WARNING: This following is 100% hardcore smut and can be skipped. It also contains the following:  dom/sub relationship, breath play, forced orgasms, PIV sex, degradation, and humiliation. It also contains after-care sex.

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Tearing at each other's clothes, we kissed heatedly like there was nothing to hold us back. As soon as my panties hit the floor, Jake lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He pressed my back against the wall and pushed himself into me without any preparation.

"Fuck you're so wet," he groaned. "Does this turn you on that much?"

"Shut up and fuck me like you mean it," I pulled him back in for another passionate kiss.

Needing no further encouragement, Jake started thrusting into me. Within moments, I had to break the kiss to moan out loud. He sucked on my bottom lip, not letting me go from him. I pressed my legs into his ass, wanting more from him. He thrusted into me harder and harder, but it still wasn't enough.

"Is that all you've got!?" I yelled. "That's not even a tickle! Where's that anger!?"

Letting go of my leg with his right hand, he brought it up to my neck and wrapped it around my throat, but didn't squeeze. He just held his hand there so I would feel the weight as he fucked me.

"Choke me," I smiled.

Jake grinned and gently applied pressure, tightening with every thrust. I could feel myself slipping as I grew lightheaded and yet euphoric. I dug my nails into his shoulders to hold on as I started to black out. Jake took advantage of my agape mouth and slipped his tongue in to rub against mine. My mind was becoming blank and could only think of him as he invaded all of my senses. With every second, I was slipping away further and further. With every second, I relinquished more control to him and let myself surrender to the pleasure.

Suddenly Jake released my throat, refusing to let me off easy. Air flooded my lungs, breathing new life into me. While I huffed for air, he lifted me and carried me over to the desk. Sitting me down on the edge, he reached around to push all of the debris off the opposite end. I impatiently pulled him in for a deep kiss and leaned back, lowering him down over me. He grabbed my wrists and pinned them down to the desk on either side of me while I wrapped my legs so tight around his waist, he winced in pain.

I broke away, realising I had put pressure on his bruises, "Sorry!"

He grabbed my jaw with his left hand and tilted my head up and to the side so my neck was exposed to him.

"Save your sympathies," he growled in my ear. "I am going to do far worse to you."

He licked my neck then sucked the sensitive nape hard as he resumed thrusting in and out of me. I gasped and moaned loudly. This only fuelled his lust further and he sunk his teeth into my skin with a fresh reminder of who I belonged to. Pulling himself up, he unwrapped my legs from his body and held them by the knees wide apart. I looked up and saw the wildest, darkest, most lustful expression on his face. He had gone feral and there was no going back. I gripped the ends of the desk just in time as he started fucking me relentlessly. As he slammed into my cervix over and over again, my eyes rolled back and I cried out in pleasure. The sensation was so overwhelming that I soon became a panting, mindless mess with tears running down my cheeks.

"That's it, be ruined forever to be mine and mine alone," he grunted.

I could feel the first orgasm building up, but I tried to hold it back so I could ride out the high longer. Jake's hand let go of my leg so he could rub my clit vigorously to force me to cum hard on him. Even with a orgasm as powerful as that, he did not miss a beat and pounded me through it. My back arched on the desk as chemicals flooded my brain. I knew I had started smiling like a mindless idiot, but I didn't care. The euphoria was so amazing and I didn't want it to stop. Orgasms started rolling through me that it was impossible to tell where one end and another one started. I was at his complete mercy and he could do whatever he wanted.

I couldn't remember when I blacked out, but when I came to again I was face down on the filthy desk surface, being fucked hard from behind. My legs hung limp over the end of the desk. My ass cheeks stung from being slapped roughly until both were bright red. My own wetness dripped down the insides of my thighs.

"You filthy slut!" Jake remarked. "The me of back then would've taken advantage of you while you were out. You can't be consuming that much ecstasy around me."

Finding it amusing at the time, I giggled. He leant over, pinned my wrists down and railed me, not that restraining me mattered because I was too far gone to resist. He swapped to speaking to me in German. I could only imagine how degrading and lewd his comments must have been if he didn't want me to understand what he was saying. The sheer tone of his voice had me clenching around his cock. My whole body was his and we both knew it.

