Jimin POV

I'm going to kill them. All of them. Slowly...starting with Jin hyung. Not only is he telling the worst, and corniest dad jokes ever, he's not letting her glass empty at all. I'm almost positive she has nearly drank that entire bottle herself. Then Namjoon keeps telling stories making me look stupid. Yoongi keeps staring creepily at her. Tae wont stop flirting with her. Hoseok keeps making inappropriate comments and Kookie...well Kookie isn't stopping any of it.

The only good thing about all of this chaos...is her laughter. I had never heard her laugh so much between all the interaction she is having. She is really enjoying herself...or is that just the wine?

"Baby." I called to her placing my hand on her shoulder.

"Hmm?" She responded looking at me with her smile.

Her eyes were red rimmed and glossy, and I think it's from crying as she was laughing so hard. "Are you drunk?" I asked her.

"No." She giggled even more.

"Not yet anyway." Jin responded filling her glass while emptying the bottle.

"Oh jeeze...did I drink all of that?"

"Not yet...you still have some in your glass." Jin joked.

She picked up her glass taking a few sips before she turned towards me. She placed her soft and warm hand on my cheek pulling me in toward her and kissed me softly. "Thank you for letting me come. I'm having a blast."

"Speaking of coming..." Yoongi started. "Have you fucked yet?" he asked looking directly at her.

I was mortified...my eyes went wide and I wanted nothing more than to lunge over this table and strangle him. What the fuck? I was about to scold him for asking such a vulgar question, but Y/N spoke first.

"Ugh...no." She replied exasperated. I turned to her as she looked at Yoongi. "He says he likes me...he says I'm his...but he wont do it."

I stared at her appauld...this has to be the alcohol...and part of me isn't even mad. She is so fun when she's drunk.

"What the fuck is your problem Jiminie?"

"I don't have a problem."

I heard her laugh a little harder. "Jiminie!" she repeated. "I like that. Park Jiminie. Has a nice ring to it."

"You think so?"

"Mhmm...Jiminie?"

"Yes baby?"

"Why wont you have sex with me?"

My eyes widened again at her question and I felt like I was on the spot.

"Yeah, Jiminie...why not?" Tae teased.

"I don't think this is appropriate conversation for dinner." I replied super annoyed. They knew exactly why I wasn't slamming her on the table right there, right now. I started to get angry. They were making jokes about this and it wasn't funny.

"Y/N?"

She smiled when she turned to me. "Yes Jiminie?"

"Are you ready to go home? Dinner is over and you've had a lot to drink."

"Let her stay here." Jin insisted.

"I don't think that's a good idea."

"Whyyyyyyyyy?" She whined. "Don't you like me Jiminiiiiiieeeee?"

"Of course I do baby, but this is a house full of men."

"Gay men...gaaaayyy." She dragged out the end of the word. I could hear the rest of the table attempt to hide their laughter but failing miserably.

"That's not the point."

She pouted. "Fine...I guess I'll go home." She turned to Jin. "I'm going to miss you."

"Awe...honey I'll see you plenty. You are welcome here whenever...you don't need an invite or an escort even." He said gesturing to me.

"Jin hyung...yah!"

She placed her hand on his arm smiling. "Thank you."

He lifted her hand and kissed her knuckles. "You are most welcome, deary."

She said her goodbyes to each of the guys and as we made our way out the door she wrapped her arm around my waist as I had my arm around her shoulders.

I helped her into the SUV and when we got in she shuffled to sit in my lap wrapping her arms around my neck.

"I don't drink very often."

"Well you drank an entire bottle of wine." I chuckled and kissed her temple. "We will need you to drink a bottle of water before bed."

"Okie Dokie."

She sat there in my lap in silence and I traced circles on her back as we made our way to the elite dorms. "Alright baby, we are here."

"Okay." She replied without moving.

I chuckled at her stillness. "Do you want me to carry you?"

"No...I'm too heavy." She went to get up but I stopped her holding her tight to me. The driver opened the door and I effortlessly got out of the car and up to her dorm room.

"You are NOT...too heavy." I growled lowly to her.

"Mmm."

"I was able to get her keys from her small purse to unlock the door. I shut the door behind us placing her gently on her bed."

"Mmmmmm. Jiminie I cant sleep in this dress." She reached her arms out to me and I helped her sit up. She then jumped off the bed to her feet and turned her back to me. "Can you unzip me? I don't even know how I zipped it up in the first place."

I laughed. "I can do that."

I moved her hair to her left shoulder and reached for her zipper. As I did she rolled her head to the left side also leaving her neck exposed. I gulped trying to focus on riding her from the uncomfortable dress. I unzipped it and helped her step out of the pool beneath her. She turned to me and took the dress from me walking over to her closet. I couldn't help but to stare after her. She was so beautiful, and her panties...lace never looked so good before. She wore a matching bra and I could almost feel myself drooling after her.

I watched as she hung the dress up in her closet and turned towards me. She walked over wrapping her arms around my waist and pressing her cheek to my chest. "Youre so warm Jiminie."

I lowered myself a bit picking her up by her thighs. She let out a small squeak as I walked her over to her bed gently laying her down. I heard her giggle a little and she hooked her arms and legs around me with an alarmingly tight grip.

"Stay with me." She whispered.

"I cant." I said, so mad at myself I didn't bring an extra remedy with me.

"Why not? Please Jiminie...I want you to stay with me."

"Baby I want to stay with you too...all the time...but I cant tonight."

"But why?" Tears started to pool in her beautiful eyes and I felt like my heart was being squeezed from the inside.

"I'm so sorry baby." I kissed her forehead. "If I knew you'd want me to stay I would have prepared for it."

"But...you can sleep in your boxers...I don't mind."

She was killing me...literally. My heart was breaking. All I wanted to do was strip from my clothes and climb in next to her to hold her close. I can only imagine what it would feel like to have her skin pressed against mine. But I cant...I didn't bring an extra remedy and if I'm anywhere near her within the next few hours I'll surely do something stupid.

"Baby, please believe me." I kissed her on her luscious lips. "I want to...but I just cant tonight."

I watched as a lone tear fell from her eye and I immediately cupped her face. "Okay." She whispered pushing my hand aside and her face into the pillow.

I moved closer to her kissing her below her ear. "Tomorrow...I'll sleep over tomorrow if you still want me to."

She turned her head back over to me and nodded. I kissed her one final time knowing I need to get the hell out of there soon. I locked her door with my spare key and made my way back to the SUV. It was a much longer trip without her but once I made it to the house I shouted for Jin hyung.

"JIN!"

He came around the corner leaning on the wall. "Yes Jiminie?"

"Stop calling me that."

He laughed. "What's wrong?"

"She wanted me to stay over...and it literally hurt to leave her."

"You didn't have an extra remedy on you did you?"

"No. When...when you and Namjoon met...you knew immediately without a doubt who he was right?"

"There was no doubt in my mind. I thought I was going crazy for a minute because I didn't realize he was testing the remedy but...all the same I knew. You feel like that for Y/N, don't you?"

I nodded. "She's like a light in the darkness I never knew I was shrouded with."

"That pretty much covers it."

"What if she doesn't accept me?"

He looked serious. "It will be really hard for her not to...you can already tell that she adores you. Goodnight Jimin." And he left with a sad smile.

I went in my room packing an overnight bag. I paced two bottles of remedy just in case and laid in bed. When I closed my eyes all I could see was her...her smile, her eyes. I had never been so scared of rejection in my life...it would literally kill me.