(Can you believe it?! We are on chapter 40!!)

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"Did you see her anywhere?"

"Who?"

"Lee Seo Yeon."

"I don't know who that is."

"She was supposed to be here but now she is gone! The doctor said she isn't supposed to be going anywhere on her feet right now!"

I heard two nurses discuss as Namjoon helped me to my bed. One of the nurses was the one who initially came to check up on me, so I guess she was assigned to me. I knew that I'll get a good amount of scolding from both her and the doctor, but I couldn't care any less. Seeing Hoseok, Taehyung, Jin and Jimin was more important to me than the well being of my leg. It was not like I used it anyway. Thanks to Namjoon, I was able to go back and forth without having to apply any weight on my injured leg.

"There she is," I heard the nurse mumble to herself with annoyance. She wasn't a threat to me in any way, yet the way she approached me with that annoyed and angry look on her face scared me, and my heart started pumping blood around my body in an accelerated rate.

"Where have you been?! You know that you aren't supposed to be walking around! You just came out from surgery and are still at risk of getting infected!" She scolded me. She then removed my arm forcefully from around Namjoon's shoulder and held it herself instead.

"W-" Namjoon was going to say but she cut him off.

"The doctor told you specifically to not allow her to get up, but you disobeyed him too! How can I trust you?" The nurse scolded him too.

"Why are you talking to him like that? He did it out of good intention!" I talked back to the nurse.

"You two are very irresponsible. I can't even-" She started but I interrupted her.

"I'm thankful towards your efforts in keeping me safe, but there is no need for you to scold the two of us. You are in no position to do so. You can't possibly care about my well being more than I do," I said with a cold tone.

Her eyes widened at my statement and she let a breath escape her mouth. She then put me down on my bed and reattached the needle back to my hand.

"Stay here, for the last time. We have patients with more serious injuries, and we don't want to add up to them. Infection isn't a joke," She said then turned around to leave.

I looked at her back as she disappeared into the crowd of patients and nurses. I let a sigh escape my mouth and threw myself backwards on my bed. It is all my fault that Namjoon had to be scolded in that manner. That he had to be called "irresponsible" when he was clearly even more responsible than she was. He wouldn't have had to be involved in such a mess if I hadn't pestered him with wanting to visit Hoseok and Jimin.

"I'm sorry Namjoon," I mumbled, then closed my eyes.

I felt my mattress going down, so I guessed that Namjoon was sitting down next to me.

"Hey. Don't be. That was pretty cool," He said and it made me open my eyes in shock.

Pretty cool?

"Wh-at exactly was cool about me getting a nurse to scold you?" I asked him with confusion.

"The way you stood up for me and yourself. It was really cool. I mean, how you managed to talk back but stay respectful at the same time, it was just-" He wanted to say, but I think he just couldn't express his thoughts properly as he ran out of words.

I let myself smile at his adorable behaviour and said," Still. I'm sorry. She wouldn't have had to scold you if it weren't for me."

"Why do you make me feel as though I've never been scolded before? I messed up a lot before in my life and got scolded way more than you could possibly imagine. This was nothing," He said with a smile, making his cute dimples pop.

"I really don't know what I have ever done to deserve a person like you Namjoon. All of you actually. I'm literally blessed," I told him and he smiled even harder.

"I would like to say that same about you," He said and it made my heart flutter.

How do they manage to play with my emotions very easily in a matter of seconds?!

We sat down in silence for a moment before he said," Do you not want to sleep some more? There is nothing for us to do here anyway."

I shrugged at him then said," I slept a lot. I don't think I'll be able to sleep anymore."

"Is there anything you would like to do instead of sleeping?" He asked me.

I thought about it for a while, then said," Look for Jungkook."

He sat there speechless for a moment before saying," Jungkook isn't here."

"Namjoon," I breathed out," He IS there. I've seen him and Taehyung saw him too. You can't tell me that the two of us hallucinated together."

"He couldn't have disappeared in a split second just like that amidst such a crowd. He wouldn't have been able to move that quick," Namjoon argued back.

