"..Ding...dong...Ding....dong..!!!"

My house's bell has been rang...

"Okay...okay..!!.. I am here !!"

- When i opened the door,...do you know what i mean ?

- It's her, Natasha. She was here with face-to-face.

- I has been astounded.

" Why did you know my address ?... How ?"

- Then she replied.

" Why did i do your address ? "

- She made a giggle.

" You know, one days, when my friends and i went to school this route, i was coincidentally browsed here and i saw you ay that moments. After that, i followed you to go to school."

- Really ? Are you fuckin' kidding me ? Now, you have known my house. How ?? I was continuously astounded.

" So do you want to go with me ?"

" Just go out somewhere!!! "

" I am not eat you anymore."

- She smiled... And she fondled my cheek. I was shyness. My face at that time was so red .

" Hurry up Hurry up !"

- She smiled.

- Rushing to cam back home, i ran so fast and disposed nice clothing to go with her.

- I was on smartly dressed. So nice. When i turned down to the floor and i saw a beautiful girl who has stand for waiting me. Her eyes, clips, cheek, eyelashes... What a prefect girl. She hang around in the yard and then....

" Meyer, you looks so good."
" I am seduced by your clothing."
" You looks so handsome. "
" Meyer, let's go..."

- She winked, hold my hand and.... She drove me. Cause' i have been known how to drive a motobike. I am so silly boy right ? ( smiling)

" Hug me, okay ?"
" Or you are not in safety, okay ?"

- Then i replied.

" Yeah, absolutely. I will hug you."

- I was squealing !!!! Hugging a girl, especially crushing so hectic. ( giggle)

" Let's goooooo !!!!"
" Now we are going to to E-mart supermarket. "
" Yay, i am so enthusiastic. How about you, boy ?"

- Then i called back to her.

" I am... I mean... So hectic..."
" Wow."
" You see.... I was squealing..."

- Damm i was stammed again and again. I am so coward. She's so fragrant. I leaned my head against her back and hugged her.

" Because of you are so strenuous and i saw you with concentration while you was listening to the all of lessons."
" I  knew it and i think you must have free time."
- Then i replied her in stammering.

" No... no.. I...am not."
" I had just leaned my head against your back really... And you are so fragrant. It's... true."

What the hell ? I had just told her that she was so fragrant. I was so inflective. I was so foolish.

" Truly ? "
" Have you think about it ?"
" I used a little of perfume so i smell good."

- She answered.

" I am so sorry. Maybe..."

- And she interrupted my words.

" Don't worry about it. "
" I have been so glad of it when i heard you told like this. Be comfortable, boy !!"
" I want to fondle your cheek more than more."

- She was so funny and ridiculous. I want to see her smiling everyday. I have been preoccupying her smiling. Then she sang another Vietnamese song.

"... Đừng tập quen cách sống quẩn quanh..."

- This statement made me thought a lot. But recap, this is sad song and i like her voices.

" Did you know that song, Meyer ?"

- She was answered me like this.

" Yeah, i know that song and i have heard it for a long time."
" And... your voices so...really really well."

- Then she called back.

" Really ?"
" Is that true ?"
" Or you just adulate me, isn't it ?"

- I replied to her.

" No.... I has not adulated you."
" Your voice is truly too well."

- She laughed.

" I just kidding you."
( laughing)
" Look at your face."
" I just kidding you, are you okay ?"

- Then i called back.

" I know.... I know you was kidded me."
( laughing)

- She was smiling and then everything is vulgar back.

" Today i lean my head against your back. You told that i was smartly dressed. Your smell's so fragrant. You siad another as you want to fondle my cheek. I am hugging you.
I am deeply into my best emotional. So hectic and squealing."

- It turned up in my subconscious. I didn't adulate to you anymore. It's true. You're still in my heart, my crushing. At the moment, i seemed to forget everything that it's surrounded me. Just you and i. The route was so abandoned. I want to kiss on your lips and cheek. I was fiddled with her hair. Her hair are so velvety. Thus, i was more then more fiddled her hair also.

(Laughing)

" Meyer, don't be naughty ! Be a good boy"

- Then i told to her.

" No, can't stop. I just fiddle your hair and hug you. I am such a naughty boy. And... Your hair are so velvety and fragrant."

- She laughed and she told to me.

" Now we are come here."
" Stand here and wait."

- Waiting for a minutes, i rushed finding her.
Suddenly, she hided somewhere that i didn't know and she made me horrifying.

" Booyah.!"

- Then i stammerd.

" Oh Jesus, my heart was out."
" Damme"

- We had the best moment. We has browsed all shop, tried some clothes and estimated them. Then we have something to drink and saw the crowds. She sang and winked to me. When the night fell down, we were having dinner at restaurant nearby. She told me about her stories, her depressions, her separation beween her ex-boyfriend. I was also sympathised with all. She said to me " i accepted one's fate with my resignation, i can't hide and i should coexist with this until i pass away. There are as the scars that we could never heal it." I saw her face too sad. Thus, i gave her good advices to against this. After that, we ate the meal and we didn't talk anymore. So sad.

" Thanks for the meals. I'm appreciate."
" Today is extremely good and we have good time together."

- Unexpectedly. I kissed on my cheek.

" Thanks for your advices, i felt good when i heard and felt your sympathetic."
" Today's so funny."

- On the farewell, i saw her but still sprease the sadness and separation. I was so sad. Closed up the door and rushed to run on the chamber. Set up the headphones as to narrow the sadness and all of emotions still hang around in subconscious. I realized the joys is sparsely but the sadness was so gloomy. I leaned my back to against the wall and thought of her.

" Why did me predestine ?"
" Is that right if now i let my heart to rise up in arm ?"
" I saw you in desperation, Natasha."
" How can we cohabit ?"

- Then i wrote in my diary.

".... Natasha, you was smartly dressed. Your hair were so fragrant and velvety. I fiddled your hair, i was a naughty boy. I hugged you and leaned my head to against your back. We were really joyful and fiddling as kids in candy shops. We were cohabited with 8 hours and i was really happy when i lived and played with you. Now, the room is empty. Just me and a harassing longings. So chill....So frigid.... But i must accept one's fate woth resignation when i choose the way is that i crush on you. Your portrait is still in my heart and mind. It's always still and never fade away. I will pull you and not to let out you. Please to safe in secure. I am always beside you even it is invisibly. I will be ardently and study hard to gain the position and fame. And you will be proud of me so soon. I love you. 25/10/2017 22:11PM."

- I lied down and slept. A frigid night. So cold and chill. Lacked of somebody....

- "Natasha, what are you doing now ?" I mumbled for a long time. Added " Do you miss me as i miss you ?" And i asked as i contrasted the concrete symptoms named autism but i was not like that. I just missed her, a harassing longing and tormented.

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