Day 1; Saturday: night terror the night before, no communication with anyone

Day 2; Sunday: nightmare the night before, a quick text chat with my brother

Day 3; Monday: nightmare the night before, no communication

Day 4; Tuesday: nightmare the night before, I notice a text from Josh that I got yesterday-

1 New Message
Josh
I know I'm probably really annoying you but we haven't talked since Friday I just want to make sure you're okay
Yesterday at 3:41 p.m.

Honestly, I don't know if I'm okay.  I've thought about things over the weekend, but...

Friday would be the third time Josh and I kissed.  It has to mean something if it's three times, yeah?  I just really don't know how I even feel about it.  I can't make a simple opinion on whether I'm happy or upset by it.

I've always known that Josh and I were extremely close, because we're best friends.  I never even thought about it like this.  I never questioned whether we could be something more, and I've never doubted that I'm straight.  That is until now, of course.

I honestly don't know what I'm feeling.  Josh gave me an entire weekend to think about things, and I'm still at the same place I started- just confused.

Purely.

Confused.

Day 5; Wednesday: night terror last night, no communication, still thinking and confused

Day 6; Thursday: night terror last night, my mom texted me just to say hi briefly, still thinking and confused

Day 7; Friday: nightmare the night before, I get a text from Josh that I can't bring myself to look at, still thinking and confused

Day 8; Saturday: nightmare last night, I check Josh's text from yesterday-

Tyler, I'm really sorry to bug you again.  I know you really need to be left alone, and I'm just being annoying.  It's just that I really need to know if you're okay.  It's been a week since we talked, and I'm worried about you.  Even if all you text back is an I'm fine, it would really make me feel a lot better.

I'm fine.

A/N~ short chapter wHOOPS.  I know hardly anybody will ever read this book, but meh.  I don't really care.  Also updates might be slowing down a bit now that I'm back in school, my apologies :/