So, I have this sort of obsession with drawing and writing on myself, and I think I know why. Dragging something across my skin creates a sort of feeling of accomplishment without really having to do anything. Cutting would be too painful, so instead, I use pens and markers. Now, I'm not saying this is a wonderful solution that will solve all these problems you have, but it helps me get through the days.

Next, I think I know why all my OC'S have such tragic backgrounds or the characters closest to them die or something bad happens to them. It symbolizes my inner torment, and my reality. My family are dying too early and tragic things are happening to them, far too early, like my cousin. He died last March. At 13 years old. That is far too early to leave everyone who cares about you.

All these things make me who I am. So sorry if I'm depressing you. It's just life.

~Dusk~