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jeongguk kept looking back at the mirror over and over again.

do i look good enough?

i mean, it's a really nice restaurant so i have to look presentable but it's not like i'm meeting the queen of england. it's fancy but i don't wanna over-do it.

"dude, it's fine. you look great. stop worrying so much." yoongi told him, immediately noticing his doubts.

"i don't want it to be just fine. i want it to be perfect." jeongguk huffed, running a hand through his hair in frustration.

his long black locks were slicked back while an assortment of silver jewelry decorated his ears, neck and hands.

jeongguk's outfit:
(he has the jewelry that i mentioned too)

this evening was the evening.

jeongguk was finally taking taehyung out on that date.

you know when you make plans with someone, thinking it's a good idea, but then when the day actually comes you regret ever even asking?

that was jeongguk right now.

it's not that he didn't want to go on a date with taehyung, it's just that he was overthinking every possible detail that could fuck it up.

"and it will be perfect. the only way it won't be is if you keep overthinking. if you believe that you're gonna mess up then you actually will mess up." yoongi said.

"if you say so, yoongs."

meanwhile, with taehyung...

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!"

he was currently screaming the house down.

"jesus, taehyung please SHUT UP!" jimin covered his ears.

he was running around screaming even though he had about an hour to get ready.

"AHHHHH- ouch!"

jimin had thrown a shoe at him.

"can you calm the fuck down?" jimin asked, exhausted.

"i can't, jimin! it's our first date!" taehyung yelled, shaking jimin back and forth.

"yeah, the first date that you have only an hour to get ready for. he's gonna be on his way in like forty minutes." jimin deadpanned as taehyung shook him violently.

that's when taehyung dropped jimin immediately and ran into his walk-in closet.

"i have no idea what to wear, oh fuck! why didn't you calm me down earlier, jimin?!" taehyung screamed.

"this is why i don't do nice things for people." jimin mumbled to himself, getting up to help taehyung choose an outfit.

once he made his way over to taehyung, he spoke up.

"okay so it needs to be formal but not like you're at a press conference. he told you to be fancy, not like you're a ceo." jimin advised.

"are we going super expensive, super slutty short dress? or are we going sleek suit?" taehyung asked seriously, holding up two contrasting pieces of clothing.

"it depends what your goal is by the end of the night." jimin replied, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.

taehyung flushed, "i- i mean, i dunno. i'm not trying to have sex with him or anything! but i still wanna look hot."

it was a hard thing for taehyung to see himself in a sexual way.

don't get me wrong, he knew he was stunning.

he was an absolute bombshell and he knew that.

that being said, he always saw himself as cute, pretty, beautiful even. however, he didn't think he was capable of being sexy.

whenever he was in photoshoots and the photographer asked for that kind of vibe, he never really knew what to do with himself.

"okay so sexy but not too slutty. formal but not business-like. are we going feminine or masculine today?" jimin asked, knowing that taehyung liked to switch it up a lot.

some days he felt pretty where other days he felt handsome. sometimes he felt delicate while other days he felt bold.

he didn't see anything wrong with that.

he'd been that way since he was little. one minute he was begging his parents for toys that they used to tell him were "for girls" (they still bought them anyway, though) then the next minute he was wrestling in the mud with his older brother.

at school, he'd wear a skirt to his classes and then play football with the other boys afterwards.

he'd never really been a person who can decide easily. people always told him to pick a side but he didn't want to.

if you asked taehyung to pick between blue and pink, he'd tell you he preferred purple.

he liked it that way.

he hummed, "i dunno. i'm not sure what he'd want to see me in."

"i'm sure jeongguk could see you in a trash bag and still tell you that you're beautiful." jimin snorted.

"i know, but..." taehyung trailed off.

"don't dress for him, dress for you. and if you really want to dress for jeongguk then don't think about what he'd like to see you tonight, think about the way you want him to see you tonight." jimin said.

taehyung nodded thoughtfully.

~flashback~

"new outfit! you like it?" taehyung smiled, doing a little spin.

he was wearing a red dress and a black jacket. the dress was a silky material and the outfit made him look strong, sophisticated.

"you look hot, first of all. second of all, that outfit makes you look incredibly important (which you are)." jeongguk replied.

taehyung blushed, "important?"

"yeah. like you hold the secret to eternal beauty or something. or like you can turn men to stone. you look all mysterious and powerful." jeongguk elaborated.

