CHAPTER 26

Hey guys!! I'm back!!

Did you guys miss me??

Eh, of course you didn't, but I'm back any ways! Sorry if this chapter isn't great but no one left me much ideas in the comments so....yeah..

Oh! And also, that song above has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with this chapter! I just wanted to know if it was just me that thinks that it sounds EXTREMELY similar to the song ' Fancy' by Iggy. It's called ' It's show time' ft Robyn Johnson. That's the real name dispite what the lyrics say. It doesn't sound the same, it just sounds kinda similar to me, just like the beginning and the style of the singing.

* WARNING!: this chapter has some swearing in it! But you should have realized that by now!

Enjoy!

( No ones p.o.v )

The light shown through Edd's bedroom window hitting the older teen directly in his eyes. He opened his eyes, instantly covering them with his hand.

"Mother f*cker!" He said under his breathe.

" That shits bright!"

(Wow, what a great way to start the chapter)

He rolled over only to find the smaller teen curled up against his side, with his arms wrapped around his slender frame. A grin slowly spread across his face. Last night he kissed Edd......... Though it was only on the nose, but still!!

He didn't pull away, or freak out. Which had to be a good sign, right?

Eddy watched as the younger teen started to stir and squirm around in his arms.

He let out a quiet yawn and rubbed his eyes.

He looked up at Eddy with his eye lids only opened partially.

"Morning Eddy"

He looked so adorable all curled up in his arms. Eddy could barily contain his exitment. For years he had wanted to be able to wake up with Edd in his arms. And now, that was a reality.

Except for one minor detail.

They weren't dating.

And Edd wasn't even aware of Eddy's feelings towards him.

Eddy knew that he couldn't keep his feelings a secret for too much longer. One, because for whatever reason he feels like he's lying to Edd by not telling him the truth.

And two, its killing him inside. Its like the one thing he really wants is so close, and yet, so far.

" Morning Sockhead~"

" Must you continue to call me that?"

" What? Sockhead?"

" Yes.."

" Why? What's wrong with calling you that? I've called you that for years and you've never complained before."

" Yes, but....."

" If not sockhead, then what? What other nickname suits you. Einstein? Brainiac? Beanie babies....."

" Never mind..."

" OK, sockhead it is!"

Edd rolled his eyes and let out a deep sigh. He rolled out of bed walking away.

" What? Is it something I said?"

Edd through a shirt landing directly on Eddy's face.

" Get up Eddy or your going to be tardy." He said between his laughter.

" Who cares."

" .... I cares"

Eddy laughed at his use of words then slowly rolled out of bed.

( Time skip )

The three Ed boys walked to school just talking about anything that crossed their minds. As they approached PCH they said their good byes, heading off to their home rooms. As Edd walked away he felt someone grab his hand.

( Eddy's p.o.v )

As I saw Sockhead start to walk away I quickly grabbed his hand with out really thinking about it.

He turned towards me with a cute confused expression on his face.

" Yes Eddy, is there something I can assist you with?"

" Yeah, um... There's something I wanted to tell you "

What?! Why did I say that?! I guess I'm confessing to him now then!

Ok. Um. Ok.

I can't chicken out now!

' Man up Eddy!'

' just grow a pair and tell him already!'

" Eddy? Are you alright? What is it that you wanted to tell me?"

" Yeah I'm fine... I just wanted to tell you that... That I.... Uh, that I really."

" That you really what Eddy?" He said softly taking a step closer to me with a look of concern.

" You know you can tell me anything Eddy."

" Yeah I know."

" So what were you trying to tell me before "

" Right, uh, I wanted to tell you that I Lo-"

* RRIINNNNNGGGG!!!!!" *

Shit.

" Oh my! That's the bell! I have to get to class Eddy! You can tell me later! BYE EDDY"

He said whiles practically running away.

Well that's just fantastic! Just when I have the balls to tell him how I really feel about him! The bell fucking rings!

( Edds p.o.v )

I sat in my home room class.

I had managed to arrive jus in time.

But I really wish that I had got to hear what Eddy had to say. I will make a mental note to ask him later.

I felt someone poke my shoulder.

I turned around to see Chris staring at me. I felt my face start to really heat up.

Why?! Why does he have to be so... Attractive?

