Warning:Self harm,sadness,abuse,sexual harrassment, murder,and attempted suicide,

I am also going to be your older sister in this.Well your adopted older sister.

If you are sensitive to any of these things please DO NOT READ!!! I am not ready to get sewed.

And I know I keep making the Edd ones to deep into thought.But don't judge I only do that just because!

Enjoy~
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Your P.O.V

Hi.My name is (Y/N). (Y/N) (L/N).I'm a 24 year old Male who has depression.I am currently in england.I used to live with my parents when I was younger but I ran away from home.The only reason I did was because of the horrible life I was living.I wanted to get away from it all.My abusive father,and My slutty mother. They were the main reason our family was falling apart.

Flashback

The only person I could trust were my closest friends and my sister.That's all.My sister was always the one trying to protect me.She always tryed to keep an argument from starting.She always smiled no matter what was being thrown at her.She never let anyone break her walls down.

As was never picked on and was very popular at school. Although she never cared about popularity.She only cared about me and her school work.Nothing else.She hated that I was being bullied and hated by the teachers.She even convinced the principle to put her in all of my classes to make sure I wasn't picked on.

She was the best sister a brother could ask for.She never excepted invitations if I wasn't invited.That was because she knew what our parents did to me.She still stayed popular.Until one day.

She got very upset at one of the bullies that picked on me. When we went to the auditorium she told the entire school her plan.She said:"If I see anyone picking on my little brother.I will start cutting myself.And I don't care if people will see my cuts.Because I want you all to see how close I am to dying."

The whole school was very shook at this.At first they didn't think that my sister would do it.They thought she was to pure.The bullying continued as I was pushed and shoved and thrown onto the floor.The bullies laughed as they walked away.I stood up and limped pass all the nasty glares shot at me.

Next thing you know I was stopped by one of the popular girls.She said:"We all know you made your sister make that speech so we could stop bullying you."She said.She just shot me another nasty glare and walked away from me.I made my way to the nurse's office.She cleaned up the blood on my cheek and bandaged it.She rapped bandages around my other wounds.

She then told me that they should heal by the end of the day since they weren't as harsh as the others I've had.I threw my hoodie on and went to finish the rest of the classes I had.

After all the classes

As soon as my last class was done.I quickly sprinted to the lockers to get my stuff in and out of my locker.I put all but my science work book in there.We had an project to do.I choose a simple one about the plants.I then got a text from one of the bullies that said:Hey do my project for me.I thought about it.We only had one week starting Monday on this project.

I wasn't going to be capable of this.I need all week to work on this.If I don't do mine I'll fail.I texted back:No I can't.Do it yourself.I waited for my phone to start blowing up with insults but it didn't.For once it wasn't vibrating.I felt a wave of happiness pass through my body.But that didn't last long.

My head made a hard encounter with the locker in front of me.My head was slammed against it 2 more times before it stopped.I fell on the floor and looked up.The bully just looked at me."This is why you dont dis me.But I'll spare just because I'm nice.And I got someine else to do my homework for me."He walked away and left me on the floor.

I shakey stood up and limped over to the bathroom.I didn't feel like bothering the nurse.I looked into the mirror and saw my wounds.Blood was dripping from my forehead onto my clothes.I kind of looked like Sally from Creepypasta. Except older and I'm a boy.I lifted my bangs up and looked at the cause of the blood.It was a very large head wound.

I washed my face and looked back into the mirror.I reached into my pocket and found a band aid.It wasn't big enough but it'll stop the bleeding.I put it on and went out to the yard.I walked to the gates and saw no cars.Of course.I turned to start walking.I felt hands wrap around me.My sister.She's the only one who shows any affection to me.

She walked next to me and we started walking home together.It was about 3:56PM.We walked until I felt light headed and passed out.

Later

I woke up to my room.It wasn't the best looking room but it was comfy.I put my hand to my head and felt the bandages on my head.My clothes were different too.My sister walked in.She was holding a bowl of (F/S) soup.She had a smile on her face and cuts on her arms.She walked towards me.She sat on the edge of my bed and pu her hand on mine and held it.

"How are you feeling?"She asked.I responded with fine.She gave me the bowl and a spoon.I took it and thanked her for making it.Me and her both heard my Mothers voice calling her.She stood up and walked over to the door.She glanced back at me before going to 'see' our mom.

