Chatter filled Jeongguk's ear, but he couldn't quite make out the words as his mind was floating somewhere else. Well,
about a certain someone.

"Gguk? Hellooo?" his best friend, his better half, the peanut butter to his jelly, his brother from another mother, otherwise known as Taehyung, yelled as he shook the other back to earth.

Jeongguk looked at Taehyung. "Hmm, yeah?"

"Do you agree?"

He took a few seconds to try and remember any traces of what the boy could possibly be talking about. Not wanting to take too long, he answered, "yeah."

Taehyung eyes widened as he bursted out into laughter. "Okay you did not just agree that your brother has the biggest dick out of all the guys we know. What's on your mind, Gguk?"

"Do you seriously like Jimin?" Jeongguk asked, avoiding the real question at hand.

"Well, I don't really to know to be honest, but I do want his dick in my ass. I'm pretty sure he wants his dick in my ass too."

Jeongguk raised his eyebrows, blinked twice, then scrunched his nose. "Okay, disgusting. I really don't need to know that about my fucking brother."

Taehyung laughed it off and continued talking about all the things he wants Jimin to do to him while Jeongguk kept thinking about the brunet.

The two were currently walking to Jimin's dance class studio. Jimin had just returned from his second year in university for the summer break to catch up on missed time with the family, and Jeongguk was trying to make the best of his last summer before he's off to university as well.

Once they reached the building, they went inside and opened the doors to the studio, instantly spotting Jimin and his best friend, Hoseok, waving bye to a bunch of little kids. The two boys had volunteered to help out for summer classes.

"What're you doing here?" Jimin asked approaching his brother.

"I can't find my keys."

Jimin squinted his eyes suspiciously. He let out a puff of air and reached for a towel, wiping away the beads of sweat that dripped down his forehead. "Again?"

Jeongguk simply nodded. He wasn't the best liar, so less words were better in his case.

"Jeongguk-ah!" he heard a very familiar voice yell. There he was, in all his glory, Jung Hoseok standing right behind Jimin with his bright smile. "And Jeongguk's friend."

"Taehyung," Jimin answered, beating Jeongguk to it.

"Hey, hyung," Jeongguk greeted the older.

Jimin crossed his arm and pouted. "How come you never call me hyung?"

"I'll call you hyung! Unless there's a different honorific you prefer," Taehyung said, his voice sly.

The older didn't expect for the other to answer, causing his face to redden. Jimin uncrossed his arms and nodded, then turned around and ran over to grab his bag. Jeongguk stared at his friend in, once again, disgust. Then when Hoseok laughed at their interaction, Jeongguk forgot all about it because damn, an angel's laugh is truly beautiful.

"You're coming tonight right?" Hoseok asked when they finished packing up. The four boys began walking out.

"To Namjoon's party? Hell yeah," Jimin answered.

The other nodded. His eyes then caught Jeongguk looking at him, not even trying to hide it. He seemed a little confused on who this Namjoon was.

"Hey, you guys should come too. Need some experience for all the college parties you're going to have to go attend in the near future," Hoseok said.

Jeongguk looked at his brother as if to ask permission. The last thing he wanted to seem like is the annoying little brother who tagged along to everything the older one went to. Seeing Jimin with no sign of annoyance or refusal, Jeongguk nodded. "Sure."

"Great, see you three there," Hoseok said before splitting paths.

•—•—•

Jeongguk looked in the mirror for the millionth time, looking over his outfit. Currently, he seemed like someone who lived on the streets and didn't know two shits about fashion. Sighing, he harshly took off his shirt and flung it across his room, landing in the only spot that had not been covered in his previous outfit attempts.

He looked down at the mess he made, already groaning at how long it was going to take him to clean this up. To add to that, he still hasn't figured out what the heck he was going to wear to this stupid party! He was only snapped out his thoughts when he heard someone whistle from the side. Jeongguk looked up to see Taehyung leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed.

He wore a pair of faded out blue jeans, along with a camo-shirt printed with some old 90s band logo loosely tucked in, his finger's endorsed with all kinds of silver rings, a bandana wrapped around his wrist while the other wore different kinds of bracelets, hair styled in a messy do, and a light and natural touch of makeup. In other words, Taehyung looked hot as fuck.

"Sweet mama," Taehyung cooed as he entered. "I wish I had abs. Maybe Jimin would like me then."

Jeongguk rolled his eyes. "Oh shut up, he's literally in the next room. Do you really want him to hear your thirst comments?"

The boy shrugged. "Maybe he'll finally make a move then. Anyways, what's all this?"

