All my life I've procrastinated talking about this
Pretended it didn't exist
I didn't want you to know
So I pit on this show

I learned from the start
It just hurts when you have a heart

But I've come to this crossroads today
No one was there to tell me it was okay
I was alone, suffocated by my own lies
I fell to my knees and screamed at the sky
I couldn't do it anymore
I fought and I didn't know what for

I didn't want the world to know
I didn't want you to go
I always said I was okay but I never was
I lied because I thought I must

I just.. I couldn't breath the words
It wouldn't ever be the same
I wanted to forget and in doing that,
The darkness came
Raining down on me
Turned me into something I didn't want to be

And now there comes a moment every once in a while
That takes me back to that lonely child
A facade I cant wash away
It haunts me everyday
How I let her down because I was scared
I wish there was something I could've said
But after all, she will remain dead.