After I had finished the soup.My sister came back in.She suggested to help me with my project.I agreed.

Days later

As days passed I became worryed for my sister.She still is cutting herself.She hasn't been taking care of herself.I want to help but she pushes me away.One day when I came home from school I saw my dad screaming at my sister.Her neck was covered in hickeys.She was all sweaty.I saw my mom walk into the room.My dad took his attention to his wife and stomped over to her."Have you been messing around with my doll?!"I yelled loudly.

"What gives you the right to call her yours.She grabbed my sister and kissed her.I just stood there shocked.Feeling anger boiling in my veins."Stop!"I screamed.Everyone looked over at me.I looked at my sister and had a full on argument with my parents.Screaming,fighting,hitting,and crying.Those were all the emotions I could feel right then and there.I've never had the courage to do something like that in my life.

This soon became a routine.Everyone when we came back.We were yelled at and beaten.But we always fought back.One day the neighbors overheard all the fighting.They opened our door since we forgot to lock it and they our parents calling us names and what not.The neighbors ended up calling the police getting out parents arrested. After more days of cutting my sister couldn't take it any more.She ended up hanging herself on my birthday.The day that she came home.She had set up a party and everything.But I lost her.

I was shocked.The only person I cared about was gone.That night I cried my eyes out.I told everyone at school it was suicide.She had hung herself like she said she would.I felt very guilty.I then did what I had to do.I dad's credit card and packed my stuff.I went to the airport to buy a plane ticket.The next day I waited for the days to pass.

Then it was time to go.I waited until it was midnight.I grabbed my stuff and ran.I made it to the airport where I was taken away.I didn't care where I was going.As long as I was getting away from my parents who were coming back home soon.As the plane loaded their last set of passengers.I looked out of the window one last time.I know I'm ready to do this.

I looked to my left to see a young lady.She had brown hair with black tips.She looked about 21 or so.I stared at her.She noticed me and smiled.I just looked at her not even smiling back.She placed her hand in my hand and asked me what was wrong.I told her my sister committed Suiside on my birthday a while ago.She was very understanding and even gave me her number.She told me her name was Kattie.I told her my name.

The next day

We arrived in England.As me and Kattie were grabbing our stuff and walking out I was asked were my parents were since I was to young.I didn't say anything when Kattie told them that I was with her.As time went on I learned more about her.She was so nice to me.We lived in the nice little one story house to call our own I went to school and she went to work.

This became our routine until I became 20.I was old enough to move out.She was so nice and was happy for me.I moved out but we still stayed in touch.I started cutting myself and no one but her knew about it.I was moving in with a few guys that were okay excepting me into there home.

Back to reality

I was sitting in my room hugging my knees.Kattie came over and had just told the guys my secret about cutting.I was so mad.I'm still crying still letting the pain roll down my face.I didn't want anyone to know.I wanted to be the one who told them.But now I can't.

I heard a knocking on my door.It was Edd.I knew the sweet voice he has is enough to melt all your worries away,his eyes are so brown they are so clean.His dark brown hair leaves me shaking when it blows in the wind.I wish he didn't have to find out.I then heard the knock again but loud.I know Edd wasn't going to rest until I come out so I did.

I opened the door and was immediately hugged by the Edd right in front of me.I hugged back and started crying.Edd let me go and looked into my (E/C) eyes.I stared back at him my cheeks getting warmer and warmer from how close we were.Edd then brought me into my room and sat me down on the bed.He asked me to remove my shirt and I did.Edd was the only person who could read me like a book.

He looked at all the scars,cuts,and marks that were left on my body from past occurrences.He then put his hand on mine and cupped my cheek."Everything's okay now.Don't worry I'm here now."He said.I started to calm down.He then hugged a second time and he kissed my forehead.I blush and he laughed at me.And I laughed with him.I actually found someone to care about like my sister did.

I'm happy about that.

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Finally I'm done with this one sorry if there any errors.I also had school like we all do.And yeah I'm going to try and update as much as I can so I'm not considered slouching off or else.

I'm also going to try to make this alot quicker and make them more better.If you know what I mean.I'll try and update.

The next story that's likely to come next is Red leader x Captured reader part 2 sorry if that one that's coming out is taking a whike but yeah that all.

Word count:1961

Thanks for reading!

AdinaAnime out~