Jeongguk grabbed a white shirt off the ground and put it on. "Nothing, let's go."

Taehyung shook his head. "Bub, no, you're not wearing that fucking shirt again."

"I've never worn this one before!"

The other sighed. He looked around in the piles of clothing, picking up and dropping things but keeping the ones he liked on his arm. Jeongguk had a shit ton of clothes mostly from his parents shop, but he never wore any of them. With the clothes he got, Taehyung formed an outfit for the boy.

"You're welcome, now change."

Jeongguk laughed but catched the clothes Taehyung threw at him. Black ripped skinny jeans, a black shirt with white prints, a chain belt (which definitely was not Jeongguk's), and a dark navy blue, almost black, leather jacket. Once all of that was put on, Taehyung helped Jeongguk do a small tuck in the front so that the belt was visible. He also threw in a choker, some rings and clip on earrings because accessory is very important, according to him. Not to forget about the hair, Taehyung used some gel to style it and get rid of his coconut-do.

When Taehyung felt satisfied with his work, they both exited his room just as Jimin left his.

"Nice hair," Jimin commented, noticing his brother's transformation. "Is that my belt?"

"Do you have other belts?" Taehyung budded in.

"Yeah..." Jimin answered, a little confused.

"Would you say they're strong?"

"Uhm, sure?"

Taehyung hummed and turned around. "Wonder how they'd feel around my wrist," he said under his breath, before walking down to the entrance door not forgetting to sway his hips.

His words were definitely caught by the older. Jimin gulped, eyes trained on the boy's bubbly butt. When he heard his brother clear his throat, he finally looked up.

"Disgusting," Jeongguk said, face blank, before he walked away following after Taehyung.

•—•—•

"Okay, rule number one, don't get drunk, rule number too, don't get drunk alone, and rule number three, don't you even dare think about going anywhere or doing anything with anyone here, and four, don't tell mom or dad about this, they'll kill me if they find out I brought you here while they're out of town. Other than that, have fun. Gguk, you have my number on speed dial," Jimin said quickly.

Without giving the two a chance to talk, he squeezed through the sea of people. Only to immediately return and grab Taehyung's wrist. "You're good at throwing things right? Come be my partner for beer pong," he had said.

And just like that, Jeongguk was left alone. With a sigh, he went to the edge of the dance floor, where there was tables lined with drinks and less populated. He stood around for a couple moments, contemplating wether he should leave or not when he felt the tap on his shoulder. Jeongguk turned around, instantly hit with the strong and familiar scent of axe body spray.

"There you are," Hoseok said calmly. He then frowned. "You don't look like you're having fun."

"Can't have much fun when I'm alone. Have you seen my friend, he's about this tall, hot as fuck, always talking about having Jimin's dick in his mouth."

Hoseok laughed. "Actually, yeah." He raised the hand with the red solo cup and point towards Jeongguk's left. There the two were, Taehyung pressed against as well as Jimin kissed him harshly, leaving his lips to connect to his neck or jaw for a couple seconds.

"It took him a damn while," Hoseok said.

"Hm?" Jeongguk hummed, glad that his friend seemed to be enjoying his time well but a little upset he couldn't have as much fun.

"You're brother's a fucking scaredy-cat. Probably needed some shots to finally grow a pair and do that."

Jeongguk nodded, not really knowing what to say. As the silence grew longer, the younger wanted nothing more than to break it. "Well, I think I'll call it a night. See yo–"

"Woah what?" Hoseok exclaimed. "The night's just begun. Hmm, maybe you brothers need to have a lil' alcohol in your system to have fun."

Before Jeongguk could question what the older meant, Hoseok brought his cup to his lips. After questioning his intentions internally, Jeongguk placed his mouth at the edge of the cup. They stared intently into each other eyes, the music suddenly drowning out and everything around them becoming smushed mush. Hoseok carefully tipped the cup upwards and the liquid poured itself into Jeongguk's throat. It wasn't his first time drinking, so he's gotten used to the feel of it. After a few sips, Hoseok brought the cup back down. Jeongguk wrapped his fingers around the cup as the other let go.

"Have fun, Jeongguk," Hoseok said with a smirk and began walking backward. "Oh and, you look good tonight," he yelled with a wink before turning around and joining his friends again. Slightly flustered, Jeongguk stared at the older, watching his every move but stopped once he realized how creepy that probably was.

His eyes then searched the room for his brother and best friend, but as expected, they were no where in sight. Jeongguk sighed. He looked down at the cup, seeing there was still some liquid left over. He chugged it all down in one go. That's where Jeongguk's fun night began.

