I sit alone, head down in this dark room
Can someone please come and help me soon
Because I remember everything and rips me apart, every night
And I seem to have lost the will to fight
What about me was so wrong,
Was I the beast all along,
Tell me because I could not see,
Why couldn't you just tell me who you wanted me to be,
You brought me to my knees
Stripped me of my reverie
You played god with a child
And told everyone I was wild
All the blood I've shed and you still don't see
Everything you took from me
All the tears had been for nothing,
There is nothing left for me to give
And you don't see me
You will never see,
What I could've achieved
If only you believed
You watched me die, holding a smirk upon your face
Watched me make the scars I embraced
You played god with a child
Is this what you wanted,
How glorious you must feel
What could I have done,
I have asked myself for so long
But you saw no wrong in your deeds
And left me to bleed
I was only a child, innocence pumped through my veins
But you didn't stop until nothing remained
I remember everything, unlike you.
I had no idea what to do
And the river, crimson it poured
And I was bound
By the pain, the blood
And it all was for nothing
I was still broken
And though your deeds seemed forgotten,
I kept them, every feeling, every stroke I edged between
And I knew they wouldn't be seen
They were my salvation and became my god
Hoping that someday I'd forget
But I couldn't for the scars ran deep
And the seeds of my sorrow I waited to reap
They still haunt me
Whispers what I should have been
But you did teach me one thing,
How to be a better beast than you
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