"I'm one hundred percent sure it was him. We need to to find him while he is still in camp. He doesn't know we are here," I said.

Namjoon stared at me for a long moment, thinking whether to comply or reject my thoughts.

"What about the nurse? She just told you that you have to stay here until your wound heals a bit. What will we do if she comes looking for you again?" He asked me.

"So what? It is not like she will kill me. Come on!" I encouraged him, but it seemed like he wasn't having it.

"We won't lose anything if we try," I tried convincing him.

"Fine. Fine let's go," He gave in. He held my arm and pulled me up very gently as I kept on thanking him over and over again.

We walked all night long around the camp and had to hide whenever we spotted my nurse walking around. Namjoon never allowed me to put my leg anywhere near the floor, and convinced me that he will be fine carrying me around, that I wasn't heavy. I gave in since I didn't have the energy to argue any more with him, and let him do it the way he wants.

"We should write their names on this list too," I told Namjoon when we passed by one of the clipboards that were stuck to the wooden poles.

"Good idea," He said and then picked up the pen and clicked it.

"Should I write my name or yours?" Namjoon asked me.

No one here knows Namjoon. Not because he wasn't a well known idol, but because all the people here were busy being treated or dying so no one really focused on who was around. No one even took down his name on anything, so there would be no use in writing his name down. Me, on the other hand, got a nurse who was supposed to be assigned to my case and had my name written on many other clipboards.

"Write down mine. They will find me easily," I said and he nodded.

Once he was done writing my name, he started writing "Min Yoongi" and "Jeon Jungkook" in the same row as mine but in the next column.

"Done," he said and then clicked on the pen again to close it.

I nodded then said," I hope this helps."

"Come on. Let's try looking some more," He said and then pulled me along. We searched around camp as much as we possibly could, but we weren't capable of finding Jungkook. What if Jin and Namjoon were right? What if we really were just seeing things?

"Would you like some water?" He asked me after passing by the camp's cafeteria. It wasn't really a cafeteria. Just a small place with a table surrounded by cardboard boxes. The boxes were filled with many different types of foods, like readily wrapped croissants and such stuff. The tables were filled with many packets of water bottles and the floor around it was made dirty with all the plastic covers on it. They gave out all those stuff for free since they knew that no one had money at that moment to buy anything.

"Sure," I told him and so he looked around for a chair. He helped me walk all the way to the chair and then seated me.

"Stay here until I get you the bottle," He said," I'll be right back."

I nodded at him and then watched him walk away to the cafeteria. There were many people lined up around the table, so I knew that Namjoon won't be joining me any time soon. I let a sigh escape my mouth and I started looking at the people around me. As I was looking around, I spotted that familiar person that I saw back then in the truck. He was seated on a bed with a cast around his arm. There was a huge bandage under that cast that extended all the way to his neck and a couple of bandages scattered all around his face. I was still not capable of registering his face completely since he was too far away from me and his face was covered mostly by his hair and bandages.

"Did you wait for long?" I suddenly heard, so I looked to my side to see Namjoon holding two bottles of water.

"No. Thanks," I said and took the bottle that he handed out to me.

I continued staring at that person and Namjoon noticed.

"Who caught your attention?" He asked me and tried to figure out who I was looking at, but I didn't want to seem like a fool once more in front of him, so I looked away and pretended like I was just daydreaming.

"I think that this is enough for today. We can start looking again tomorrow," Namjoon suggested and I agreed.

I was tired of failing anyway.

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Hello there my lovelies!

New Updatee!

So... we are back with that familiar person again! It might or might not be a Bangtan member. Don't get ahead of yourselves ;)

But no srsly guys what do you think of the Jungkook incident? Do you think she was hallucinating, or was JK rlly there? But they did search all over the camp for him...  well... let's refer to the future chapters for answers!

Plz do stay tuned more!!

Don't forget to take care and love yourselves,

Thank you all,

I love you,

-R 💜💜