~back to the present~

that's how taehyung wanted to look.

powerful.

"something silky. something dark. something sophisticated. like i'm a model for saint laurent in a vogue magazine." taehyung said, rummaging through his clothes.

"ooo, i'm liking this vibe." jimin agreed.

~time skip~

jeongguk rolled his head in a circle, jogging on the spot. he punched the air a few times and took a deep breath.

"okay, i'm doing it." he said to himself, pressing the doorbell before he could second-guess himself.

"hello there, jeon." jimin greeted as he opened the door.

"hello there, park. or should i say kardashian?" jeongguk replied.

"cmon in, taehyung is almost ready. late as usual." jimin said.

"i expected nothing less." jeongguk chuckled.

jeongguk and jimin made small talk for a while until they heard taehyung's voice from the top of the stairs.

"i'm ready." he sang.

taehyung's outfit:

and this fur thingy ⤵️

(a/n: i had so many inspo pictures with black silk dresses but none of them had the fur and i really wanted it so yeah, i had to improvise by adding two pictures and getting you guys to use your imagination. taehyung is giving emo marilyn monroe without the boobs.)

"woah..." jeongguk said.

"woah indeed!" jimin screeched.

taehyung walked down the stairs with confidence and grace but, as soon as he reached the bottom and met eyes with jeongguk, he felt himself melting hopelessly.

he had never ever seen jeongguk in anything so formal. seeing him in a suit and tie with his long hair slicked back (omg he actually styled his hair?!) was making taehyung swoon so hard.

he was snapped out of his daze when jeongguk pulled him into a hug, "you look unreal."

"you don't look so bad yourself." taehyung blushed.

jeongguk awkwardly handed him a bouquet of white roses and taehyung took them with a beaming smile, kissing jeongguk's cheek, "thank you."

jimin gently took the flowers from him, going to put them in a vase in the kitchen.

"did i already tell you that you looked unreal?" jeongguk asked.

"you did." taehyung flushed.

"well, consider it a reminder." jeongguk said, taking in the other's appearance.

breathtaking to say the absolute least.

jeongguk held him by his waist and taehyung leaned his forehead on the other's, looking at him shyly.

"you two are cute and all but you kinda need to go if you wanna be on time to your reservation." jimin ushered them to the door.

they looked over to jimin who looked even more excited than either of them.

he pushed them out with a big smile, "have fun, kids!"

the two chuckled at his antics and made their way to the car.

jeongguk awkwardly opened the car door for him and taehyung laughed, "thank you, kind sir."

once jeongguk was in the car, he let out a deep breath.

"you alright?" taehyung asked, resting his hand on jeongguk's thigh.

jeongguk took his hand in his own, "yeah, i'm good. just nervous, that's all. what about you? you're fidgeting."

"first date jitters." taehyung replied with a happy smile.

seeing that smile on taehyung's face made jeongguk even more determined not to mess this up.

~at the restaurant~

when they got to the restaurant, taehyung was in awe.

he was used to going to fancy restaurants because of how successful his brother was and because his modelling career had taken off in the past months. however, something about the fact that jeongguk brought him here made the place feel even more extravagant: magical, even.

the place was insanely high up which gave a beautiful view of the glowing city below while the lighting inside was dim yet warm and romantic.

"it's beautiful." taehyung smiled, hugging jeongguk's bicep and leaning his head on his shoulder.

"i'm glad you like it because i was panicking. it's not too much?" he asked.

"no, it's perfect." taehyung smiled.

thank fuck. jeongguk rejoiced internally.

"good evening, you two. have you made a reservation?" a young lady at the front desk gave them a polite smile.

"uh, y-yeah. jeon jeongguk for 6:30." he stuttered.

his nerves were showing clear as day and he hated it.

"ah yes, i see. table for two, right?" the woman said, looking up at them after flicking through her organiser for a few seconds.

"yes please." taehyung smiled softly.

once they'd sat down, jeongguk huffed out a deep sigh.

"so, what're you thinking of drinking?" jeongguk asked.

"hm, not sure. maybe a glass of rosé since i'm feeling fancy." taehyung suggested.

"alcohol: that sounds like a good idea right about now." jeongguk chuckled, running a stressed hand through his hair.

