My heart clenched at his words. I reached for his hand to calm him down but he quickly shoved it away

"People who lie to me, Who fucking use me for their own entertainment purposes. Am I a fucking toy for you to push around? Am I someone replaceable to be a rebound? A pastime while you patch things up with Jimin?"

"Hoseok , No! listen to me-"

"I dont need to listen to your words when I've seen it all" I glared at him and shoved him aside, making sure he'll lose balance and fall on his side, and started to walk away

I was caught off guard of what he's done

I felt my legs go weak but I have to be strong , I have to act like i'm unfazed-that I'm angry, that what he has done did not affect me too much, that I'm fine without him.

I ran towards him and hugged his back "Okay just listen to me , you don't have to look my way or speak but just listen okay?"

I stiffened when I felt him hug me from behind, I froze on my spot, and my eyes wide from bewilderment.

I could feel his heartbeat, his short breaths, and his slightly shaking body-probably from all that running.

With what seemed like hours , I snapped out of my trance and tried to move , trying to remove his hold on me but whenever I move even just a centimeter he tightens his hug making it difficult for me to move "Stop , I dont want to listen to you"

"Please? Just lend me about five minutes of your time"

"I wont waste my five minutes to the likes of you"

I tightly closed my eyes shut and ignored his remark and focused on the words that I am about to say