•—•—•

Hoseok left the group playing pool to find another. He's always going around during parties, socializing with a group then moving onto the next. He noticed the crowd of people around in the kitchen and approached them, wanting to see what was going on

"Chug! Chug! Chug!" he heard them chanting as he got closer. Squeezing through the crowd, Hoseok managed to end up at the front. There Jeongguk was, chugging a whole bottle of vodka, face red and feet stumbling to keep balance.

"Woah there, that's enough," Hoseok said, walking over and grabbing the bottle away from Jeongguk. Although that was no use because the bottle was a drop away from empty. The crowd went wild and cheered as Jeongguk threw his arms in the air and waved his tongue out. Hoseok sighed, grabbing Jeongguk by the wrist and dragging him to a more secluded part of the house.

"How much did you drink?"

Jeongguk looked at the older for a few seconds before placing his hands on his head. "It hurts," he slurred. "Feel like 'm gonna faint!"

"Shit," Hoseok cursed under his breath. Without taking another second to think, he dragged Jeongguk to the third floor, this Namjoon dude was quite rich. Hoseok finally found a room that was empty (after a few walk-in's on some explicit scenes)

Jeongguk dropped down on the bed, pretending to make a snow angel. Hoseok dragged his hand over his face then placed them on his hips.

"How much did you drink."

Jeongguk sat up and lifted his hand, bringing his thumb and pointer finger together, giggled realizing he had fingers for a bit, then remembered he had a question to answer. "Just a lil' bit."

"Right. Jeongguk, what's your name."

Jeongguk gasped. "Hello, I'm Jeongguk What, nice to meet you!" he yelled with another giggle.

"Your brother's going to kill you." Hoseok sighed, pulling out his phone and dialling Jimin. There were no answer the first couple times, but finally, at the fourth call he answered.

"Hey– mmm, babe hold on. What's up?"

"Where are you?"

"F-fuck! Stop," Jimin said sternly. He cleared his throat and continued. "Sorry, at home."

"And what about Jeongguk?"

"I left the door open for him, don't worry. God! Kinda busy, gotta go, love you, bye!"

"But—"

"What a needy baby you are," was the last thing he heard before Jimin hung up.

Hoseok groaned. He looked back at the bed and saw that Jeongguk wasn't there. Then hit a moment of panic because he thought he had lost him when he was acting like a literal child. That was proven wrong when he felt a tug on his jean. Hoseok looked down to see Jeongguk staring up at him innocently, sitting with his legs crossed and hand still on his jean.

"What're you doing?" Hoseok asked, stretching his words in suspicion.

"Gonna suck your dick."

The older's eyes widened. He placed his hands on his shoulder and lifted him up. "No you're not."

Jeongguk jutted out his bottom lip. "Wanna suck your dick!"

"It's time to go home."

The younger squinted his eyes, stepping closer to the other. Hoseok gulped, stepping back until his back hit the wall. Jeongguk placed his arms on the boy's chest and dragged them down slowly, feeling up every nook and cranny of his toned body. Then finally, the landed by his crotch.

"Let me suck your big, fat, juicy, dick," Jeongguk growled, his words still slurred. He brought his lips to the older's neck, trailing sloppy kisses wherever he pleased.

Hoseok tried pushing him away, but Jeongguk palming him through his jeans took away all his strength to do so. Of course, Hoseok wasn't complaining, but he felt as if he was taking advantage of Jeongguk's drunken state. A couple seconds passed before Jeongguk stopped his actions, saying words that Hoseok couldn't quite make out. Hoseok was left with a sleeping Jeongguk in his arms and a boner that got worse as time went on.

The older sighed. "Shit."

•—•—•

Jeongguk was awakened by the sound of his alarm clock going off. With his eyes still closed, he reached around for his phone, which was not by his bedside table as usual. Getting annoyed at not being able to find it, he finally opened his eyes and looked around his room still in the state of mess it was before. His phone was right next to him on the bed. Turning off the alarm he didn't remember putting on, he stretched, feeling a sickening throbbing sensation in his head. Every part of his body hurt and felt sore. He felt like vomiting and banging his head against a wall.

"What the hell happened last night?" he muttered to himself, memories of the previous night a distorted blur. He remembers taking a few drinks but nothing else. He managed to somehow get out his bed and leave his room. Standing in front of Jimin's closed room, he knocked a couple times. Hearing no reply, he opened the door to see Jimin wide awake, still in bed and on his phone.

"Jimin!"

The older hummed, eyes still glued to his phone. "What's up?"

"What happened last night?"

Jimin looked at his brother. "Dunno." Then to his opposite side "Baby, what do you want for breakfast?"

