S I X T H N I G H T

"Hos-seok...." my voice wavered, not sure if it's because of the alcohol or it's because the aching pain in my heart

"why arent you answering my calls Hoseok?" I sniffled, letting tears flow down my face as I bang on his front door

I took a swig from the half empty bottle that I brought with me, hoping to drown in its intoxicating contents

"Please! Give me a chance, come back, you're all I have Hoseok. You promised to stay with me, but what is this bullshit?" I stopped to take another swig

"I thought you were different, I guess I'm wrong once again." I laughed at myself for being pathetic, but then again why am I here? begging hoseok to come back, for him to return to me, to feel his warmth, and voice?

why am I like this?