True feelings (Ouma x Shuichi)


Hello! I haven't written in this book since forever but I still see people reading this. Believe it or not this book actually has 14 chapters with unfinished stories. I also think that I won't finish them ever so I'm posting them now so you can read something during these times. Please Enjoy :)

Note: If you find incorrect grammatic which is REALLY bad, Please tell me. The killing Game doesn't exist in this story. There might be child abuse in this chapter, but now have fun~

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PoV Shuichi

Another school day was over and I finally have some free time. The last days had just passed like a few hours. The Day starts, I go to school and stay there for god damn six hours a day. So you could tell why I insist of my free time.

While I was walking home, I was thinking about some things. It seems like I was really deep in thoughts, because I didn't notice how a small purplish haired boy rants towards me and just huged me. I first noticed him when he begins to talk. ,,Aww, is Saihara-Chan ignoring me? Not a very good idea though." He smirks and let go off me. I stayed silent and just watched Oumas doing.

Kokichi Ouma was a good friend of mine. Sometimes he really annoyed me with his jokes and lies, but I guess I got used to it. Besides I'm still getting better to look pass his lies.

Anyways, right now he just stood there and looked at me like I am some kind of Alien from another Planet. I was about to ask what he was looking at, as I notice something in his eyes sparkling. Curiosity. Like he really wanted to know what I was thinking. But maybe I'm just mistaking. ,,You really must hate me if you just ignore me like that." Ouma said with almost tears in his eyes. ,,Or you love me so much that I can't get out of your head!" He addet with a big smile on his face.

,,Ouma please, I'm just thinking about some things, that doesn't mean I'm thinking about you."
I explained while start walking home again. ,,So you do hate me?!" He shouted dramaticaly.

I started laugh a little and shaking my head. Ouma quickly ran after me and walked next to me. Silence went between us. But I didn't feel uncomfortable nether did Ouma. We just walked next to each other until we reached at my house.

,,Uhm.. Ouma why did you walk with me home anyway? Doesn't you live in a complete different direction from at school?" I asked him with a confused look at my face. Ouma looked at me, still smiling ,,Aren't I allowed to walk home together with my beloved Saihara-Chan?"

,,Ah.. I-I just wanted to ask because you never did that before and-"
,,Does everything needs a reason in your opinion? Maaan you're just so boring sometimes." He interrupted me and was going to go. ,,Wait! Uh..if you want, you can stay a little.. I mean.... Only if you want to."

Yet again a few minutes silence went between us. The only difference, now I'm feeling uncomfortable.
Until Ouma breaks the silence.
,,Peeww! And I thought you just let me walk aaaall the way back without asking. Nishishi~ Of course I wanna stay a bit!"

After a few seconds he was standing next to me again. This time I could easily tell that he was lying, but i didn't ask. If I know really something about Ouma, then that he has his reasons to lie. Even if I would never understand them. Not that he's ever going to tell me anyway.

,,Are we going in or what? It's kinda cold y'know."
,,Oh I'm sorry." I quickly apologized and opened the door. Ouma rushed inside and looked at everything in the house. I didn't know if I should ask him to stop that, but on the other hand, I didn't think he would listen to me, so I stayed silent.

,,Woow! Your house is really big for only one person. How can you get the money for that?" He asked while running through the different rooms.

,,My parents support me with some things. I'm happy you like it." I explained and watched him still running.

,,You should have invited me here some earlier! Here are so much space and rooms." He continued explore my house which isn't that big in my opinion.

,,Hey! Did you ever host a party in here? That would be fun! Or can you choose in which bedroom you're sleeping? Oh what about that photo ther- AAH!" After some stupid questions and running he finally tripped and fell on the floor. I have to admit, I just waited for it.

,,Hey are you okay?" I asked while holding my laugh in.

,,Hmpf! I see, I see. It's funny to see a supreme leader like me falling huh?" He crossed his arms in front of his chest ,,Well serious question for once, how long am I allowed to stay in the modern mansion of Saihara?" he asks with a fake tone in his voice.