"Pizza," a groggy voice answered. Then only did Jeongguk noticed the extra lump behind.

"We should have some leftover." Jimin removed his blanket and grabbed the shirt that was on the ground, put it on, and left the room and down the stairs.

Jeongguk crossed his arms and leaned against the doorframe. "Kim fucking Taehyung."

Taehyung turned around, lifting his head a little causing the blanket to slightly slip off and reveal the dozens of hickeys painted on his body — and it was only a small peak.

"Morning, Ggukie!" he chirped.

Jeongguk eyed the boy. "Disgusting," he said. Don't get him wrong, he was really happy for his best friend, it just weirded him out a little that it had to be his brother. He turned around and left Taehyung, wanting to go inquire Jimin more about the missing memories.

"You're just jealous I'm getting dick and you're not!" Taehyung yelled back.

Jeongguk was about to make a snarky comment back, but at that exact moment it hit. "Dick..." Jeongguk muttered under his breath.

"Let me suck your big, fat, juicy, dick."

Memories of the previous night flashed before his eyes. To say the boy was shocked would be an understatement. Then he went into a state of denial, trying to convince himself his mind was just playing tricks with him. Following that was panic, Jeongguk was ready to literally drown himself or something – or just never talk to anyone again and move to Iceland. Finally, acceptance. Maybe Hoseok was too drunk to remember as well.

"Bitch, wake up!" he heard Jimin yell. Jungkook walked over the edge of the staircase to see Jimin beside the couch. He repeated his words and finally Hoseok lifted his head up.

"Five more minutes," Hoseok said, then plopped right back down.

"I'm making frozen pizza," Jimin said. "Why'd you sleep here."

"Didn't have keys to lock the door. Your brother went straight to bed."

Jimin lifted a brow. "You dropped off Gguk?"

The other must've nodded, Jeongguk couldn't see, but Jimin also nodded not forgetting to add a thanks.

"Boo!" Taehyung yelled, smacking Jeongguk's butt.

Jeongguk usually would've hit Taehyung back or cussed him off, but he just wasn't in the right mind for that. Jeongguk turned and looked at his friend, Taehyung's playful smile dropping, becoming worried. Jeongguk dragged the other to his room and told him of all that he remembered doing at the party.

"Damn, and Hoseok just let you?" Taehyung asked, laughing a little.

Jeongguk hit the other's head. "It's not funny! And no, of course not. He tried to push me away but I didn't let him."

Taehyung kissed his teeth, walking over to the bathroom so that he could brush his teeth. Jeongguk followed and picked up his brush as well (Taehyung has his own since he visits so often). "Non-consensual, huh? Not cool, Gguks."

"I know! And now I don't know if he remembers or if I should apologize or just fucking die!"

"Or move move Iceland," Taehyung said, sticking out his brush and nodding.

"Already thought of it, but not helping."

They bought brushed their teeth and rinsed their mouth. Taehyung took of his shirt, wanting to get a good look at what Jimin did to his body. He's been working out since the beginning of summer break just for the occasion. There for sure were no abs, but he was at least somewhat fit.

"Damn, this' a whole new level of hot," Taehyung said, touching some of the hickeys lightly.

Jeongguk rolled his eyes. "Jimin needs to fucking calm down."

Taehyung giggled. "Oh, yes. He was just so big god and so fucking dominating, ugh such a daddy, ate my ass so well too. His dick wa–"

The boy shut his mouth and began screaming. "Gross, gross, gross! I don't wanna know about my brother's dick! Put your shirt back on and tell me what to do!"

Taehyung laughed but complied to the boy's wishes. He thought about it as he put on his shirt. "Just go down and pretend as if you don't remember anything."

Jeongguk bit his lip, not feeling so good, not knowing if it's him thinking everything was going to go wrong or the killer headache. Taehyung led the way down and Jeongguk nervously followed. They both took seats on the stools placed around the island in the kitchen.

"G'morning," Taehyung said to Hoseok who was too busy scrolling through his phone to notice their entrance.

Hoseok looked up and smiled. "Morning." He then took a quick glance at Jeongguk who kept his eyes glued to the counter. Noticing his look, Taehyung elbowed his friend to say something.

"Wow, what the hell happened last night," Jeongguk started. He has rehearsed the phrase a million times on his way dow, and to put it shortly, Jeongguk could never become an actor. "My head hurts, don't remember a single thing."

Jimin placed the cutting board with the heated pizza on the counter. He eyed his brother. "Did you drink? How much?"

Jeongguk lifted his shoulders. "Don't remember that either."

"How'd you get home then."

