I spent another week at the short term hospital and the day my step mom came she said she was sending me away and I begged her not to... a bitch said "Why couldn't you shut up and stop crying?" She was a bitch.
I didn't get to see my dad before a went. When I got there the nurse had to first pat me down and the check for anything not allowed to be on me, there was nothing....
You know the words I'll never forget her say are "No one in this hospital is your friend, don't trust them" XD what a fucking lie yet truth at the same time... I saw 7 year old kisses there 7 YEARS OLD! The first nights were nothing...
There was a thing that was called something that o can't remember, but it was the word they used for when there was a girl yelling and screaming wanting out of the place banging doors in anger.... also there were fights.
Every morning and night we had chores, cleaning, sweeping and mopping. The showers were the worst because curtains could literally fall while you're showering. After the first 2 days the entire place had gotten everything mixed up age wise, teens where supposed to be with teens but because of issue our hall was mixed with kids and teens.
Now let's get in to the friends I made! My first roommate I didn't really know but I got a new roommate named Kat at she was damn interesting and she was a little. Little space or little something and she uh XD basically acted like a cat.
So now here's the drama. -.-
So girls would date when they are supposed to and fucking shouldn't *sigh* but my roommate was one of those girls... and I keep secrets which the guess would say not to tell anyone because they won't keep XD I proved her wrong!
Anyways because my room mate was trying to get with a girl she moved halls.

Let me take a moment to talk about the badbitch staff! Damn! They were Damn! Like they had to sit on girl just to keep them down so they would calm down. I don't want to sound racist but they were all black which didn't really matter to me but they always had their wives in, and you know the whole don't snatch my wive thing, well they basically got their hair pulled out by the girls on that hall. There was 3 staff the morning, afternoon and night staff. You see I'll say all these good things about a few of them but I won't say one good thing about one woman because she was a bitch bitch bitch!

Anyways, I made a friend named Yoish XD literally named Yoshi. And she was a bit mental but sweet and childish for a 17 year old.
I also made friends with a young girl she was 9 and turn 10 in that place and she was in foster care and.... I get she was at that hospital... one day she asked "Should I tell my therapist about something that a man did to me?" She didn't say exactly but she was 9 and she already lost somethings he can never get back and.... she was so sweet... I loved her.
Ya know there were foster kids who hand been there for years and I felt so bad.
I hated being sent there but I'm glad I was... and I There were a few down sides -.- I had a kid that I almost hit that was my roommate.... and the therapy fucking sucked ass! But I learned that there are people who's lives are so fucked up that I should be greatful for the family I have! My parents saw me every weekend and others didn't even have that....

Two weeks before I left

My parents hadn't answered me for a week and I didn't know why but then a therapy session came up and I learned why.... my cat who I grew up with my whole life he.... he died and I wasn't there... I cried so much that night and I was so happy for the roommate had she was amazing! She hugged me calmed me down and I loved her so much and She's a writer on here! I wish I had her username! I miss her!
By the way that woman who's a bitch bitch bitch she is that because a day before my discharge she said. "Ha you'll be back you haven't learned anything." -.- the fuck! MAYBE I DIDNT CHANG FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE WHO I DISLIKED THE FUCKING MOST!!
Anyways I also left half my clothes there and I FUCK HATE MYSELF FOR THAT BECAUSE I LOS MY GRANDMAS CLOTHES!!

But this was an experience I needed and my therapist when I got back she asked. "Before we continue more therapy do you still want me as a therapist?" And I forgave her

Wattpad talk!

I had disappeared off wattpad for 6 months and XD I left my book on a fucking cliff hanger.

I also lost touch with my first real best friend...