,,Depends on how long I can stand your being." I said calmly while sitting down on the couch in the livingroom.

,,Oh C'mon I'm not that bad, am I? I can leave now if you want." He said without making eye contact. I could tell he actually wanted to stay.

,,No way I'd kick you out like that. Let's have some fun together and see how time goes." I offered with a smile. But that smile didn't last long until I realized what I just had said. Noticing Oumas grin makes me blush.

,,Soo you wanna have some fun I heared." He repeated and didn't stop grining. ,,Nishishi I guess I can't decline that rare offer of my Saihara-Chan can I?"

I rolled my eyes. Sure he would make fun of that. Sometimes he reminded me of a little child with a lot of perverted thoughts. I wouldn't deny that this could actually be true.

,,Anyway, do you have some idea what we could do?" I asked him and noticed he still sat on the floor. He put his finger to his chin like he was seriously thinking. After a few seconds his grin returned to his face, which definetly wasn't a good thing. In any case.

,,You were the one who invited me. So I don't have to think of anything!"

,,You actually wanted to be invited at my house so you must've made some plans beforehead."

,,Well there speaks the detective. Indeed I wanted to visit you in your house soon. But that wasn't planed for today, so my preperations aren't done yet." He smirked at me but looked at the floor after finishing his sentence. I was confused by his reasons or why he even planed something in the first place. But I left that thought for the moment to asked more serious.

,,So what were the reasons you wanted to stay today then?"

He looked at me with a weird expression on his face. It looked like a mix of confusion, nervousness and... fear? Is he afraid of something?

,,Is something wrong, Ouma?"
I asked confused as well. He seemed a bit off but put himself back together quickly.

,,Nah I'm fine. I just wanted to spend some time with my beloved Saihara-Chan. Somethings wrong by that?" He asked innocently. I knew there is defenetly something more. Something he didn't want to tell me. But it seemed to bother him.

,,You know you can talk to me whatever is bothering you. And something Is bothering you. I don't want to push you but please don't keep it for yourself if it's something bad." I said a bit worried. Ouma looked me back into my eyes. He succesfully put his mask on again. And there I thought I would be able to break through it.

,,Nishishi~ If you're really that curious I could propably tell you. That is, if you want to hate me aftermaths." He said with a playful voice.

,,I wouldn't hate you Ouma. I never could." I admit with a slight blush on my cheeks. ,,Whatever it is, I wouldn't hate you."

,,Is that a promise?"
Ouma asked quietly but also seriously.

,,Sure it is."

,,Well then I guess I just go through it. Saihara-Chan I.. I really like you. More than a friend. Way more, I mean I love you a lot actually." He said with a visible blush on his cheeks. ,,So please keep your promise." He added after I hadn't said a word. I really didn't know how to reply on that. I really liked Ouma too. Maybe more than a normal friend but did I Love him?

,,I... I really don't know what to say. I'm sorry. But I don't hate you, if you think that. I'm just flattered you would feel something for me and.. Well, I like you too, but like a friend. I think." Did I just rejected him? I thought to myself as I saw Oumas face strangely light up.

,,Nishishi told ya it isn't that interesting. But I'm glad I have it out of my chest. Nooooow let's play something!" He cheered with an exciting look on his face. So we just go on like nothing happened?

,,Uh.. Sure, have you thought of something?" I asked still a little confused about his sudden confession. It could have been a lie. But why would he do that?

,,Well duh! Of course I have! What kind of a leader were I if I hadn't?" Why is he acting so sensitive? Maybe he try to hide his sadness. But that means he really does have feelings for me.

,,Shuichi stop your detectiv being for once 'kay? Let's have some fun like you said~" he teased me but his behavior was.. Obviously fake this time. He's sad but hide his emotions with a mask. That's what he always do.

,,Ouma, it really got late. Don't you think you should go home now?" I tried to make it sound less like I wanted him to leave. I really didn't want him to think, that I would hate him.

