❝she had asked me if i was okay,
and i just gave her a look that was like "what the hell? can't you see i'm dying?"

but apparently she couldn't tell. i shook my head, dismissing her. i didn't want to deal with her.

then he came knocking at my door, holding a bag of groceries short afterwards.

"what are those for?" i asked coldly, scowling.

he said no words, opening the bag to show tissues, chocolate, and more.

once again, i asked what they were for, my voice cracking between every word. i knew what they were for. but why would he care about me?

"i know you're not actually okay. stop acting so tough, let me help you." he said, his passion genuine and eyes heavy.

thats when i broke down. thats when i began to fall apart. like loose threads, i became undone.

"i can't do this. no one can fix what i turned myself into. i'm hurting so much, please just help me."

choking on my words as the tears streamed out.

"i love you so much, please don't end your beautiful life. you are wanted. don't ever think otherwise."

i tasted salt from my tears and my whole face was red and blotchy. my body was shaking as i cried. it hurt so much.

"hey, hey, hey, listen to me. you deserve so much better than what you've been receiving. i love you."

crying, i nodded. i love you too.❞

~mine
a/n: if you guys evER NEED ANYTHING, PLEASE TELL ME. i want to let you know that you're so bright and brilliant. i mean this.

oh and, wanted to let you know this was also kinda inspired by "rick and morty"... yeah who knew 'wubba lubba dub dub' would have a soft spot on my heart... anyway yeah i'm done