" Yes Chris? May I help you"

I said trying to sound as nice as possible

" uh. No. I just hadn't talked to you in a while. How have things been?"

" they have been quite alright, actually. How about you?"

" Good! Good! I'm good.... Ssooooo."

" Soooooo..." I said awkwardly.

" So Edd, I've been meaning to ask you something."

" Yes chis?"

" Are you still dating that ... Kevin guy?"

The way he said the name Kevin, almost as though the words coming out of his own mouth had the most fowl taste.

" No, actually. We broke up."

" Oh!" He said, almost as though he was happy about it.

Why would he be happy about my misery?

" why do you ask?"

I say trying to hide that little bit of sadness that I'm starting to feel inside. Kevin is a jerk! Why am I upset now?

" no reason"

He said siting back in his seat looking towards the board. He passed me a small folded note whiles keeping his gaze directed right on the black board.

I unfolded the note a flattened it out. It read.

If you ever need me,
For any reason at all,
Just give me a call,
647 - 218- 6789
- Chris Austin 💙

I felt my face heat up, I looked up at him to see his face was also completely flushed.

I saw ms. Harrison walk up in front of the class, looking the same as usual, sleep deprived.

She looked that way ever since the whole 'incident' with her husband cheating on her with that other guy.

" ugh! Ok class. Get in you partners and work on your project.
Or don't." She said in a bored tone popping a Pringle into her mouth. " who cares, in life, nobody really cares. The people you think care about you, will just cheat on you! Maybe with another man! Leaving you to pay for ALL the cat food, and clean ALL eighteen litter boxes yourself!"

" Wow! I can see why he left her" Chris whispered in my ear.

I cover my mouth trying to stifle my laughter.

Everyone got out of their seats, getting together with their partners. Lori took a seat in Chris's desk and I turned to face her.

" Sssoooooooo." She started whiles brushing one of her dark curls be hinged her ear, then adjusting her glasses.

" That guy you were talking to, TOTALLY likes you!"

" Who Chris?"

"Yes Chris! It's a shame that your already in love with Eddy~" she said whiles battering her eyelashes at me.

" I don't know Lori, we should just.. Work on the project"

" Oh! We have ALL night to work on the project. Ms. Harrison even said so ' work on your project, or don't' " she said repeating the words of ms.Harrison, even mimicking her bored tone.

She's pretty great at impersonations.

" You totally like Eddy!"

" So, what if I do".

" Ha!" She said rather loud pointing at me. I signalled for her to quiet down. She looked around noticing the odd looks she was getting. Her face became flushed and she settled back into her seat.

" * awkwardly clears throat.* like I was saying before. Ha! You just admitted to liking. Eddy!"

" I don't know Lori, things are just kind of.... I don't know"

" are just kind of what?" She said with a confused yet interested look on her face.

" I don't know. I mean, I'm still kind of upset about Kevin."

" Kevin?! Kevin's a jerk!" She said in a quiet, but angry voice. " and he isn't even as attractive as people let him on to be!"

" Yes but.."

" but nothing! He was a jerk! To you! And to everyone else! You may not see it, but it's true! I hope your not considering getting back with him. He's very abusive! You even said so yourself!"

" I know, but.."

" but nothing! Eddy's nice, Kevin's not, and Chris is just a pretty face. PLUS! You obviously like Eddy, even if you don't know it yet!"

Well, she makes a good point. And to be honest, I already know that I like Eddy, there's no doubt about it. The way my heart beats faster when he's near me, and how with one little nudge I feel like I'm going to explode. And how I feel so safe when he has his arms around me, the calmness I feel when I'm surrounded by his warmth.

I already am aware of my feelings, I was aware of then the minute he kissed me.......

It was a Friday if my memory serves me right.

The same day I found that extremely detailed sexual drawing of me and Chris making out in his note book.

Eddy had invited me to his house, he told me that Ed could not make it without giving me a really good explanation to his absence. Which I chose to believe because I did not feel like arguing. We ate popcorn and watched a comedy movie, and we both had a blast.

It became late and he let me spend the night at his house. We were cuddling on the bed like we used to do as kids during sleep overs. Me and my two best friends would sleep tangled with each other, except Ed had been elsewhere. And I couldn't sleep despite being comfortable. I kept on shifting around trying to get comfy, when I found a position to settle on, Eddy must have thought that I was a sleep. And he kissed me on the lips. It was gentle and sweet and loving.

