China
It's two and half days away from the wedding. Finally got everything set up. We did rehearsal this morn so after today I won't see my baby till we say I do. Never understood that dumbass tradition, hell we live together. My nerves are on edge and I just want to say I do already.

I won't see him or our son till the wedding. This is too much. We should have eloped, yeah that would be good. Maybe I can change my mind. I hadn't realized in the mist of my thoughts that I was sending myself into a panic attack until my Dadda walked up to me and held me. Just the calming touch of him sent me into a full blown melt down.....

"dad. I. Can't. Do. This. I. Don't. Want. To. Anymore. Please. Make. It. Stop."

I said in between sobs. He was chuckling. And because my face was In his chest not only did I hear his deep voice but I felt his body shake, which for some reason sent me into a rage....

"wth funny pops, this not funny"
"princess calm your ass down, I'm still your Father"
"un huh, yeah sure you are. And "I'm loving it and you laughing like shit funny, just ughhhhh, just move"

And I stormed off. He think it's funny that I feel like I'm losing my mind. Some dad he is. In the mist of me walking to the bathroom I started bawling again. Ugh I can't wait to say I do.

Trina
Lawd what's wrong with my baby. She has never goes off kn her father. And he must know it's the wedding cuz he not even phased. Me and her gone have a serious word as soon as we get to the house. I'm so happy the wedding is two days away, cuz if not China would be dead.

I sent the guys away because she already gave everyone hell. When they say bridezilla they mean it to the core. I'll be so happy when it's over and my baby girl comes back.

I walk to the bathroom to check on her. I hear her throwing up. And my motherly instinct tells me what I already know. And as if on que I feel a breeze and a touch. I use to be freaked out by it, but the closer me and the kids got I wasn't afraid anymore. Hey hun miss you. I already knew it was her mom and I felt a hug and my purse fell over and the pregnancy test I never took fell out.

Yeah I was at one point, but before I could ever take the test I passed out while shopping and found out it was a Fallopian tube pregnancy. It hurt but I have my son and daughter and grandson so I'm actually happy as is. I still think of what could have been but God knows better than I do.

Anyway when it fell out I knew their mom and I had the same thought, so I walked over picked it up and walked over to China....

"take this, now"
"ma, stop. I'm not. I'm good. I'm just stressed"
"then why you crying? "
"I don't know"
"my beautiful China doll, he loves you already and y'all get married in two days. It's OK. Take the test for ma please"
"(exhales) yes ma'am"

After a few minutes she comes out. And we wait on the results. Before we could read them, they said they were locking up so we had to leave. I told her to go ahead and I put it on the box and out it back in my purse and we left.......

A few more days and it's over...