I hardly ever saw Mitch, mainly because off the job he is in. However lately, it seems that I see less and less of him.

I am currently sat at home, waiting for him to come back. I had some new I have to tell him, however, he could wither take it really good or really bad.

I was pregnant about a month, I didn't even get any early symptoms, but I felt something was off a took one just to make sure, but then a positive sign came up on the stick, and thats how I know always to trust my gut.

"I'm home" Mitch said.

I turned around to see him, slightly bruised and all in black.

"Hi" I smiled, I was so nervous and I didn't know why, we had been dating for 3 years now, we knew everything about each other, except rom the things I cant know because of his work.

"You okay?" he asked me, sitting down next to me

"I need to tell you something and I have no idea how you are going to react and I want you to know, iff you don't want this, then that's fine" I panicked

He looked at me worried

"I'm pregnant Mitch" I spat out, I couldn't even look at him

"How- how long" he struggled to say

"A month, roughly" I told him

He took my hands in his.

"I- fuck!" he breathed out

I closed my eyes, fuck, he is going to be so mad

"Okay, I wasn't expecting that, but we can do this" he smiled

"You mean it?" I asked 

"Yeah babe, we will be awesome parents" he smiled

"Are you sure?" I questioned again 

"Baby, enough, let's go to bed and talk more about everything in the morning, but I will tell you know I am in." he smiled

"Okay" I smiled

We went to bed and that was that, I was about to be a mother.

5 months later

"Mitch?" I yelled, I had just woken up from a nap, I was currently six months and I was really beginning to feel the worse part of the pregnancy.

There was no answer

I had no idea where he was, I grabbed my phone and gave it a ring

"You okay?" was the first thing he said

"Where are you?" I asked 

"I've gone to the shops quick, I didn't want to wake you" he admitted

"Which shop?" I asked

"The one down the road why?" he questioned

"Is that the one near Starbucks?" I asked

"Yes, I will get you your favourite" he practically smiled down the phone

"Thank you" and with that I ended it

Almost as soon as I put the phone down, it rang again

It was my find Becca 

"Hey" I smiled

"Where are you?" she asked me 

"Home?"

"Who the hell is Mitch with?" she questioned

"What do you mean?" 

"He is with some blonde at the shopping mall" 

"What are they doing?" I asked

My heart was racing

"Talking" she said

"Do you recognise the girl?"

"No, im going to fucking kill him if this is a side bitch babe, what the fuck is he doing?" she began getting angry 

"Come and get me?" I asked

"Okay, be ready" she hung up the phone, not even 5 minutes later she was here

I got in the car and began to panic

Was he cheating?

Please, oh god no, please don't be cheating on me

"If this is what it could be, I am going to kill him" she snapped

We arrived at the mall, we got out.

I began folioing Becca to were she last saw them and sure enough, they were still there.

To be honest, I should have thought of the act that this could bee a meet up for a mission.

I grabbed my phone

"What are you doing?" Becca asked me 

"Need to check something" I told her and I dialled Stan's number

"Y/n?" he said 

"I know I am not meant to know a lot of stuff and I don't, but does Mitch have a meet up to day with a blonde girl that would help me work out if he is cheating on me or not" I cried

"Shit, no, sweetheart, he has no meet up, in fact, I gave him the year off to look after you and your kid when its born" he told me

My heart broke

"Thank you" I cried and ended the call.

"Y/N?" Becca asked 

I began walking over to Mitch 

"What is the plan here?" she asked

"No matter how angry you get, do not start swinging" I demanded

She nodded, respecting my wish

He spotted me 

His face went WHITE

I stood there, face off thunder, waiting.

"Babe, let me explain" he began 

"Please" I stood 

"She is an old friend, something happened to us, I was on a mission and she was my partner..." he wasn't making any sense

"Shut up" I snapped

"What?" 

"You, who are you?" I asked

She also was now white.

"Thing is, if you are friends I am fine with that, but because you are both looking very fucking guilty right now indicates something else, so talk, now!" I yelled

"We slept together!" the girl blurted

Mitch went even paler

"You, what?" I was almost sick 

"It happened before I knew you were pregnant, the night you told me, I told her that what happened was a mistake, should never have happened, I wanted to be with you"

"Wanted?" he said it in past tense

"Still want, but she rang me to tell me something"

"I swear to fuck if you are pregnant" I snapped

"NO!" they both yelled

"What then?" I asked

"I wanted to know if we could still be friends, because what happened was a mistake" she admitted

"You.... how long?" I was starting to feel dizzy

"It was once, a night before you told me" he stated

"I can't..." I struggled

"Y/N?" Becca worried

"What's wrong?" 

But everything was becoming blurry.

I couldn't see straight anymore. 

I fell, knowing that I was about to faint.

I woke up in the hospital.

Mitch one side and Becca the other.

"I'll get the doctor" Becca said seeing I was awake 

"Y/N..." Mitch began 

"Don't" I stopped him

"Hello Miss Y/L/N, I am doctor Hillston, I have some bad news." I closed my eyes, ready to hear whatever it was that I had broken or bruised

"Y/N, I am afraid you have lost your baby, your blood rose too high and the pressure of you fainting was too much, I am sorry" I apologiesed

He left the room and the place was quiet.

I  looked at Mitch, no matter how much my heart was currently hurting, I leaned towards him and broke, I cried myself into even more pain.

Mitch cried also.

"You cheated on me, and now I lost your kid, you want me to forgive you, I might, I wont even forget, but I am telling you now, you better start working on a way to forgive yourself" I told him through my sobs, I knew he was going to blame himself, he made me stressed and it resulted in him losing his first child

"I am so sorry, I will do everything and anything to get your trust back, thats all I want" he cried

We both stayed there hugging one another.

I knew what he did to me was truly unforgivable, but I was willing to let him prove to me that he can change and that is what I was going to do