"I think I might've brought him here," Hoseok said, his eyes still on the boy. "You don't remember anything?"

Jeongguk shook his head, too scared to make eye contact with the other.

The older nodded, walking over and grabbing a slice of pizza. "Same."

•—•—•

"What? Are you insane?" Jeongguk screamed. He watched as his brother and a couple of his friends brought in bags of junk food. "If mom finds out you're so fucking dead!"

"But she won't, right, Gukkie?" Jimin said, throwing a death glare.

"You guys just had a party like two days ago!"

"So? Summer's almost over and this is the last chance I'm going to get to have actual fun. It's the perfect chance. And don't worry, it's not gonna be like that, it's a chill party. Now stop being a whiny ass and help set up."

Jeongguk groaned but went on and helped put out the chips in bowls and hide any valuable items because he didn't trust his brother's friends one bit. Well, maybe he trusted just one of them. As time went on, more of Jimin's friends came, both girls and boys. Jeongguk stayed in his room, not really feeling like participating until he heard two little knocks on his door over the loud music blasting through his house.

For a second, his heart dropped, thinking it might be Hoseok, but when the door bursted open with a smiling Taehyung, Jeongguk sighed in both relief and disappointment.

"What're you doing here when the party's downstairs?" Taehyung yelled, making himself comfortable on Jeongguk's bean bag.

"I don't wanna."

Taehyung frowned. "Why not?" He got up and sat in front of the boy. With a cheeky grin, he wiggled his brows as he said,  "Your man's here."

Jeongguk kicked his friend who fell back laughing. Taehyung got back up and stretched out his arms for Jeongguk to grab. We he did, he lifted him off of the bed and dragged him to the door.

"I promise I won't leave you this time, c'mon."

Jeongguk rolled his eyes but smiled and followed, not caring enough to change out his very baggy shirt and swears. The party was far from "chill", exactly like the previous one they had been to before. Walking down the stairs, Jeongguk was already groaning about the cleaning up process Jimin would force him into doing.

"Here's the mission," Taehyung started. "You're going to confess your feelings to him."

"Here?" Jeongguk lifted a brow, he didn't quite imagine his confession like this.

Taehyung nodded. "It's now or never, baby! Look, he's sitting alone of the couch, go make a move!"

Before Jeongguk could protest against it, Taehyung dragged him over and pushed him towards the couch. He couldn't even turn back because Hoseok's attention from the people playing twister averted to Jeongguk.

Jeongguk froze, not know what to do. He felt like a middle schooler talking to his first crush all over again. He wasn't always like this around Hoseok, it just began recently.

"Hey, Gguk," Hoseok called out, patting the empty seat beside him.

"Hey, hyung," Jeongguk replied, taking the seat. He brought his leg up so that they were crossed. "Having fun?"

Hoseok scrunched his nose. "Eh, Jimin's party is great and all but not really in the mood for it right now."

The younger nodded. "I get what you mean."

The stayed in silence for sometime, watching the party continue, people dancing and screaming, spilling drinks, and making out in random places. Then Hoseok broke that by slapping his own knee.

"Wanna go somewhere?" the older asked.

Jeongguk titled his head, confused if he was even talking to him.

"As in, lets get out of this place," Hoseok said.

"Sure."

And like that, Hoseok smiled and grabbed his wrist, leading him out of the house and into his car. Jeongguk put on his belt and waited for the older to head out.

"Where are we going?"

"Hmm, do you like chicken wings?"

And that is how they ended up at a 24 hour chicken wings place, laughing their heads off while eating wings. Hoseok and Jeongguk never really hung out alone, Jimin was always present, but even then they'd have a good time. Now that they were alone, it felt even better.

"Oh, you've got a– got a little something there," Hoseok said, in between laughs, pointing at the boy's chin.

Jeongguk reached a napkin up to his chin, rubbing it randomly. "Got it?"

The older chuckled, grabbed the napkin out his hand and did it for him then sat back down in his seat. "You're so cute, Jeongguk."

The younger began blushing, looking down to hide it. He grabbed the glass with beer and began chugging it to cool himself down.

"Woah woah woah, slow down there buddy, remember the last time you got drunk?"

Jeongguk's eyes widened. Without saying another word, he continued drinking.

Once they finished, the two headed back inside the car. Hoseok offered the boy some mint after popping one into his mouth himself, the younger gratefully accepting because he really didn't want his breath to be smelling like chicken and onion rings at the moment. Jeongguk fiddled around with the radio as Hoseok started up the car.

"I-I do," Jeongguk said quietly.

"Hmm?"

"I do remember."

After a couple seconds, Hoseok hummed again. "Me too."

