📍Alright.. Today (Pacific Time Zoners) and Yesterday (Central, Eastern, or other country) makes it officially 7 months I have returned. I may have accidentally said the 19th would but I got my numbers mixed up. As most of you knew I was suppose to disappear after Christmas was over and apparently I didn't. I overdid my stay and extended it to far.

📍To be truly honest I never gave it to much thought when  I returned. Now for the past few months It's been eating me alive. The guilt I've been carrying. The guilt of secretly stabbing my parents in the back for 7 straight months. It just doesn't feel right at all. I came back because I wanted to speak to you guys but now I can't seem to live up to this risky choice I've made. Because even If I did get caught you wouldn't hear from me ever. 

📍So I'm going to make the choice I should've made in December. This guilt will still follow but betraying my parents trust. Has to be the worst feeling I've felt mentally but so is leaving those behind. But hey we do this in reality to whether moving on or moving in general.

📍I hope you understand.. If not that's fine too.. Maybe someday you will. Earning your parents trust may be hard but losing it is so easy with one little move and with that it takes time to regain. I can't do that again. I know I made promises of I wouldn't leave again but.. now that you know don't you see what I must do? If not it's okay again although please be careful. It'll hit you. Not saying as a bad thing but it happens to everyone..

📍If you have a Discord that is one and only way to keep in touch. Just pm or comment it. If not that's okay as well.

📍I know I did this last month but I came because I felt I hurt some people hard and I probably did.. This time I can't turn back... I'm so sorry if I'm hurting you like this...

📍Heh...Goodbye Everyone. Thank you so much for your love and support along with 1.4K followers but mostly your love, support, and most of all...your friendship♥

Yamuimoo/Genesis
July 8th/9th 2019