Ch 25: To Trust Again
I.H.
Lust stilled, his mind still in shock as Horror nuzzled into him. Horror.. didn't mind? He thought he was wonderful..
Lust choked back a sob as he hugged Horror back. "I.. I don't know what to say.. I thought you would be disgusted with me.." Relieved laughter bubbled from his mouth.
"You.. You don't know what I've done Horror. If you did, you would not say that." Tears brimmed at his sockets as he smiled at Horror, but there was pain in his expression.
"I am not a good person.. I.. I have done things that are inexcusable." His tears slipped past his sockets. "I don't deserve someone like you.. I'm so sorry.. I haven't even told you my real name.."
G.P.
Horror frowned before chuckling out. "I really don't mind. So what if you have done bad things? It's in the past, Ero. Anyway, I'm never disgusted with you; I mean, you're so lovely. Also, if you haven't really noticed, not many people here are great people either. I regret some of the things I have done, but I can't change that. Neither can you. It's fine to do things wrong sometimes." He murmured.
"You deserve everything that you get, Ero; you do! Because I'll give it to you!" He chimed. "Anyway Ero, I don't care if you haven't told me things yet. Just like you with me, I'll tell you when I'm comfortable telling and you can tell me when you're comfortable telling me." He sighed.
"You're so perfect, Ero. To me, you're like an ethereal god that I cannot touch~" He hummed. He didn't know how to express his love for Ero.
I.H.
...He was so horrible, so disgusting and sick. Horror didn't realise who he was dealing with. Lust was filthy, tainted. He had to have given himself over to hundreds of people, willingly and unwillingly.
He was so disgusting.. He couldn't imagine anyone wanting someone like him, someone who slept around. Yes, it wasn't his choice. And to be honest, he despised sex.
...Sex with Horror was different though. It felt like it was lasting, that it meant something. He had developed a fear of romantic relationships due to all the people he had ever met only wanting him for his body. But Horror loved him, not because he thought he was physically attractive. But because he liked him for who he was.
Lust didn't know how to feel about Horror. He cared about him, sure. He was scared of him sometimes. But that was slowly going away. But he also felt something different, something he had never felt before. It both frightened and excited him.
He was so afraid.. He wanted to.. trust Horror. He was willing to try and build a relationship with him. But the thought of placing trust in anyone, to give himself over, made his soul stutter. He had never trusted or loved anyone before. How could he change?
G.P.
He snuggled into him. "You seem to still be thinking about it. Would you like a warm bath, Ero?" He asked, rubbing the other's back. To be honest, Horror liked Lust for his personality. Lust treated him like he was actually something instead of a wild creature that only thought of killing. He hefted Lust over his shoulder before going upstairs to the bathroom.
"Warm baths are always fun. I used to have some bubble soap, though I ran out a long time ago." Turning on the hot water, he slowly undressed the other skeleton, though not in any lewd way; just to simply place him in the warm relaxing water. Horror's nonexistent stomach growled.
"I.. think Alphys has some of that red stuff that makes the machine work. It does some weird stuff so I bet it could send you back to your place." He murmured, smiling. He was upset to send the other back but he needed to do it. After all, Ero didn't belong here and he didn't like it here. It was far too disgusting for someone like him.
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