Hi guys and uhhh I wanted to say I'm sorry for not updating this week its just this week has been hard many tears for me. So Monday I have been getting mean notes from a unknown person at my school, the first one I got was on Monday, it said "your a fat ugly bitch". I obviously was upset about this, so I threw it away. Wednesday, I got another one and it said " your a ugly bitch who needs to die". I saved this one like I was told too and gave it to my mom, and also note on the first one I got my mom immediately went to the school and told the principle and they talked to me but they couldn't do any thing at the moment. So when I got the second note my mom had a meeting with the principal about it again and they said at the moment they couldn't do anything about it. But then when I was in orchestra I was looking in my bag for my rosin and music stuff and I found the third note it said "kill yourself bitch no one will care".
This one broke me cuz the last two I didn't care about them and I said I would not have them get to my head. But as my mom said even the strongest person has a limit. I bursted out crying and I was trying to hide it and luckily my best friend Xiomara was who was in orchestra with me saw me crying I told her about the note and she immediately said tell the teacher but I said no but she said "fuck it I'm not going to see my best friend cry", she told me and she told the orchestra teacher, the orchestra teacher took me back to the back and talked to me I told her everything the notes, the cruel word in the notes, my crying inside. She took me too the office to talk to the principal and he was in a meeting and the staff went home cuz orchestra is after school. And then we went to one of my teachers we saw and caught her going to a meeting we told her everything and she said "take a few steps back so I can talk to the orchestra teacher", she told me. And they talked and we went back to the office to check again and and none were there again so my orchestra teacher copied the note in the copier and we went back to orchestra I played music and I went home barely crying until.... I called my mom she was working and she picked up and I broke down crying so I'm saying this to everyone.. I dont know if I should but should I just die?