Part 19
Changkyun entered the apartment. First he only felt the silence and the sadness. He was feeling guilty again and again. Being there without telling Minhyuk first could be a bad idea, but it was too late to think about it now. So he walked shyly in the apartment, he knocked to a door that he thought it could be the boys' bedroom. And then he waited.
A few moments later, the door opened.
Minhyuk was sleepy, he was rubbing his eyes and he even yawned. But he suddenly froze when he recognized Changkyun.
« What. Why are you here ? »
« I need to talk to you Minhyuk. » Changkyun shyly said.
Minhyuk didn't understand what was happening. So he just shut the door before locking it.
Changkyun closed his eyes in despair and then he knocked again while talking to the boy through the door.
« Minhyuk please, let me in. There is a huge misunderstanding between us. We need to talk about it. »
« I don't want to talk to you. Go away ! » Minhyuk said.
Changkyun tried to talk again, but suddenly a loud music began to rise in his room, preventing Changkyun to talk.
The black-haired boy sighed. He knew that Minhyuk thought that he was going to be hurt again, but Changkyun didn't want to lose him, he needed to try.
So he grabbed his phone in his pocket and found a new solution to communicate.
Changkyun was sitting on the floor in front of Minhyuk's door. He didn't know what to do, if he had to go, to wait or to try to text the blond boy again. He was a little lost.
But when he finally decided to leave Minhyuk alone, he heard the clicking noise of the unlocked door. He raised his head to see the boy with red cheeks, he was in a large pajamas which made him looks like a puppy. He was looking at everything except at Changkyun.
The black-haired boy stood up. But he was as unease as Minhyuk. So he whispered with hesitation.
« I'm sorry Minhyuk, if I had known that you were... »
« It's ok. It's all my fault, I should have told you. But when you told me you were in love with someone I thought it was with Hoseok, not M. » Minhyuk confessed while looking at the floor.
Changkyun frowned and then looked directly at the blond boy.
« What? Why did you think it was Hoseok? »
Minhyuk was still looking at the floor so he didn't see the true surprise on Changkyun's face.
« We began to talk because you were in love with him. So I concluded that you were too attached to him to love me. »
« Minhyuk I... »
Changkyun stopped and then he reached the blond boy to carefully grab his hand. Minhyuk jumped a little and raised his head. And it was at this moment he met Changkyun's gaze. The black-haired boy was looking at him with care and love, that made Minhyuk astonished.
« Sure I loved Hoseok, I would always love him, but not the same way I did several weeks ago. The person I am in love with is you, I fell in love with M, with all our conversations, with his personality, with the way he made me feel. Then I've met you Minhyuk. I was scared because I started to love you too, you make me feel good and secure. If I had known that you two were the same person, I would never rejected you. »
The blond boy's mouth opened in surprise. He was shocked. Changkyun's confession was sudden and so real, he was opening his heart to the boy. Minhyuk thought for some times that he was dreaming. But when he saw regrets on the black-haired boy's face he understood that it was his turn to talk.
« I didn't know... oh I was stupid. This night I wanted to tell you the truth about M. But I just ran away. »
« I understand. Maybe I did it the wrong way, but I wanted to be a good person, to stay loyal. » Changkyun said with a smile.
Minhyuk looked at the boy, and suddenly the two began to laugh.
The atmosphere became less oppressive and they felt it.
Minhyuk then invited Changkyun to sit on the couch. And there they talked for some time, about their feelings and what they wanted to do.
They decided to take it slow, to go to a date or two to see if their friendship could be more than that.
It was a little awkward at first, but quickly they just acted like themselves. They laughed and forget the quiproquo, because at this moment they were together, without any secret.
After that they just fell asleep on the couch while cuddling.
Jooheon was looking at the wall quietly. The atmosphere was heavy, neither him nor Kihyun wanted to talk first. So they just stayed there, like two stubborn boys even if they wanted the things between them to be good again.
Kihyun finally sighed, he rubbed his face with tiredness and just muttered some words to Jooheon.
« You said you wanted to talk, did you lie for letting your friend in ? »
« I want to talk with you, but I don't know what to say. » Jooheon said while he kept his gaze on the wall.
Kihyun hated this, this situation was painful, he realized during this time without talking with the tall one that he liked him. He liked his jokes, his confessions, the way he looked at Kihyun like he was the most beautiful thing on earth. Kihyun loved to be loved, and at this moment he wanted to kiss Jooheon so bad. So he suddenly forgot his pride and just talked with his heart.
« I'm sorry. I reacted the worst possible way, I was angry that Changkyun had made Minhyuk cry. And I don't know how to deal right with my anger. I shouldn't have talked to you like I did. I'm sorry. »
Jooheon closed his his eyes and breathed deeply. He turned his head towards Kihyun to see him. The boy seemed sad and Jooheon felt immediately hurt. So he made a quick smile before answering.
« I was wrong too. I can do anything for Changkyun, I should have understood that you would do the same for Minhyuk. I'm sad that the situation became this bad this fast. »
« So I am.» Kihyun whispered.
Jooheon's heart fluttered when he saw the boy smiling at him. He missed him so bad, it was hard to not talk to him during a whole week and be with him now felt like a huge release.
Kihyun stayed still for a moment then he rolled his eyes and came to Jooheon. He kissed his lips with desire, with haste and love.
Jooheon was quick to respond. He hugged the boy while his hand came to stroke the boy's hair. It felt so good, so good that they even forget how to breath.
They kissed again and again, until they both starting to laugh, feeling good.
« Are we ok now? » Kihyun asked before giving Jooheon a tender kiss.
« Yes we are.»
Kihyun smiled. But then he looked at the door and whispered a few words.
« You don't mind if I just quickly go to Minhyuk's to see if everything's ok? »
« No you can. Even if I'm sure the boys don't need us. »
Kihyun rolled his eyes and let Jooheon outside while he quickly went to Minhyuk's.
He came back a few moments later, he ignored the tall boy's smile and then grabbed his hand before taking him to his car. And they finally went for Kihyun's house.
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