Jeongguk looked up from the radio but Hoseok was looking straight ahead, hand gripped around the steering.

"I was serious," Jeongguk then said.

The older chuckled. "Mhm, oh really?"

"I was."

Hoseok blinked, head snapping toward the younger. "Really?"

Jeongguk bit his lip. Taking of his seatbelt, he reached over and took out the keys of the car. He then climbed over his seat and somehow managed to climb into Hoseok lap. He sat down, back against the steering wheel. He didn't know where he got such confidence, but Jeongguk blamed the alcohol, even if it was just one cup.

"Yes."

Hoseok's mouth was opened wide, a little lost on what was happening. His hand without control managed to place themselves around the boy's small waist.

"Are you sure?"

As a response, Jeongguk leaned down and kissed Hoseok softly. It took a few seconds for the older to process what was going on, but once he did, his grip around the other's waist tightened and he began kissing back. Jeongguk tangled his finger's in the older's soft hair, pulling at them ever so lightly. They pulled away for some air, and Hoseok took the opportunity to place small kisses on the boy's jaw, trailing down to his neck. Hoseok pulled at the side of his oversized shirt past his shoulder. He continued kissing down his neck and to his collarbone, Jeongguk burying his face in the other's hair.

"You smell nice," Jeongguk commented. Hoseok smiled against his skin. "Yeah?"

Jeongguk nodded. He pulled Hoseok back so that he could kiss him again, already missing the taste. They continued on like that for a some more time, and somewhere in between Jeongguk began to grind against the older.

"You're hard," Jeongguk pulled away for a second to whisper, lips curved into a sly smile.

"Fuck," was all Hoseok could say. He pulled away. "Okay, fuck. Shit. We should stop."

Jeongguk stared back, confused. "What? Why?"

"This feels– I don't know. Wrong."

The younger frowned. "You still see my as your best friend's little brother who knows nothing about the world and calls you Hoseokie hyungie while following you everywhere you went, don't you? Just a naive child?" he asked, no expression in his tone or face whatsoever. Hoseok kept quiet, looking away.

His silence was enough of an answer. Jeongguk unwrapped his arms and opened the door. He managed to get out. "I'll take the fucking bus, thanks."

"Jeongguk!" Hoseok called out, but Jeongguk kept walking. There he was, left with a boner yet again by the same person. Hoseok slammed his head against the steering wheel, accidentally honking at it and scaring the shit out of himself, screaming loud.

"Are you okay?" Jeongguk came rushing back hearing him scream. Hoseok looked at him and nodded, embarrassed. Jeongguk chuckled. "And you think I'm the child?" He shook his head and returned  on his path. Hoseok groaned, grabbed his keys and got out of the car.

"Jeongguk, wait," he ran over, stopping the boy in his tracks. "Listen, I don't see you as a child. Okay no, I'm lying, I kinda do. It's just can't believe how much you've grown and matured, and-and I was supposed to be like a brother to you! It's just shitting my brains for thinking of you in a such a way."

Jeongguk lifted a brow. "You thought of me as your little brother?"

"No! And that was what made me so guilty. Ever since I came back from uni, I see you and you're not the little clingy kid with braces who liked Pokémon and hugs and gets excited when I give you candy, or that I knew. You were this whole new you and god so many thoughts came to mind! The things I wanted to do to you– shit."

"You're legit two years older, calm down." Jeongguk smiled and stepped closer. "So, what did you want to do to me, hmm?"

"We'll definitely not anything in the parking lot of a chicken wing restaurant."

The younger laughed, all the anger from before gone. He cleared his throat and wrapped his arms around his neck again. He tip-toed ever so slightly and kissed him, Hoseok quick to join into the kiss.

Jeongguk pulled away as soon as it started. "You know," he trailed. "There's a hotel, like, literally right there."

"I see," Hoseok nodded, looking at the hotel that was actually like a metre away from the fast food place.

"You don't suppose they have a room available, do you?"

"I guess we'll have to find out."

"I guess so."

The two smiled and ran to the hotel. The receptionist did her best to stay patient as the boy's were in a hurry to get a room. As soon as they got inside, they both toppled over and onto the bed.

"If your brother kills me, promise you'll find a better man and move on, my love?" Hoseok said, hugging the boy tightly.

"Oh! My dear Hoseok! How ever will I live on?"

The boys laughed dumbly before getting up and beginning to undress themselves.

"Are you sure about this?" Hoseok asked once again.

"Yes, now shut up and fuck me!"

Hoseok started eyes wide, never thinking he'd hear those two words out of the very innocent Jeongguk. He laughed to himself, wrapping his arms around the boy and pulling him close. "Gladly."

