Mate?

Why do we need them? Who needs such a thing. To make your shitty life better than it once was. I was tired of the stories that I hear around the pack of the girls getting back with their shitty mates. Running back to them after they uttered one apology and still didn't change their ways. To simply put on a mask to hide their true feelings to satisfy their mates.

I was tired of living by the moon goddess and instead wish to make my own decisions. To make my own choices in my own damn life, I refuse to let some asshole control me. I didn't want a male mate, I didn't want that ownership over who I am. I didn't want someone who thought they could dictate how I acted and feel. I just wish I could be like humans. They had the ability to choose who they were able to be with and choose who they could love.

I just wanted that freedom in my life.

I just wanted to live my life my own damn way.

Was that so much to ask for?