"I'm yours, Jake. Do whatever," I smiled.

"Don't say that!" he yelled. "Do you want me to hurt you!?"

"Yes!" I was completely out of my mind by that point. "Everything feels so good! Abuse me! Violate me! Corrupt me!"

Jake slapped my ass hard, then grabbed my hair by the roots and pulled up to arch my back fully. Snaking his hand around to hold my neck, he forced me to look over my shoulder back at him. I pushed up with my arms on the desk to support my weight while he leant over to kiss me sloppily. His hands slipped down to grab my breasts and pinch my nipples between his fingers. I moaned loudly and threw my head back. His right hand left my breast and grabbed my exposed throat instead. While he didn't have the right grip for choking, he still squeezed roughly, bruising my neck with his fingers. I could feel the pent up anger and fury finally venting out of him.

"Is that all you've got!?" I taunted. "Give it to me harder!"

Jake pulled out, grabbed my arm and dragged me over to the couch. With a shove, I fell with my face into the couch. Jake grabbed my legs and twisted me around until I was on my back with one leg over the seat of the couch and the other resting on Jake's shoulder. With that angle, he pile drived into me so deeply I could feel him rearranging my insides.

"Yes! Fuck me, fuck me harder!" I encouraged him on with a stupid smile on my face.

He shifted his weight so he could cover my mouth with his hand. He then pounded into me with the full force of his weight. I screamed in pleasure against his hand and came endlessly on him. His eyes rolled back and twitched as he struggled to hold back any longer.

"Fuck!" He cried out as he exploded into me.

I moaned loudly at the hot ropes of cum filling me. By the time he finished cumming, I came again. Removing his hand from my mouth, he kissed me passionately while he slowly pumped his cum deep inside me until he was too sensitive to move any more. I happily milked his cock with the walls of my vagina, taking as much of him as I could. If it weren't for the IUD, I would definitely have been pregnant after that night.

"See? I didn't break," I smirked.

"I could do far worse, but my resources here are limited," he defended. "Without clean running water, I did not want to risk too much."

"Uh-huh, yup, sure. I bet that was exactly what you were saying when you were fucking me on the desk. 'Gee, I wish we had running water'," I teased.

Jake laughed and sat up, "Let's stick with that."

He ran his hand through his sweaty hair. Somehow he seemed lighter and freer. As if a giant weight had been taken off of him. I sat up, cupped his face with my hands and kissed him lovingly.

"I did not expect that after everything," he said solemnly.

"You finally exposed your weakness to me," I smiled.

"You mean I exposed my ugliness to you," he sighed.

"Your humanity," I corrected. "It's good to see it."

"Promise me you will never leave me. I don't think I could handle losing you again," he pleaded.

I kissed him tenderly at first, but with drugs and dopamine still in our system, it became heated in no time. Jake leaned back on the couch, pulling me down on top of him. He tried to hide his pain, but I noticed him gritting his teeth.

"I'm hurting you," I tried to get up, but he pulled me back down.

"It's a good pain," he insisted.

"How is it a good pain?" I frowned.

"The weight of your existence is always a good pain," he smiled.

"Move over! I can exist next to you and cause you no pain!" I rolled my eyes.

Jake begrudgingly scooted over so his back was against the back of the couch and stretched out his arm for me. I laid down in front, facing him and draped my leg over his, resting my head on his arm. Holding my leg in place, he slipped his thigh up to my groin and slowly grinded against it. I let out a small moan and kissed him again. His hand travelled up my leg to my hip and gently squeezed it.

"We still need to have that makeup sex," I smirked.

"Mmm, I know, but I need some more rest first," he smiled. "Please accept my thigh for now."

I happily started rubbing my slit along his thigh causing us to moan in unison, which I giggled at. Jake put his hand to my face and stroked my cheek with his thumb before running it over my lips. I sucked his thumb lovingly. He pulled it out and pushed two fingers in instead. I closed my eyes and imagined sucking his cock while he pumped his fingers in and out of my mouth.