•—•—•

A few weeks later

Hoseok and Jeongguk were cuddled up on the couch, watching a movie. Jeongguk tucked nicely under Hoseok arms, his arms around the older's waist in a tight grip.

"Jeez, turn on the lights," a voice came barging in, flipping on the switched. Jimin looked at them for a second before rolling his eyes at the scene in front of him. Jeongguk and Hoseok has just jumped away from each other and pretended as if nothing happened.

"Just say you're dating and go! Gosh," Jimin yelled, setting down the groceries on the counter.

"We're not!" Jeongguk protested.

"You're not?" Taehyung said, coming through the door.

Jeongguk gave him a confused look. "Why're you here?"

"To say goodbye, duh. Y'all should close your door."

Today was the last day to Jimin and Hoseok's stay. Jimin's parents had said their goodbyes before going to work earlier and had requested of him to get the groceries before he left.

Jeongguk and Hoseok glanced at each other, but Jeongguk became nervous when their eyes met so he looked away. He scrambled to his feet. "Hey Tae, I still have the jacket you let me borrow. Come it's in my room, I'll get it for you."

"What ja–" Taehyung started, confused, but before he could finish, he was dragged away and up the stairs. He followed, not saying a word, mostly cause he didn't know what was happening, but also seeing the nervous stance in his friend.

Once they reached his room, Taehyung flopped himself on the boy's bed. "What's wrong?" he asked.

"Well, um, everything I guess. My life, my love life, my bedsheets too, I think they need to be washed to be honest," Jeongguk rambled as he began pacing back and forth in his room.

Taehyung rolled his eyes. He managed to reach for Jeongguk's hand and pull him down to the bed with him. He hugged the boy tight. "I asked what's wrong, baby?"

Jeongguk pushed the boy away using his head, creating some space. "You see why my brother thought we were dating?"

"Your brother's dumb," Taehyung said with a laugh, then quickly stopped. "Hey! Don't change the subject."

Jeongguk sighed. He turned so he was facing the ceiling. "Hoseok's leaving today."

"And so is Jimin, your one and only brother. Remember him?"

"Why aren't you upset?" Jeongguk asked, propping himself on his elbow and laying his cheek on his hand.

"Why would I be upset?"

"Jimin's leaving. Didn't you have a thing for him?"

Taehyung giggled. He reached out and pinched the other's cheeks. "Oh my dear Jeonggukie, it was just a summer fling! It was just meaningless sex. Amazing, but meaningless. No strings attached. We didn't even go on dates and shit, we just fucked. I mean yeah, I guess I'll miss that, but it's whatever."

"A fling..." Jeongguk echoed, his voice becoming small. Thoughts began running through his mind. Was that what it was between him and Hoseok? A summer fling? Would the older forget about him when he went back? Was it just meaningless sex? Was Jeongguk the only one getting feelings involved? All these questions clouded his head.

"Gguk?" Taehyung yelled, shaking the boy.

"Huh?"

"I called you like five times, where'd you space off to?"

Jeongguk remained silent. Taehyung stared at him intently then it all clicked. "Oh bub, your and Hoseok's relationship is different. I see the way you look at each other."

"How does he look at me?" Jeongguk asked with big eyes and a pout.

"Like he's ready to risk it all to just see you smile one more time."

Jeongguk believed his friend for a second. He wanted to believe that was the truth, that Hoseok really did like him. But he couldn't be sure of it until he heard it from the older himself. He thought over all the things they did, watching movies, stargazing, cuddling, just basic dating stuff. They also fucked around a lot, so it could've just been all an extra to his fling. Another way to enjoy his summer.

Jeongguk groaned and rolled around. They heard their names being called down by Jimin, saying their ride was here. They were carpooling with some other friends in Hoseok's car. Taehyung got off the bed, heading to the door.

"C'mon Ggukie," Taehyung said, waiting at the door.

"Tell them I don't feel well," Jeongguk said, burying his head into a pillow. "And have a safe trip," he lifted his head up to add, but slammed it back down. He heard Taehyung sigh and then footsteps that grew distant.

After a couple minutes, he heard footsteps again. Jeongguk felt the bed sink down as a body plopped down beside him, then felt arms snake around his waist.

"Did they leave yet, Tae?" he asked, his voice coming out muffled but still audible.

"Nope," he answered, but it definitely wasn't Taehyung's voice. Jeongguk tensed up. He heard Hoseok's beautiful laugh dance around the room.

