Yesterday at 2:19 pm 

Good evening. I hope you'd days going good.*yourI hope you're okay. I miss you. This may be my anxiety talking, but you normally would have messaged me at least once by now. I hope you're safe and still alive. I don't wanna loose you.

Okay this isn't normal.I haven't heard from you at all today. I am going to give you till 9:10 before I really start panicking. Please, Jessie. Please be okay. Please be alive. Please be safe. I don't want to loose you and right now, that is all my mind is thinking is that I am gonna loose you and I don't know what would happen if I did loose you.

Its 9:10pm as I write this. By now, I don't know what to think but I'm thinking the worse. Please don't be dead, Jessie. I remember how you told me you died but was brought back on Wednesday. I remember my heart sinking when I heard that and the feeling I got thinking that if they hadn't revived you, then I would've lost my bestest friend. I love you, Jessie. I know you might not ever get this, which would be sad and I'm spilling out my guts so if you do make it, then you'd know what I was going through, and how I feel. When we first met, not even a few minutes of talking, you reminded me of my boyfriend who randomly disappeared and I've been a wreck because I don't know how he is, where he is, I have no contact with him whatsoever. When you reminded me of him, I was filled with happiness because that little part of me wanted it to be him playing a joke on me. When I found out that it wasn't him playing a joke and we kept talking, I felt a connection with you and you felt it, too. I was glad to make a new friend. Over joyed, in fact. I admit, I kinda got scared when you asked me if I was one of those littles because I wasn't sure how you'd respond, but damn, you, Jessie, are amazing with my little side and big side. I miss you so much. All day, when I saw I had a new message, I was hoping one of them would be you.... But it wasn't. I fear that you're.... Gone. And if you are, unless someone has a way onto your account, there's no way of me knowing for sure. Its going to drive me crazy. I do know one thing though, if you're gone, you're still going to have a piece of my heart. And I bet, if you are gone, you'll probably watch over me because we did relate so much. If you're gone, I'll probably distance myself from others for a while because its gonna be hard on me to loose you and I don't wanna loose anyone else. I am currently crying as I write this. If you are gone, then I have a message for you.

Dear Jessie, You were an amazing person from the start. Its hard to believe you're actually gone. Its gonna.... Change me. You were always there for me and I know you'll probably be watching over me from heaven because we had such a great bond. I love you. You changed me for the better, and I thank you for that. You were an amazing person from the start, you were an amazing friend, a great roleplayed. Damn, you could roleplay good. I want to thank you for being my friend and for accepting me as me. I miss you, Jessie. You were gone to soon and its sad. I wish you were still alive. I was fine before you came into my life, but when you entered it, my life improved. I'll be okay... I think. Its gonna be hella hard. I miss you so much and wish I could've told you that in person. I'm sorry we never met in person. I'm sorry I wasn't there for your last breath. If I could've, I would've. I would've cuddled with you and given you all of my blankets so yuoud be comfy and so you'd take your last breath in comfort with me by your side. I wish you were here still. I love and miss you. I don't know what else to say.... Except thank you for all you did. Rest in peace, my buddy. I hope you have fun up in heaven and I'll see you again, someday.

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Note: I couldn't take any screenshots but this is what I sent. No messages were replied back and the ''You can't reply to this conversation'' part is what shows up when an account is deleted, which his is sooooo....