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"I'm digging my own grave."

Elizabeth Decker,

I came to a stop outside the rusty old gates, the wind pushed around. The small ding made me jump out of my skin.

"Girl you been in gun fights. You been held at gunpoint but the graveyard is where you draw the line?" I talked to myself, throwing my head back as I gripped the steering wheel.

"Woman the fuck up Elizabeth." I said to myself preparing my body for a fight. I grabbed the brick phone telling me that I need to use the shovel by the gate and to go Mary Jane's grave.

Lord forgive me.

I walked slowly towards the gate as it creaked for its life, it was almost nine and the sun had set and it was completely dark.

"You got this. You got this." I whispered over and over in my head as I grabbed the shovel to use as a weapon just in case my paranoid ass was going to get jumped by Casper the friendly ghost. I picked my pace up to Mary's grave. God what is it with you playing with my life. 

"First you get me into the mafia now you want me to piss of the souls here as if I didn't have enough problems." I muttered under my breath digging Mary's grave.

I hope she was in a coffin or something and they were on top of it. I heard a shuffle as I pulled the shovel out.

"Whoever's there I'm not fucking messing. So come out or something." It could have just been my imagination. Or it could have been some serial killer who lurks in forests and kidnaps grave diggers. After seconds of silence, I saw something in the ground.  I dropped to my knees and began digging the dirt off with my bare hands. Please let her be in a coffin. Please let her be in a coffin. My heart began pounding in my eardrums. 

Lighting stroke out, making me yelp. Lord what the fuck did I get myself into. I felt my dirt ridden fingers touch something solid. Its the drugs! I began digging the dirt away faster as something white began to form.

 COCAINE YES! Just as I pulled the last bit of dirt away I screamed as Marys eyes locked into mine. Her eyes screamed the soul out of me as I crawled backwards wanting to get away from her as quickly as I can.

No no no. She is dead right? Why the hell isn't she in a coffin. Oh my god she must have died recently. Otherwise...it would have only been her bones. I bite my cheek as I looked back at her soulless body the bag of drugs were right there in her hands. Oh god...they must have killed her.

They must have killed her, oh god. I'm going to end up like her. This is Salvador's message that if I step out of like this will become my fate. I wont even get the courtesy of a coffin like Mary, and the bugs will eat my body to the bone. 

Okay just grab the bag and go deliver it so you can be done with this shit. I yanked that shit out of Marys hand not giving the courtesy to cover her back up as I ran out of the cemetery to the car. I opened the doors and threw myself inside locking them behind me as of course a metal door is gonna stop Mary and her ghost of haunting me.

I turned the light on to see a cockroach was crawling on the bag. I threw the bag in the passengers seat and jumped banging my head on the roof as I began punching the inside of the car making the car horn go off multiple times.

"DIE YOU MOTHERFUCKER GO BACK TO MARY!" I screamed kicking into the passengers seat and the door, leaving mud all over the car. After about making sure there were bits of cockroach were all over the passenger area I stopped waiting to see if anything else wanted to move. 

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After delivering the drugs I was about half way back to the hell hole. This car kept tailing me and I felt bile rise up to my throat what if whoever got the drugs wasn't happy they were covered in cockroach bits and they came back to send a message?

Honestly I looked about as much as a serial killer right now. I was covered in mud and my hair was dripping water onto the leather seats that were in a much worse looking condition then I want. The car had been tailing me for the last five minutes and I didn't have the fuel to go fast and furious on his ass. I didn't even know If I was going to made it back at this rate. I was only an hour out but I only had enough fuel to go on for another what thirty-twenty minutes.

The car sped in front of me, and began to slow down. Oh god I knew it. I knew it. This is how I'm going to die. I don't even look good. I need to tell him I want to go in a casket because I don't know how Mary can make friends with those cockroaches. 

I began to slow down but I honestly did consider, driving off like a mad man.

I pulled to a stop on the side of the road. The wipers were doing double the time, with the heavy rain descending down as if someone had pissed of Zeus. I was giving further confirmation when lighting stroke out, as a man came out of the car and walked towards mine. He knocked on my window as I just simply stared. He was in uniform.

He was a police officer. This. This was my ticket to freedom. I can get out and go save those girls in the dens. I could take down the mafia. I could get out right now. I rolled down my window.

"Miss your driving an unmarked car. You don't have a plate number." He said slowly looking inside the car to see the mess it was. His hand rested on the gun that I knew was strapped to his holster. I could tell him everything right now. I could get out of this hell hole and go on the vacation.

Even I was shocked at what came out of my mouth next. 

"N-no I-" I began stuttering as I sobbed my eyes out wiping the back of my muddy hand on my cheek as the tears began to drop down like waterfall. He looked as shocked as I felt. He leaned into my window to try to comfort me as I grabbed his sleeve shirt wiping my nose with it. I think I saw him cringe as I held on to the sleeve shirt of his uniform.

"My boyfriend just cheated on me, and oh g-god. I g-grabbed his fri-iends c-car and I j-just drove off." I sobbed even harder blowing my nose into his sleeve shirt as he desperately tried to yank his arm away.

"And god she was my best friend! I didn't even believe  it! Can y-you believe it?" He shook his head, looking frantic.

"I'm sorry I understand this isn't a good time. Just this time Imma let you go off with a warning. Have a nice night!" He practically ran back to his unmarked car as well as I giggled wiping the dirt of my cheek. 

I pulled down the small mirror dabbing my eyes out as I checked myself out.

Yep still a boss bitch.

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