Today in choir I nearly started crying...we were listening to our CD and the one of the sixth-grade choir's songs today...

IT WAS SO BEAUTIMOUS.

I WUVED IT.

And then of course there's one the songs honor choir did. First time I heard it, I LEGIT cried. It reminded of my dad and aunts and uncles and cousins and grandparents up North... and Princess, my cat that died three days after my birthday...and how my brother might not be here over the summer...and how my family seems to be falling apart...and that is seems like it's my fault...and when I think about it, it is my fault. Because I'm so 'perfect' all the time and barely ever get in trouble, but my brother is the exact opposite and he and our mom and step-dad don't exactly have the best relation ship...but then again neither do i...but I don't really have a relationship with anyone. I pretty much don't trust anyone completely. There are some people I trust more than others, but.. yeah...okay, I'm ending this now. 'Night.