out a boy.

eventually, he threw all those options out of the window and decided that he didn't need or want help. he can't be dragging people into his relationship for the rest of his life.

besides, it'd probably be more special if it came solely from jeongguk himself, not anyone else.

with that in mind, he decided to suck it up and act like an adult.

taehyung was currently on his way over to jeongguk's house so they could hang out as usual.

he was panicking for basically no reason while taehyung was completely oblivious to his plan.

when the doorbell rang, he jumped up an down a few times in attempt to shake off his nerves before he opened the door.

seokjin was at work so they'd be all alone.

he opened the door and was met with his taehyung. his flower's eyes sparkled when they met his own.

"hey." taehyung sang, walking into the house.

taehyung was a model yet he was still able to look gorgeous in baggy jeans, a t-shirt and a pair of nikes.

"hi bubs." jeongguk opened his arms and the shorter boy gladly snuggled into them after shutting the front door behind him.

"kiss?" taehyung requested.

what kind of monster would jeongguk be to say no?

he pecked him on his cheeks, on the forehead, on the nose and finally on his lips.

taehyung giggled.

god, he felt like he was part of a cheesy romance film for teenage girls. what's worse is that he actually liked it.

"how're you?" taehyung asked, burying his head into jeongguk's chest.

"good, i guess." jeongguk sighed.

"you guess?" taehyung started, "what's wrong?"

"nothing." jeongguk petted his hair.

"it has to be something." taehyung pushed.

jeongguk ignored it and pulled him upstairs, "cmon, let's watch movies."

"don't think i won't ask about it later." taehyung poked him.

"yeah, i know you will."

something about taehyung that jeongguk could never escape was how concerned he always was. ever since they made up, he's been all over jeongguk whenever he acts slightly off. at least you could tell he cared.

the day passed as usual. the two of them watched tv, played video games and goofed around like normal.

however, when it got later and the pair were eating dinner together, jeongguk realised that he had to ask at some point.

they were sat in the living room, on the couch, eating pizza when taehyung spoke up.

"so, what was up with you earlier?" he asked before taking a bite.

"i- um... i dunno. it's kinda stupid." jeongguk replied, holding a slice of pizza and fiddling with it but not actually eating it.

"i don't care if it's stupid. you know you can tell me, i won't laugh." taehyung assured as he pushed jeongguk's food up to his mouth, encouraging him to eat.

after he finished chewing he replied, "it's not that i think you'll laugh it's just- i dunno, i feel like i'm being nervous for no reason."

"you're nervous? about what?" taehyung questioned.

"do you- uh..." jeongguk trailed off.

taehyung put his plate down and scooted closer to him, "do i what? it's fine, jeonnie. just ask me."

somehow taehyung coming closer made him even more nervous.

"i was just thinking a lot in the last couple days about... about you. well, about us, actually. and i realised that we've never actually been on a proper date before. all we do is hang out at eachother's houses and stuff. i just wanted to ask you if you wanted to go somewhere with me. like, a real date." jeongguk muttered, looking down still.

"why were you so nervous to ask? i'd love to." taehyung smiled, poking his cheek.

"i knew you'd say yes but, i dunno, i just didn't know what to say." he admitted, embarrassed.

"you could've screamed and called me a bitch while you asked me and i'd still say yes." taehyung sighed, leaning onto his shoulder.

"if i ever scream at you and call you a bitch, i give you full permission to break my heart and leave me. i think you know you deserve better than that." jeongguk snorted.

"but there's nothing better than you so where would i go?" taehyung asked.

"you're better than me. sometimes you don't need anyone else to go to. sometimes yourself can be enough." jeongguk answered.

"is yourself enough for you?" taehyung questioned.

"no. i don't think i'll ever be enough for me. but i have you, so i guess it doesn't matter. i hope that yourself if enough for you, though. but i hope you don't settle for only enough." he said.

"why?"

"because then there'd be no more room for me. and sometimes when i'm with you, myself sorta feels like enough for me."

~time skip~

"and so he was all like but i have you so i guess it doesn't matter. oh my fuck, i was screaming on the inside, you don't understand." taehyung was running around jimin's bedroom as the latter watched him fondly.

"he seriously loves you, yknow?" jimin said, smiling.

taehyung flopped onto the bed next to him with a sigh, "i know. i feel kinda conceited for being so sure that he loves me but i can't help it. i just know he does. i know he loves me and it's so amazing, jimin."