"i agree." taehyung giggled.

he'd been so busy with working lately; so many different brands and modelling agencies were reaching out to him recently. everything had been so hectic but now, at a nice restaurant with the boy of his dreams, was his time to unwind.

"work been crazy?" jeongguk questioned.

"yeah." taehyung sighed, resting his head on his palm as he gazed at jeongguk.

he noticed that although jeongguk seemed calm and appeared as if he was giving him all his attention, that wasn't really the case.

jeongguk fingers tapped the table and fiddled with the cutlery incessantly and his eyes trailed around the room shakily as if he felt like everyone was looking at him even though they really weren't.

this upset taehyung because he knew that jeongguk was stepping so far out of his comfort zone just to impress him but failed to realise that taehyung loved him regardless of how many expensive places he took him to.

they'd ordered their drinks, jeongguk being a stuttering mess throughout, and an older couple next to them began to give them a funny look.

neither of the boys could tell if they were looking at them because of jeongguk's obvious anxious behaviour or because of the way taehyung was dressed but, either way, they were looking and whispering.

taehyung looked and jeongguk and immediately realised that he had noticed their stares and was currently overthinking it.

taehyung reached over and grabbed his shaking hand.

"jeongguk, calm down. breath." he said softly, caressing jeongguk's leg with his foot under the table.

"i'm fine." he assured but it was an evident lie.

eventually their drinks came and they ordered their starters. once those arrived at the table, taehyung had finally had enough.

jeongguk wasn't acting like jeongguk.

for the whole twenty-five minutes that they'd been here, he was acting like a completely different person.

he was so stiff and anxious that it was making things awkward.

"jeongguk, are you sure you're okay?"

"i told you, i'm fine tae." he replied quickly.

"no you're not. yknow, you don't have to act all proper just because we're sitting somewhere expensive. just be yourself like how you normally are with me and chill out. i don't care if all the snobby rich people look at us weird." taehyung said, stroking the back of his hand with his thumb.

"it's just- i- i want this to be perfect." jeongguk muttered.

"i'm in love with jeongguk; the actual jeongguk. it won't be perfect if i feel like i'm sitting opposite from a completely different person." taehyung admitted.

jeongguk often wondered what good deeds he did in his past life to deserve an angel like taehyung.

"i feel like i'm suffocating in here." jeongguk wiped the sweat from his forehead.

taehyung reached over and loosened his tie slightly, "just enjoy our time here, don't worry about anyone else. it's our first date, not theirs."

when their food came, taehyung took a bite and immediately groaned in delight.

"you have got to try this." taehyung insisted, bringing his fork up to jeongguk who gladly ate from it.

"oooo, yum."

somewhere in the midst of feeding eachother and giggling like teenage girls, they'd started a mini food fight.

taehyung threw a little piece of lettuce at jeongguk who faked a gag, "ew leaves!"

taehyung cackled, "it's salad, not leaves."

"last time i checked, lettuce and kale plants have leaves." jeongguk stated matter-of-factly.

"yeah but you make it sound like i'm eating rabbit food." taehyung argued.

"you are eating rabbit food, though." jeongguk raised a brow.

"you're more of a rabbit than me." taehyung insisted.

"fine, we can both be rabbits." jeongguk settled.

"rabbits are cute. we can be a cute little rabbit family." taehyung poked his nose.

"you know what else rabbits do aside from eating leaves?" jeongguk asked.

"what?"

"they fuck. they fuck all the time. literally 24/7 sex." jeongguk answered bluntly.

taehyung flushed bright red and kicked him under the table, "oh my gosh, jeongguk! everyone's staring!"

"i thought you didn't care about the snobby rich people, taehyung." jeongguk teased.

"you're so annoying." taehyung snorted, stilk flustered from jeongguk's forwardness.

and so they ended up having fun on their date, even when the important rich people gave them dirty looks and stared at them in utter confusion.

and when the end of the night came, jeongguk dropped taehyung back home and the kiss he gave him had taehyung reeling.

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•HEY OMG
•IT'S BEEN 9372 YEARS WOW
•finally a damn update
•it's pretty late but that's because i had to go out shopping today which i didn't expect so excuse me for that
•BUT AT LEAST IT'S HERE!!!!
•i don't really have much to say other than school sucks and so does having a cold
•STAY SAFE!
•love you all <333

peace out xoxo,

nixy.