"I thought I was the only one you cuddled with," Hoseok said, his tone sounding sad but he was smiling wide. Jeongguk kept quiet, not know if he wanted to bury himself six feet deep or turn around and bury his head into the older's warm embrace.

Hoseok hummed. "Taehyung's exact words were, 'Hyung, I think you need to go talk to Jeongguk, he's not going to listen to me.' So, what's up, Gguks?"

"Nothing," he mumbled.

Hoseok pinched his waist, making Jeongguk squirm and giving Hoseok the opportunity to roll him over so that they faced each other. He rested his forehead on the younger's. "Really?"

Jeongguk gulped. Hoseok smiled, he leaned over and connected their lips. He pulled away with a confused look as Jeongguk didn't kiss back.

"Hey, is everything alright?" Hoseok asked, actually worried now.

"No!" Jeongguk replied, saying it a little louder than he wanted. "You should stop that. Stop leading me on. It's just a fling anyways. I know I'm the stupid one here. Whatever. Bye, hope you had a great summer."

Hoseok's eyes widened and his brows were raised. "What?? A fling? Gguk, you definitely are the stupid one if you thought that."

Jeongguk looked back, confused as well. "It's not... a fling?"

"What! No! Of course not! Shit, I'm so dumb, I thought it was obvious enough, but I guess not."

"Hyung, what?"

"Jeon Jeongguk," Hoseok started and cupped one of Jeongguk's cheeks. "I like you very much. A lot actually, which scares me. I don't know how I'm going to stay so far away from you, but I want to try this. I want to give us a try. So if you thought this would just be a summer thing, boy are you wrong. I'm not letting you go so easily, alright? You're like, the best thing's that's ever happened to me, and I've never been more grateful to know your idiot of a brother before."

Jeongguk giggled at the last part, making Hoseok all the more confident. The younger wasn't the only nervous mess in all of this.

He continued. "I'm going to call you every chance I get, text you every chance I get, and there won't be a moment I won't be thinking about you. So you better get your ass accepted to Seoul University– I heard from your brother– and come to me quickly!"

Jeongguk blinked, not expecting all of that. A m wide smile made its way on his lip. "I like you a lot too, Hoseokie hyung. I want to give us a try too."

"So can I please get a goodbye kiss from my boyfriend?"

They both laughed before leaning in and attaching their lips for a passionate kiss. Jeongguk just instantly melted into it, scooting closer and wrapping his arms around the older. After what seemed like forever, they pulled away when they heard Jimin calling for them again.

"Oh and don't tell your brother yet, he'll kill me. I'll tell him myself when he's in a super good mood," Hoseok said.

"Hmm? Why?"

Hoseok chuckled. "Believe it or not, your brother's actually really protective over you. He'd always ask the computer science kids we know if they could hack into whoever your latest crush was back in high school. Even now if he somehow finds out. Jimin's kinda crazy, but it's cute."

"Oh really?"

Hoseok nodded. Jeongguk thought about it, imagining Jimin acting brotherly, and the thought got him laughing. His laugh spread to Hoseok, so the two just laid there for a bit, in each other's arms and laughing their heads off.

Jimin called them again, and that time, they finally got off. They said their goodbyes, and Jeongguk waved until he saw the car disappear.

"So things went well?" Taehyung questioned.

"Well considering I have a boyfriend now, yes, yes they did."

Taehyung pulled the boy to a couch to ask about everything that happened. The boy spilled everything. "Ahh, I can still feel the feel of his lips on mine! That kiss just felt so different than any other"

Taehyung shoved his shoulder. "Ugh, y'all are going to be the gross lovey-dovey couple who love each other to the moon and back, huh? Disgusting."

Jeongguk gasped, Taehyung doing his best to hold in the laughter now that he was finally able to use Jeongguk's words back on himself. As soon as Jeongguk began laughing, Taehyung couldn't hold it in. Although, Jeongguk had a feeling that what Taehyung said was going to be so very true.

Oh and if you were wondering, Jeongguk did make his ass into Seoul University.  

And to his Hoseokie.

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Nobody:
Literally no one:
Me: here's a 6.9k words hopekook one shot uwu

BUT YES HERE WE GO IVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR THE LONGEST TIME

I love hopekook sm and honestly even though I'm taekook biased, if someone asked me which bts ship is most likely real I'd say hopekook CUZ FUCK THEY CUTE

vmin also rlly cute & I realized how much i love this ship while I was writing this and there's never enough vmin in anyone's life (tell me if y'all want sum more ;)))!

Anyways, yes no smuts I'm still not comfortable writing that ish so I'm not gonna do force myself something if I don't wanna!

But I hope you enjoyed!
Bye<3