,,Oh you're right. And we hadn't even started yet." He forces himself to laugh. It really did hurt seeing him like this. He tried his best not to show his feelings, but he just failed.

,,Well tomorrow is another day! See you, my beloved Saihara-Chan!" His voice trailed of at the word "Beloved". Before Shuichi could react the shorter male run away. He couldn't helped but feel guilty. I hope I can have a talk with him tomorrow without him being as defensive. He thought before got ready to go to bed.

>>---------------Next Morning--------------<<

I woke up by the sunlight. I totally forgot to close the certain last night.
I took a look at my clock and jumped right off of my bed. It was already
8:37am, school starts at 9:00am. This is propably enough time to get ready for school, but I already overslept my Bus. Now I will defenetly be late at school. I thought and headed out the door.

Kokichis PoV

I waited at the Campus of the school for Shuichi, like every morning. But he hadn't shown up, even when classes started. Maybe he overslept?

The lesson went boring like always. But what should I expect of Math?
Only way more complicated ways to find out... Something with unusually many numbers and letters. How would that be important for my future?

I rested my head on my hands and pretented to follow the lesson, until a knock sounded from the door. The teacher said, that whoever was at the door, they were allowed to come in.
The door slowly opened and a shy dark-blue haired male entered the classroom. None else than Shuichi Saihara. Somehow I was relifed that he had shown up and I couldn't help but smile at the guilty looked Shuichi at the front.

,,Shuichi? You are late, why's that?" The teacher asked and wrote something in the class book.

,,I know, I-I'm sorry I've overslept a bit." He excused himself while looking at the floor.

He overslept a bit? The lesson is over in ten minutes. I thought and silently laugh about Saihara. I'm gonna tease him later with this.

,,Although there are still some minutes left, your consentration will be completely gone by now, you're allowed to leave." The teacher said and also pack his stuff away.

My smile only grew bigger at the sight of a Saihara still at the front of the class. Even if everybody ignored him and is busy taking their books back into their bags, Shuichi felt clearly uncomfortable and hide his face with his hat. Luckily I had already took away my stuff. Well, I never had them taken out at the beginning, but whatsoever I walked to Saihara and greeted him.

,,Good mooorning~ Sleepy head!"

My well known smile was still on my face. My arms were leaned behind my head. At first he looked at me with annoyance and maybe a bit of anger. But it changed quickly into a more calm expression.

,,I didn't overslept the whole time. It just took me an hour to get here." He explained and exited the classroom, close followed by me.

,,You're lucky Mrs. Yukizome just let it slide like that." I said to him, while we were going to the lockers to got our books for the next class. Saihara giggled a bit ,,Do you know well?" He asked still while opening the Lockers and got our books.

,,Hell, I know well. I was liturally the king of oversleeping last year and still am!" I shouted proud and made a over dramatic king pose.

Now Saihara completely lost it and started laughing. His laugh was always so adorable. I just wanted to hug him thight and never let him go again. Suddenly our conversation from yesterday shown up in my mind.
Now I feel sad again. He doesn't love me and never will.

Saihara stoped laughing and looked at me with a slightly worried look. If he is gonna ask 'whats wrong?' now, I really gonna punch him. Lucky me, the bell cut him off right before he was about to say something.

,,We should go to class now." I said and quickly got going. Shuichi and I hadn't class together very often. Right now I'm kind of glad about it. But at the same time, I was already missing him. I really loved him and it hurted to know he don't. I should propably just get over him. But everytime I thought about his smile and his cute laugh, or his beautiful eyes when he doesn't wore his hat, my heart started to beat faster and...

I just want to kiss him.

>>------Time skip after school-------<<

School was over and I headed out of the classroom. I was litually fighting with myself if I should wait for Shuichi or don't. I really didn't want to force him to invite me inside his house again. He would want to talk, but I didn't want to talk about it. By the way, he would have known the answer to the questions, if he had asked me. So I decided to walk straight in the direction of my house.