"You're so beautiful," Jake mumbled.

He shifted his leg to lift my leg up, then reached down between my legs with his wet fingers and rubbed my clit. I gasped and moaned. Even that small amount of sensation had my eyes rolling back.

"You're still rolling, aren't you?" he asked. "I better take responsibility for that."

Jake slipped his two fingers into my cum filled pussy and went straight for my g-spot. His dexterous fingers went to town pumping it and almost immediately I was a quivering mess again.

"Jake!" I bit my lip.

"Shh, relax. Just enjoy the pleasure," he cooed.

I turned onto my back, moving my leg over the edge of the couch, giving Jake full access to my cunt as he finger fucked it. I grabbed his wrist and held it tight to keep him there. Jake leant over and kissed me deeply, his tongue exploring my mouth until I needed to break for air. While I was gasping for air, he kissed my cheek and temple until I was ready for another deep kiss. When his fingers tired, he slipped them out and rubbed my clit vigorously instead.

"Jake, I need you again," I said breathlessly.

"Do you?" he teased. "Show me how badly you need me."

I got up and Jake shifted to the middle of the couch again. Carefully this time I climbed over him then lowered myself onto his length, nearly cumming just from being filled with him.

"Fuck," Jake groaned as he threw his head back.

I started to slowly rock my hips back and forth over him. He grabbed my ass roughly and thrusted into me in perfectly time with my movements. As I went faster so did he. I leant forwards. He took my hands in his to support me as I fucked myself on him as hard as I could. I faltered as I got closing to climaxing and Jake took over. He pulled me down onto his chest and grabbed my ass again to hold it in place as he fucked me hard from underneath. I completely melted on top of him and came hard on him. He slowed down and rocked my hips gently, drawing the intense orgasm out until I was quivering. Then he sped up again until I was orgasming again and repeated the process. Each additional orgasm became longer and more euphoric until my legs couldn't keep the position any longer. He slipped out as I collapsed onto him. Sympathetically he pulled me up for a loving kiss while I felt him rub his shaft against my slit.

I was so out of it, I completely forgot about his ribs. As soon as I remembered, I sat up again. He was annoyed that I did and sat up too. Putting a hand behind my head, he pulled me in for another deep kiss, then lifted my hips slightly and lowered me back onto his penis. I moaned against his lips and started grinding on him. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I held myself close to him. His hands ran down my back to my ass and grabbed it roughly. Needing air, I broke away while Jake moved onto my neck. His hands kneaded my ass lustfully as I rocked my hips over his cock again. He rutted into me as best as he could from that position while sucking on my neck. Everything about that moment was blissful in that sitting position with him. I grabbed his hair and pulled him off my neck to kiss him deeply again. After a while, he lifted me up shifted us so he could lower me with my back on the couch. Holding my knees spread apart, he dipped back inside me, then lowered himself over me with his hands on either side of my head to support his weight. Rutting into me slowly, he kissed me lovingly again. I reached under his arms and grabbed his back. He winced as my fingers went into the pits of his scars. He pulled away and looked deeply into my eyes as I gently ran my fingers over the bumps and pits of his scarred skin.

"I love you, Jake, scars and all," I smiled.

He pressed his forehead against mine and smiled back, "I love you too, MC."

Jake continued making love to me into the early hours of the morning. I lost count of how many orgasms I had along the way as they blurred together into one long high. Eventually he came again in a slow, but intense orgasm. I moaned happily from being full of his cum again. When he pulled out, his cum poured out of me to both of our amusement.

"If I could, I would put the last couple of hours on a time loop," he sighed as he sat back.

"Mmm, we could always do it again tomorrow," I mused.

He laughed, "I suppose we could. Without the drugs though."

I scooted over on the couch so he could lie down next to me again. "Apology accepted."

"Did I apologise?" he asked as he snuck his arm under my head, then pulled me close to him.

I lifted my leg and draped it over his thigh. "You did with your body, but you could always use your voice too."

He laughed, then kissed my forehead, "I give you my sincerest apologies, MC."