CHAPTER 40

WARNING: may have the use of fowl language and sensitive subjects, may also have typos and grammar errors. Read at your own risk. Enjoy.~

(Edd's)

Me and Kevin were still driving.
It was a long way to Calgary from where we live.

I can't believe he's doing this! I can't believe he would go as far as to kidnap me, and take me away from everything I once knew and everyone I hold dear.

The first chance I get I'm making a run for it. Yes I can't move fast, yes I'm still in my night clothes, and yes I have to money for transit. But I have my will power and determination. And my adrenaline for the fear I have that Kevin wasn't kidding when he said that he may murder me if I defy him.

I have to wait for a good time, when he's away from me.

Maybe when he stops the car, maybe when we get to the apartment I can escape in the night. Or maybe someone shall find me and I will be rescued. Any chance I get I'm running far away from Kevin, and calling the police on Kevin for kidnaping me and threatening my life and safety.

I don't think he is 'ok in the head', he seams to be suffering from some kind of delusion. As if he is living in some world where there are no authority figures, laws, or even rules. He seams to not know that what he is doing is wrong, illegal and can end him up in juvenile detention, maybe even real prison. He is only sixteen, doubt they will be too harsh on him, but what he is doing to me is a serious matter. He has me abducted and locked in the back of a moving van.

I really hope he realizes that he can't force me to have romantic feelings for him.

(Eddy's p.o.v)

I sat with the tracker on Marie's phone in my hand, whiles she drove the car I rented.

"Marie, this is my car, I'm supposed to be driving."

"Ok one, it's a rented car, you own nothing. Two, I'm a better driver, and three, I have trust issues, I won't be in a car if it's not me at the steering wheel."

I slouched back down in my seat. We have been fallowing then for hours, the little red dot is still moving.

"So, meat head, where does it look like there heading?" She asked. She's really starting to get on my nerves. How am I supposed to work with her on find Edd, if we can barely keep out selves from clawing at each other's throats?!

"Uh, I looks like there heading west to..Alberta?"

"Alberta? Mr.Nutsforbrains is taking MY baby boy to Alberta?"

I glared at her for a good minute.

"...he's my baby boy, not yours!" I grumbled under breathe.

"Yeah whatever". She said under her breathe.m

"What was that?" I barked at her.

"Well, you see, I loved him longer, so therefore he is MY baby boy."

"What's that's not true?!? It doesn't work that way!"

"Does too!"

"Hey, I thought you were OVER Double D!"

"I am, I just..love him in a different way now. 'Is all..." She said softly.

No one else spoke a word for another half an hour, Marie was the first to break the silence again.

"You know Eddy, just because you're Edd's boyfriend now, doesn't mean your the only one who cares about him."

"I know that..."

"OH YEAH! Because you don't act, like you do!" She raised her voice. "Even though Edd's parents don't give a shit about him, I do!"

"What're you yapping 'bout Kanker! Edd's parents care about him!"

"OH REALLY? Is that so? If, they really cared about him, then maybe they would take time off their 'busy schedules' to see their son."

"......" I had nothing to say.

"If they really cared about him, then maybe they would accepted he was gay."

"What're you talking about Marie? Edd's parents only found out he was gay recently when he was in the hospital! So how would you know? You weren't around to see!"

"Au contraire, mom ami."

"......?" Since when does she speak French?

"Edd came out to his parents, right after he himself accepted the fact that he was gay. His parents didn't approve. Said that it was unacceptable, and they refuse to believe that their one and only son was gay! Said that if the next time they saw him, he didn't have a girl, then he was nothing to them."

What? Why didn't he tell me all of this? I thought he told me everything.

"When he 'came out ' at the hospital, they must've saw that he, in fact, did not have a girl, and 'disobeyed them'."

I had nothing to say..

"AH HAH! I got you there! You now know that I'm right, and you're a pice if shit boyfriend."

Maybe she's right, I am a piece of shit boyfriend. Edd deserves much better than me. When I get him back, I'm gonna make sure I treat him like a god.

(Edd's p.o.v)

The car finally stopped.

"Why are we stopping?" I said dryly.

"We're almost out of gas, be back in a bit, ok baby?"

I nodded not looking at him.

I looked out the window, we were in fact, at a gas station.

Now is your chance Eddward! Make a run for it!! Now!

I looked out the window and waited until he. He were out of sight.

Then, I carefully unlocked the doors, and opened it. I looked through the gas station window to make sure he was looking when he payed for the gas.

He wasn't looking. Then, I BURSTED out if the car and sprinted as fast as my skinny little legs would allow me. I was getting awkward stairs, but I didn't care. I was getting far away from Kevin no matter what.

About five minutes of running at my top speed, I heard the sounds of running footsteps behind me. I started to panic and run faster, but I couldn't. My lugs were burning, my feet were aching, I had a sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I could barely breathe. My body was telling me to stop, but my mind was telling me to keep going.

"Edd! Stop! You can't run away from me!"

I ignored Kevin, and kept running.

He sounded very close to me and I started to panic. In fact, I think I was having some sort of anxiety attack!

I started freaking out and I felt so nauseas, I guess the feeling was too much for me because I collapsed. I noticed that where I fell was near the woods.

Then Kevin caught up to me and grabbed me.

"Thought you could get away from me so easy?"

I kept on shaking like a leaf.

He lifted my chin up to face him.

" you've been a very naughty boy Edd" he said in a dark and eerie tone of voice.

"You deserve to be punished" the way he said that made me fear for my life. "But, since I love you, I will let it slide just this once."

(Time skip)

Before I even knew what happened Kevin's van was parked in the middle of the woods. And I was being thrown in the back seat. I couldn't scream, I couldn't move.

He tied my up with a rope to ensure that I wouldn't escape again. And duck taped my mouth shut to ensure that I wouldn't cry out for help, or talk back to him.

This is all hopeless.

I'm a goner, no ones going to help me, Eddy has no way of getting to me, and I'm in the hands of a schizophrenic maniac.

Why did I even bother trying to get away from him? Why did I think I could?

He's big, and I'm small.

He's strong, and I'm weak.

He's powerful, and I'm useless.

Why did I think I stand a chance against Kevin?

He always gets his way, no ones going to say no to him, or put him in his place. And now it's too late. He's too far gone to reason with.

Eddy, I know you can't here me right now, but I really need you.

Welp, that's all for now! I probably won't update again until next weekend, or unless I get some free time. I hope you enjoyed this. Make sure to comment and vote.