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So I'll light up a cigarette
I'll drink it down 'til there's nothing left
'Cause I sure can't get no sleep
And Lord knows there's no relief
You held my heart in your fingertips
So now I drown in my bitterness
Oh, I can't get no sleep
And I sure won't,
I sure won't find no peace
No peace.

Axe's POV:
I gaze out on my balcony thinking about her. I miss her, I want her.

"Where are you baby? I want you back Savannah please come back to me."

I whisper every night praying for her to come back into my arms but each night I feel another part of my heart disappear into the night air.

The day I lost her broke me. Her father died so she was raised by her mom who was completely vile. She moved away and I never got to say  goodbye I didn't even get to see her.

I moved away shortly after but since my parents died I wanted to come back. I had to find her again because my heart won't move on until I do.

"Boss, there has been a sighting of Savannah."

I felt my stomach drop and my heart skipped a beat she's here she's in the city. I'm coming for you Savannah.

"Find her, bring her back to me. Now!"

As I heard them leave I took a deep breath they found her they found my Savannah.

"Carter call a meeting with everyone who isn't getting Savannah. Wait hold that thought."

As I was on the phone to Carter, Ryan started ringing me.

"Ryan what is it?"

A million thoughts began to rush through my head as I tightened my grip on my phone.

"Boss we lost her but we know where she lives what do you want me and Blake to do?"

My jaw was fixed shut and my spare hand fisted up. I was holding my hand in a fist so tight that it was turning white.

"Send me the address and I'll meet you there!"

I spat through a nearly closed jaw before hanging up. I have waited this long and I won't lose her at the final step.

"Carter hold that call I'm going to get Savannah myself."

I hung up before Carter could speak a word and I rushed off my balcony to my car.

I'm coming baby and I won't let you go again not ever.

I was driving like a manic. I had to get to her, now! I can't, I won't lose her again. She's my life; my everything and I'll get her back even if it kills me.

I pulled up out side the address and bolted for the door. Ryan and Blake dragged me away before I even got a chance to knock.

"Axe wait."

I snapped my head in their direction and stared them down. How dare they  interfere and get in my way!

"Axe you need to know something read this."

Blake handed me his phone.

It was an open document with Savannah's name on it. I scrolled down and I nearly dropped Blake's phone.

"She was pregnant...she..she has a son. She has a new life and I'm not in it."

I slid down the fence I was lent up against before sitting defeated on the floor. I love her so much. I, I can't destroy her new life.

I slowly got up and started walking back to my car.

"Mama, mama."

I leaped into the bush beside me and waited as a small boy ran up the drive to the house followed by Savannah's big brother.

I watched as Savannah opened the door. It was her, my Savannah. She hadn't changed at all, she was still so beautiful.

Ryan and Blake were now beside me and I lowered my head in defeat.

"Boss there is something you need to know."

I zoned out to what Ryan was saying as I took in the little boy. He had my black hair, Savannah's smile and he had my eyes. Then out of nowhere three more boys appeared.

"Boss, Boss! Axe they're your sons."

My jaw hit the floor as Ryan's words echoed through my head 'their your sons.' My sons, what quadruplets! Savannah was pregnant when we parted.

I grabbed Blake's phone back and continued to scrolled down it. It was then that I realized I was looking at a photo copy of my kids birth certificate.

'Names: Ethan Xavier Gayle, Damien Xander Gayle, Isaac Xaiden Gayle, Aiden Xalec Gayle.

Mother's Name: Savannah Xylia Masters.

Father's Name: Declan Aiden Gayle.

Date Of Birth: October 18th 2013.'

She put me down as the father. She named the kids after me, her dad, her brother and my dad. She even gave them my last name.

So many questions where running through my head. I have sons four of them and I've missed almost five years of their lives. I passed Blake his phone back and waited.

As soon as Savannah's brother was out of sight I raced to the door. I knocked quietly in case the boys were asleep and I waited.

"Did you forget something Fletch?"

Savannah raised her head and her whole jaw dropped this is the first time I have ever seen her speechless in over five years.

"D..D..Declan is that really you?"

I nodded my head before snaking my arm around her waist and bringing her closer to me. I caressed her cheek with my hand before leaning towards her.

"It's me baby. I'm really here and God I've missed you. I haven't stopped searching for you since the day you left."

Tears were rolling down her face and I wiped them away with my thumb. Without much warning she wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her head in my shoulder.

"I've missed you so much Declan. I love you so much I never wanted to leave you. I'm so sorry."

I smoothly rubbed circles in her back to calm her down as she silently sobbed in my arms.

"I know baby, I know. But that doesn't matter now your here and I'm here now.  How about you go upstairs and pack your stuff and I'll get the boys then we can go home okay."