"don't feel bad. it's good to know you're loved." jimin assured honestly.

they lay like that for a while before jimin spoke up once more.

"did he say where you were going?" he asked.

"nope. he just said to dress nice so maybe it's a restaurant or something. i'm kinda scared, to be honest. i know that something like a fancy dinner would be out of his comfort zone. i hope he doesn't force himself to go through with it if he really doesn't want to." taehyung answered.

"you know jeongguk, tae. he's 100% thinking more about impressing you rather than his own mental health. he's always focussed on other people, especially you. even if he hates the idea of a fancy dinner, he's not gonna back down from it if he thinks you'll like it. he's in love with you, duh." jimin argued.

"yeah, i know, but i just don't want him to push himself too far. i would tell him that but i can't because if i bring up the dinner thing he might feel like it's less special since it's not a surprise anymore. i don't want him to feel bad about his idea just because i guessed it." taehyung pouted.

"well, i guess you're gonna have to deal with it." jimin poked him.

"i guess." taehyung sighed.

after a few seconds of silence, his face split into a huge smile once again.

"i have a fancy date with jeongguk." he simply said to himself, smiling bright enough to burn through paper.

"you're such a little dork." jimin laughed, pushing him away.

taehyung payed no mind to him and simply got up to jump up and down on jimin's bed.

"i have a date with jeongguk." he chanted over and over, jumping up and down continuously.

"ouch! you stepped on my ankle!"

meanwhile, with jeongguk...

he was currently in the living room, surrounded by yoongi, jiwoo, hoseok, seokjin and namjoon.

"you asked him on a date? like, a real date?!" yoongi screeched.

"yeah. a real date." jeongguk repeated for the seventh time in the past ten minutes.

"and you didn't ask us for help or at least warn us before hand?! we would've hyped you up!" hoseok shook him agressively.

"i wanted to do something on my own for once. i don't wanna build our relationship based on other people. that doesn't seem like the key to being a good couple." jeongguk shrugged, pushing hoseok off of him and onto the floor.

"ouchie!"

"wait- relationship? couple? did you finally ask him to be your boyfriend?" jiwoo asked.

"another thing you didn't tell us about!" yoongi screamed.

"yah! after all i've done for you! this is the thanks i get?" seokjin complained, being held back by namjoon before he pounced.

"i'm literally his brother! how could you both not say anythig?!" namjoon yelled.

"i didn't! he's not my boyfriend yet. the relationship talk was hypothetical." jeongguk explained.

"so he's not your boyfriend?" hoseok asked.

"no."

"do you want him to be?" jiwoo asked.

"would i have wasted the past several months in a fling with him and then told him i'm in love with him if i didn't want to eventually date him? you're asking dumbass questions now." jeongguk rolled his eyes with a slight laugh.

"when do you plan on asking him? to be your boyfriend, i mean." namjoon questioned.

"i mean, i dunno. if this date doesn't end in a dumpster fire then that would be a step in the right direction. hopefully it goes well. if it does then i'll try to take him out more often. i mean, we already spend loads of time in the house together so i guess i wanna experience us in a public setting that's not filled with alcohol and weed. not that i enjoy many public settings but, hey, sacrifices have to be made sometimes. if the next month or so goes well i'll definitely ask him." jeongguk explained.

"woah, you have a whole game plan, huh? guys, he's growing up." yoongi wiped a fake tear, getting up to hug him.

"nope, no! no hugs!" he denied but still got wrapped in yoongi's slender figure.

"cmon, guys!" hoseok ran over, joining the hug, shortly followed by jiwoo, seokjin and namjoon.

"you better take care of my baby brother." namjoon warned.

"i'll try. you might wanna stick around for that job, though, because i can barely take care of myself." jeongguk snorted.

and just like this, everything was at peace.

everything as it should be.

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•2189 words
•not edited or proof-read
•HEYYYYYYY GUYSSSSSS
•I'M NOT SICK ANYMORE HAHAHA
•to be honest, i thought this chapter would be out a lot later but it's actually coming out a lot sooner than then
•on my message board i said to give me around 1-2 weeks but it's only been a few days since then
•i have about 3 tonnes of homework to do tonight so i decided to finish this up as soon as i got home so that'd it be done and dusted
•i got a random urge to update the other day and here it is
•don't expect too much for the rest of this week tho :/
•maybe a "my little angel" update??? i have no idea
•anyways, i hope you enjoyeddddd
•STAY SAFE
•LOVE Y'ALL <333

peace out xoxo,

nixy.