You played god


I sit alone, head down in this dark room

Can someone please come and help me soon

Because I remember everything and rips me apart, every night

And I seem to have lost the will to fight


What about me was so wrong,

Was I the beast all along,

Tell me because I could not see,

Why couldn't you just tell me who you wanted me to be,


You brought me to my knees

Stripped me of my reverie


You played god with a child

And told everyone I was wild

All the blood I've shed and you still don't see

Everything you took from me

All the tears had been for nothing,

There is nothing left for me to give


And you don't see me

You will never see,

What I could've achieved

If only you believed


You watched me die, holding a smirk upon your face

Watched me make the scars I embraced


You played god with a child


Is this what you wanted,

How glorious you must feel


What could I have done,

I have asked myself for so long

But you saw no wrong in your deeds

And left me to bleed


I was only a child, innocence pumped through my veins

But you didn't stop until nothing remained


I remember everything, unlike you.

I had no idea what to do

And the river, crimson it poured

And I was bound

By the pain, the blood

And it all was for nothing


I was still broken

And though your deeds seemed forgotten,

I kept them, every feeling, every stroke I edged between

And I knew they wouldn't be seen

They were my salvation and became my god

Hoping that someday I'd forget


But I couldn't for the scars ran deep

And the seeds of my sorrow I waited to reap

They still haunt me

Whispers what I should have been


But you did teach me one thing,

How to be a better beast than you


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