It was then I knew, but didn't know for sure, if that makes sense, so I chose to ignore it, well, up until now.

But I AM still upset about Kevin.

Not upset like I miss him, but upset that he would do something like that to me. Just when I convince myself he really cares about me. He starts to miss treat me. The first couple of times I let it slide because of his anger issues and I felt for whatever reason that it was my fault he was always so upset. But then, he just breaks up with me out of the blue, without even giving me to good of a reason either. That's what upsets me.

He let me believe that he cared, when he did not.

It's makes me feel relief that we were not to deep into the relationship. It never got too serious.

Many times when we were dating he would try to convince me into having sex with him, but every time I said no. And now I'm glad that I did.

Because I still have my virginity, I can now give it to someone REALLY special. Someone who really loves me.

( Time skip )

It was time for lunch

Oh! And I just remember to ask Eddy what he was going to tell me!

I was putting away my note books when I heard a voice that gave me chills up my spine.

" Hey Babe". He spoke in a smooth yet deep voice.

I turned around and looked up at the figure that stood before me.

" Hello Kevin "

" So, how have things been " he said with one arm supporting him by my locker.

" They've been just fine "

" Good. So babe, I've been thinking..."

" it's Eddward "

" what?" He said looking slightly taken back but quickly recovering.

" my name is Eddward, not 'babe' ".

" ... Like I was saying" he continued and I just rolled my eyes, continuing to unpack my bag.

" I was thinking 'bout us."

" us?" I said confused looking back at him.

" Yeah, us. And that you." He said pointing at my chest, my eyes fallowed his finger. " and me" he said pointing back at himself. I directed my gaze back at his face, trying my best to look unamused.

" what are you talking about Kevin?"

" yah know.."

" no, I do not know. There is no 'us'." I said plain and clear, showing no emotion whatsoever." 'Us' ended the second you said it was over".

I turned my gaze back upon my locker.

" AWEE, come on Babe"

" Eddward"

" What ever."

I frowned at his disrespect. I can't even remember what I saw in him.

" I know you still like me~" he said whiles running his finger down face to my chin.

Anger started boil up inside me.

I removed his hand from face.

" No. Kevin, I do not. One day you said that you love me, and the next, your telling me that I'm basically a waste of life! A disgrace! Your a horrible person Kevin. You toyed with my emotions! No Kevin, I do not still love you!"

And with that, I closed my locker and walked away from him.

I heard the sound of his fist slamming against a locker door and a low growl coming from behind me.

I never want him to be near me again.

( time Skip )

( No ones p.o.v )

After that whole ordeal with Kevin, Eddward had completely forgotten to ask Eddy about what he was going to say earlier.

Eddy and Edd were talking about their plans for when they go home.

( Edds p.o.v )

" So,there's a marathon on after school, ya wanna watch it with me. Ed won't be there because he's with that ' Rufus ' guy."

" Well I think it's great that Ed found love"

" yeah, I guess your right. So about that marathon..."

And then I remembered.. I have my first therapy session today. * sigh* I don't see the point. I do not need a physiologist. I am just fine, just because I have been down lately, does not mean I need any sort of 'help'.

Why does everyone think that I am depressed! Even Eddy seams to think so!

Lori says, that if my parents think I need help, then I should just go. But I think other wise. But can not just ' skip ' the appointment.

So I will go anyways.

( Eddy's p.o.v )

" Sorry Eddy, I can not make it to the marathon."

I noticed that Edd was looking upset, which kind of broke my heart to see. I put my arm around his shoulder and asked.

" Hey, Edd, are you ok. You don't have to feel bad about missing the marathon."

" no, that's not it.." I stopped walking and turned to face him.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and continued to speak.

" What's wrong Edd, you know, you can tell me anything and I won't judge."

" Thanks Eddy, but it's ok, I'm fine "

" you don't have to lie to me Edd. Just tell me what's bothering you."

He started to blush.

" thank you Eddy, but I must leave. I will see you later. Bye."

" Bye.." And with that he walked away.

From this moment on I'm determined to figure out what's bothering with him.

