Hey guys I'm just gonna be straightforward. Sorry I haven't been updating. I have no clue what happened, but I just had an abrupt drop of motivation.

It's the worst feeling you could ever get. When you know people are counting on you but you fail them. I know what's going to happen next in the story and I've been writing but for some reason I just don't feel that happy spark I usually do when I write. I feel stressed and like I'm just throwing words on a page. I feel like it's not good enough and I've scrapped multiple chapters so I could rewrite them, but even then I don't feel satisfied.

This story is one of the biggest commitments I've ever committed to. I'm only 13, I still have school work and drama and all that stuff to worry about. On top of that I have a few.. issues I have to deal with daily.

I love this story, it's the first story I've ever really tried to write. But for some reason there's just this empty pit in my stomach. I constantly think about my story. I constantly think about what's going to happen next and how it's going to happen. There isn't a moment in the day that I'm not thinking about trying to improve my story for you guys.

And it's just gotten stressful. I feel rushed and I feel like my chapters suck. I don't know what to do. Maybe it's just one of my down days, or weeks, I don't know. But for now I'm just going to say I might not update for a little.

Don't freak out, though. I will try my damn hardest to finish what I've started. I can promise you that. But don't be surprised if my updates aren't as frequent. They will be posted, just not as often because I know that's one of the reasons I'm stressing.

But don't you dare worry because I will post. I'm just trying to recollect. Thank you for your time and I'm sorry for getting your hopes on on this being a chapter.

Thorn, Out