After a ten-minute walk, I reached my house. My parents weren't home yet, so I didn't really care as I threw my bag into the livingroom and went into the kitchen. By opening the fridge I realized there wasn't any food at all, so I just grabbed some greape Panta and went upstairs.

My house wasn't as big as Saiharas, so was my bedroom. The only furniture inside was a bed, a shelf and a desk with a chair. This made the room seem to be even smaller, but I felt very comfortable in there. My room was just like my own little house. I even have asked to install a small fridge just for my Panta. But unfortunately my parents were against the idea.

I took a sip from my Panta in my hand and let myself fall onto the bed. It didn't last even one minute before Saihara overflooded my mind again. I don't want to think about him!
I shaked my head to try to get Saihara out of my head. I wasn't successful. Frustrated about everything, I grabbed a pillow and screamed in it.
I was screaming out all my pain and love for Shuichi, until I felt empty.
It seemed like every emotions and feelings were gone.

,,Kokichi! Why does your bag lies in the livingroom? And haven't I asked you to go to the supermarket?!" I heard my father call for me while his footsteps were coming upstairs. I just closed my eyes and begged for nothing bad to happen.

But it seem fate have no mercy with me

Shuichis PoV

After school I went outside where Ouma was normally waiting for me, but today he wasn't. I was wondering why he had act so strange, I didn't come to a conclusion though. It could be possible, that he was still sad because of yesterday. Maybe he thought that I would hate him.

He never gave me his Address or something like that, so I can't visit him..
Well, we knew each other just for a month, therefore I had never asked.
I never asked private things to friends anyway. But I had to ask Kokichi tomorrow. I had to show him, that I wasn't hating him.

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When I arrived home, my Uncle greeted me. He was a busy man with his own Detective agency. I often wanted to help, but he didn't let me sometimes. He said I have to focus on school first, before I should waste my time on cases.

But whatever. I decided to make dinner for tonight.
When I opened the fridge, the only thing that still could be eaten inside were Tomatos, but even these didn't look likely to eat anymore. With a sigh I closed the fridge again and collected my stuff to go to the supermarket.

,,I'm going to the Supermarket, do you need anything?" I asked my uncle while I was putting on my shoes.

I opened the door, when, I didn't hear any response and took a few steps outside, before I turned around to close the door behind me. The Supermarket wasn't far away, so it didn't took long for me to walk there.

When I entered the large building I went staight to the fruit and vegetable department. There weren't too many people around, so it was a relaxed atmosphere.

I was walking through the different Fruits and vegetables, until I heared a familiar voice from behind. I quickly turned around and looked around the area. And my suspicion was correct. No-one other then Kokichi Ouma was sitting on the floor.

With a slight smile I was walking towards him and offered my help for him to get up.

,,Nishishi~ thank you. Didn't expect you being here." He said with a playful grin.

While I was helping him up, I noticed several bruises on his arm. Right when I open my mouth to say something he cut me off.

,,Hey! What are you shopping here?" He asked and looked inside my basket, which is hanging around my arm.

,,Ah.. Just some vegetables for Dinner tonight. I didn't plan to make a big shopping." I simply replied.

,,Eeeew.. Just healthy food? That can't be tasty!" He said while making a disgusted face.
,,Mmh, but whatever. See ya tomorrow Shuichi!" He added and turned around before walking away.

I almost forgot I was still in the supermarket and continued with my shopping. While I was doing that, I thought about Kokichi for a little bit.

He didn't call me Shuichi, since a long time. But today he did. I thought with a confused expression.

And what about the bruises he got on his arm? Did I just imagined it? I shoke my head on my way back home. I shouldn't worry so much about it. Since he acted completely normal, I think.

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The next day went by quickly. I was walking in the direction of school and was hoping to get a chance to talk to Ouma. I could've talked to him yesterday, but we barely talked at all and he has seemed busy too.
I didn't think a supermarket is the best place to talk anyway, so I would have took every chance given.

I haven't read it again but I hope it isn't so bad.
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