( Time skip )

( Edd's p.o.v )

I hesitantly walked into the doctors office and took a seat.

( a/n warning: I don't know ANYTHING about physiology. So if this is not accurate I am truly sorry )

Once I heard my name get called I walked in and just waited for my doctor to arrive.

Why must I be here?

I'm perfectly fine...

This is not necessary

I am not depressed

I feel just fine

Just then, my Doctor arrived, cutting me off from my thoughts.

She was a tall and thin blonde woman with a noticeable spray tan, she wore a thin layer of make up and a doctors coat ( or whatever it's called ). To be honest, she reminded me of a Barbie doll, and may or may not have lip injections. but over all, she seamed very nice.

" Hello, I'm Dr. Rhinestone but you can call me Shelly because I want YOU to consider ME your BEST FRIEND!!"

Oh, dear lord!

She's very enthusiastic

"you must be Eddward M. Vincent, yes?"

" Yes, I am he"

"Good, I see you have already helped yourself to a seat."

" I did, if that's alright with you."

" it is perfectly fine.. Now tell me Eddward, how are you feeling, right now! This very minute! This very second!?"

" actually, I am feeling fine "

" good, good, that's very good." Then she started writing things down with her pink glittery feathered pen.

Every time I heard her write things down, I feel my stomach start to crawl.

" Now, you are in high school yes? About the 11th grade."

I do not know how she knows this information.

" yes, that is correct"

" uh huh, yes, I see, very good, your doing great."

" um, th-thank you"

" You seam tense Eddward, are you nervous? I don't want you to be nervous around me! I want you to be able to tell me everything and anything! Just like a BEST FRIEND!"

Yes, a best friend who is being payed to listen to my personal problems. ~T_T~

" now tell me Eddward, how is school."

" it's good, I guess."

( 20 minutes later in spongebob narration voice )

" yes , and when those boys called you a ' Fag ' you felt horrible, correct."

" y-y-yes!!" 😭

I said with tears streaming down my face. I haven't even been here for that long and she already managed to break me!! How?!

" I see "

( 10 mins later )

" so you are dealing with a lot of stress both at home and at school, correct?"

" ....I guess "

She wrote more things down on her clipboard.

".... It was very nice talking to you Eddward, but our session for the day is over."

" it is?"

" yes" she said whiles jotting down some more notes " same time next week?"

" yes, thank you" I got up to leave.

" oh! Wait!" She gave me a sheet of paper " I am prescribing you with some anti-depressants. Actually I'm sending to Dr. Keller to prescribe you with them! This is just the room number of his office". She said with enthusiasm ( I really don't know how it works.)

Great! Just great!

" he's a physiatrist !" She whispered the first part. "The first couple of weeks will be tough with the side affects, but I think you will be fine!"

" alright. Good bye Dr. Rhinestone."

" .... It's Shelly.. BYE BEST FRIEND!!"

I walked out of the the doctors office.

I think my physiologist needs a physiologist.

I went to go see dr. Keller who was, let's just say, a whole lot less whimsical than Dr.Rhine..... I mean Shelly.

He was an older man. An old scary man. An old scary man who made me want to wet my pants and jump out a window because I'd rather attempt suicide than stay here with him any longer.

I also suspect him to be homophobic. Just a little bit.

I took my prescription and was on my way.

I REALLY hope I don't have to face him EVER again

( time skip )

I closed the door and let out a deep sigh.

It was a long day.

And now, I can just do my homework, have some dinner and go to bed.

Wait.. I never figured out what Eddy wanted to tell me.

Oh well.

I'll ask him tomorrow.

Welp! I hope you enjoyed that!! I know it kind of sucked, but I tried! I'm sorry for not updating in a while. But I had exams and stuff. Plus writers block.
And also, thank you to Fizzy798, who ever you are. Thanks for the idea, and for being the first to comment.

I guess I'll dedicate this chapter to you as a thank you.

And also! Don't forget to leave ideas in the comments. It helps with my writers block. I was going to, 'not update' , but I got that comment and was temporarily cured from my severe writers block.

And don't forget to submit you characters in the comments if you want your person to be in this book. Along with the necessary information.

Make sure to read the bold writing.

Sometimes, I say lame shit.

I would sensor the swear words but I figured it was too late for that.

Good bye~