I was a singer. I had been doing it for years.

Tonight me and my boyfriend were attending a sing night at a local bar.

Loads of people come along and sing.

Sometimes you get lucky and someone in the music industry is there, and then can sign you.

"Are you excited to here me sing tonight?" I asked Dylan

"Yeah." he said looking at his phone.

He's been off lately

Doesn't listen to me anymore.

"Dyl?" I asked

"What?" he snapped

"Jesus, what's wrong with you?" I asked

"Nothing" he said blankly 

We walked inside and sat down.

I was third up tonight.

"What do you guys want to drink?" the bar maid asked

Dylan finally looked up from his phone and smirked at the girl.

"2 vodka cokes sweetheart" Dylan winked

I rolled my eyes

"You don't even know when you are doing it do you?" I asked

He looked at me confused 

"Forget it" I snapped

"Hey!" A guy said, I recognised him when he got closer 

"Thomas" I smiled, it was Dylan's co-star and also my best friend Thomas Brodie-Sangster

"What's up dude" Dylan said shaking his hand

The girl came back, also slipping her number on a piece of paper.

"Thanks" Dylan smiled

I again, rolled my eyes.

"How are you?" Thomas asked

"Done" I snapped 

"Done?" Thomas replied

"With this, you have no clue do you?" I asked Dylan, him finally looking at me 

"What?" He asked 

"Why is that all you ever ask?" I sighed

"Because I dont hear you?!" he said raising his voice

"Then LISTEN!" I yelled

Making everyone in the bar look at me 

"Y/N" the dj called 

I turned around and headed to the stage

"Y/n wait" Dylan said standing up 

I ignored him and kept walking 

"What you singing tonight?" the dj asked 

I whispered what I wanted him to play

"Okay kid" he smiled 

"Hi" I said going up to the mic. "So, this song is for someone, who never, ever fucking listens to me" I said looking Dylan dead in the eyes.

https://youtu.be/wIhJ6asoaoU

Listen,

 to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen,

(Looking up at Dylan)

to the sound from deep within

Its only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

Listen,

 I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

(Everyone was watching, Dylan intently watched)

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago

(Dylan looked as if he could cry)

Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

Listen, 

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known

Now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what

You've made of me

I followed the voice, 

you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, 

if you won't

Listen,

to the song here in my heart

A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you

You don't know not what I am feeling

I'm more than what you've made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own, my own

I sang every word with pain and sadness in my voice.

My eyes were watering.

"Thank you" I whispered, everyone was clapping and cheering

I looked Dylan in the eyes again before leaving the stage again 

I began walking towards the exit.

"Y/N." It was Dylan 

I kept walking until I was outside.

"You can't leave me" he cried 

"Why not!" I yelled 

"Because I love you!" he yelled back

"No you don't!" I practically screamed 

He stopped and stared at me shocked

"You don't love me Dylan, if you loved me, you would actually care about me, listen to my inspirations. Help me train like I help you with your scripts, not take other girls numbers, or flirt with them, especially not in front of me. You would look up fro m your phones once in a while, and you would actually care!" I said, yelling but not as loud.

He still said nothing 

"And here you are, just staring at me" I sighed

"What do you want me to say?" he asked d

"Nothing, we are done Dylan" I cried 

"No, please" he begged

"You couldn't even say anything 2 seconds ago and now you are begging me to stay with you, why?" I asked 

He walked closer to me

"I know I am a dick, I know I do things that I shouldn't, but you are the first girl I have every loved, ever." he cried 

"And I wont be your last Dyl" I whispered

"Please" he begged again

"You can't do that. You cant always get what YOU want. What about me?" I said stepping away 

"I will change" he cried

"Will you?" I asked, knowing he will change for a month and then go back to how he was before

"I promise" he said grabbing my hands

"I can't take that promise" I said looking him in the eyes

"Y/n, dont leave me" he said 

"I am sorry" I said 

"I love you" Dylan told me 

"I love you too, Dylan, but not in the way you love me." I cried, knowing that he wasn't in love with me like I am with him.

I let you go off his hands and walked away, I couldn't turn back.

I wouldn't.

But I did.

And I shouldn't have

I turned to see Dylan on the floor.

Crying

I took out my phone and pulled up his name

If you want to change for me, you need to prove it. 

Take some time away from each other.

If you can make a change that I can clearly see, I will try this relationship again.

Until then this is it Dyl

We cannot be together until then

I love u 

y/n x

I locked my phone and continued to walk home 

"Excuse me?" It was a Thomas, his sarcastic British self had been following me

"Hey" I smiled 

"I wanted to give you this" he said handing me a piece of paper

"What is it?" I asked opening to see a name and number

"An agent" Thomas smiled

"Really?" I smiled 

He nodded

"Oh my god" 

"Well, call it" Thomas smiled "I know Dylan is a dick, but he is still my mate, you dont mind if I go and see him do you?" he asked

"Not at all" I smiled

After everything that had happened to me today, at least something good came out of it.

I dialled the number and waited for an answer

"Hi?" the name said 

"Hi, is this Casie?" I asked 

"It is, this must be y/n" he said 

I smiled 

Everything was about to change.